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Edtwt except I’m autistic, scared, and really bad at it 5’8” ☆ sw: 209lbs / 95kgs ☆ cw: 🤮 ☆ gw: 103lbs / 47kgs
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☆ accountability thread ☆
I attempted to start recovery and gained an unspeakable amount of weight, so this thread is to keep me accountable until I lose it all and then some
September 23
Sw: 55.15kg
Gw: 51kg
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@miffyluvsu
Me bc I convinced myself I was ready to recover nd gained an unspeakable amount of weight in a week and now I’m literally never eating again
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@SachaFelineCat
You can force treatment, you can’t force recovery. I’m sorry you had to go thru that we’re here for u <33
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@bojcalz
Every time someone says this I’m reminded of this post that went viral on reddit. I hate to break it to everyone but you don’t always either recover or die that’s treatment center fear mongering bullshit. Sometimes there’s this third even more terrifying option. You LIVE.
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@contrrl
I lowkey love her like, I don’t struggle with the same things she struggles with but the comments on her videos seem like she makes a lot of people feel less alone in their experiences. If it’s that triggering people can just block her it’s really that simple yk?
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@felinecals
No definitely keep cooking!! Specifically that chicken keep cooking that chicken it’s not done put it back
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@ksnmsnfreestyle
Imo, none of them are for the volume of food they are. When you could have a whole bowl of yopro protein yoghurt for even less (I think you call it oikos in the states ??) and add fruit or whatnot it’s just not worth it to me but that’s just me
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I just saw the most graphic uncensored sh on my tl and I genuinely nearly threw up involuntarily, Im usually totally fine with those types of images but this was on another level bad I’ve never seen anything like it and im still reeling please censor your posts
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@finkorjimi2
I think some of the minors tryna kick us off here are just jealous we get to starve in peace while they have to try desperately to hide it from their parents, trying to level the playing field so to speak 😂
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I need more edtwt moots !!
Not new account I just need more ppl to interact with
☆ things about me ☆
- 20
- ana
- queer
- autistic
- I’d love to listen to you infodump ♡
↻ to become friends <33
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@itz3mbxr
I’m sorry your head is being so loud and cruel, dysmorphia is a bitch :/ sending all my love <3
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@bubblegumtulips
I say to myself in my head “it won’t fill the hole” and it works every. time. I remind myself if I’m feeling bad already I sure as shit won’t feel better after ruining my weeks deficit bc I wanted to comfort eat for 10 minutes. Remind myself I’ll just be more depressed after food
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@Anyoneelse153
@thinnerthandim1
I’m autistic. I used to be bmi 31, now I’m bmi 18. At bmi 31 I was “cringe” and “loud” and “awkward” and “too much”. at bmi 18 I’m “quirky”. It’s astounding how much more I get away with now
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Looking for some more active moots (not new to edtwt just new account)
Some facts abt me ↴
☆ 20
☆Ana + AFRID
☆ bmi 18 :’)
☆ I love to read and play piano
☆not fatphobic towards anyone other than myself at my start weight 👀
Interact / follow for a follow back <33
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@yyizzyz
Ednos is just an umbrella term for any eating disorder that doesn’t fit into the other more specific categories including subtypes, it includes literally all types of disordered eating severe enough to warrant diagnosis, not just restrictive types, it’s really broad
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@_143mudi
Guys if you’re not on the reddit snark page I highly recommend it kept me entertained for HOURS last night
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@LittleUhhh
Coles makes these Coles brand 56 cal per bar no added sugar dark chocolates that I love, they kinda slap they’ve got plain, mint, and orange flavour I’ll take a photo of the box they come in when I get home and respond to this tweet x
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It’s 38 fucking degrees today (100°f for my American mutuals) I am dying a slow death
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I wish I had more followers and more mutuals I feel like I’d be so much more active if more people interacted with me ://
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@SachaFelineCat
Same here, but slow is sustainable. I’d rather lose a kg a month and keep it off than 10kg a month but fluctuate constantly.
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@Enaid_soul
Autistic here, I’ve lost over 80lbs utilising my autism logic and reasoning skills as well as my need for consistency to the advantage of my Ed, can confirm it works tremendously and I don’t understand how neurotypicals do it lmao
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Todays eats!
Overnight oats, rice pudding (smaller than it looks) Pepsi max (ft one of cats Joy!!) coles perform curry again, sf chai latte, and sf sweets,
total 920cal plus a bonus photo of Joy for you <33
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My bp is 86 over 46 we are going to the hospital I’ll keep u posted I’ve never felt this shit in my life
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@downbunn
1k I’m a grown ass woman who lives independently and gets out of bed every morning to get shit done 😭
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@itz3mbxr
Update us when you can please we all really care about you and want to know you’re safe <3
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@fortykals
I have a partner I spend literally every second of every day with, we live together and are both autistic so we don’t deplete each others social batteries, we spend a lot of time watching tv and doing crafts together, or reading next to each other. I play guitar and sing <3
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@smallandblu
Fr I tried to buy a shirt at target the other day and the young dude cashier was so fucking flirtatious with me and it was so unsettling I’m so used to being fat and being left alone it’s so weird
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@lunadiesslowly
I actually love the hair ik that means nothing cause I’m a stranger on the internet but I think it really suits u
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Looking for more active moots !!
