bcs omfg bmi 10.9 this morning??? r u kidding i thought id gained sm in hospital oh my god i’m so happy oh my god

@TrickaSinna i’m in starbucks rn