Minors dni I’m nearly 21 (tomorrow aaaa)
I like cats and journaling and drawing and writing music <33
Engage with this and follow, I’ll follow back I promise!!
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Fun fact about me, there are few things on earth that bring me more joy than super senior cats, I mean loOK AT THEM
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@zerosugardp
I adopt disabled and super senior/dying cats as a hobby. I’ve had 9 cats in the past 3 years because I intentionally pick ones that I know won’t get adopted otherwise. In the last year alone I’ve adopted a 17yo and a 20yo that were with me for 6 and 3 months respectively 1/2
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@f4dingaw4y
Same I’m constantly worried someone will see me 😳 bathroom time is my only dedicated edtwt time unfortunately 😭
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Sorry for hiatus I was sussed lol but today’s eats. Not the healthiest day but some fava beans, a string cheese, protein curry, a donut and a quest pb cup, and as always a sf chai latte
901cals total
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@deadboysuprstar
I have this as a chronic condition!! For those wondering / wanting to talk to their doctor about it, it’s called orthostatic hypotension and it’s a blood pressure condition that can be caused by anorexia but also by a lot of other medical conditions and medications <3
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Just hit a new lw despite drinking heaps of alcohol and eating heaps last night bc it was my partners 21st yesterday, so fucking confused but thank u ana gods ✨🎀
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I’ve done so well this past week I can feel myself getting worse and it’s invigorating
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@LittleUhhh
I did thank you so much!! We went to the Noah Kahan concert at Sidney Myer and it was amazing, I got way too fucking drunk lmao
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@bottleoficedtea
@clairekilos
@felinecals
Ikr someone clearly can’t break their binge cycle it’s not that deep
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@NoahKahan
I am on my hands and knees BEGGING you to play the shape of my shadow at tonight’s show now that its an acoustic set
sincerely, an anorexic who never quite got over it
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@star_vinggoat
It is, but it’s fixable in 5 minutes. Iv dextrose. Or even just eating a few fucking biscuits like I don’t see why they’re keeping u longer than overnight (purely for observation) if that’s the SOLE thing wrong with ur bloods. Was anything else hella low?
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@smallandblu
Eeeehhhh I’m honestly not sure ultimately you’re an adult so you can make your own choices but at the same time it depends on his motives, if he’s with you because he likes you and he’s a bit immature and you sorta meet in the middle then I’d say it’s fine, 1/2
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I thought recovery was a good idea but it turns out a lot of my problems in life are actually being solved by my Ed so ig I’m back trying to undo the unspeakable amount of damage I did in the week I went “all in” (I am so ashamed of myself I literally want to rip my skin off)
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I hope one day this disorder takes me and when it does heaven is just my childhood home filled with all the pets I’ve ever lost
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The first thing I’m doing if I ever recover is drinking like 3 of these and eating fistfuls of pistachios
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@60sgrl
Instead of hating on u like most of these comments imma just add some insight. This statistic from my understanding includes ALL eds, but a lot of Ed twt is just ppl with restrictive eds bc ppl with BED tend to have more shame abt sharing their ed behaviours.
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Todays eats. Overnight oats, sf V, protein curry, sf chai latte ft my kitten, and low cal rice pudding with some sf sweets. Total 893 cal. For anyone curious yes I weigh all my food including stuff that comes in packets like those gummies, my food scale is etekcity I recommend <3
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@clairoexic
Good luck / hope all is well <3 the fish tank in my neurologists waiting room has my whole heart lol
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@LittleUhhh
U find them in either the health food / allergen section or the normal chocolate block aisle section depending on the store
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@Absurdmars
@staryzbunni
I can’t tell if you’re joking, but ur 14 so in case you’re not. No, like the laws of thermodynamics, like physics, please I beg say sike rn 😭😭
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@BulimicWhale223
Tysm 😭 she’s my baby I adopted her a couple weeks ago, she’s deaf and has a vision impairment plus CH which means she wobbles when she walks so she’s very special 💌⭐️
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@smallandblu
But if he’s with you because you’re the closest thing he can have to being with a minor without you actually breaking the law because you’re technically still a teenager and he’s not, then absolutely not that’s creepy and weird and gross yk what I mean? 2/2
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@gooeygumii
Someone once told me they liked my voice a lot and then proceded to ask if I’d ever considered a career in reading/recording audiobooks? I’m afab but I have a really masc low voice and a weird not quite placeable accent
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@edenyxyy
@starvingrtard
It’s about how much energy it expends ! They light it on fire in a chamber specifically designed to see how much thermic energy it produces!!!
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@miffyluvsu
Me today when I took a bite of a donut my partner bought only to realise that single bite was basically 100 cal
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@frandecays
Fr fr let ppl be if they’re not hurting anyone why do u care? Bully someone who’s actually worth hurting
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Todays eats. I changed my overnight oats recipe to be lower cal!! Sf V, some apple and a low cal rice pudding, vegan cottage pie (tastes way better than it looks I promise) sf chai latte, and some sf sweets (not pictured, the sf jelly I had with those)
915 cal total
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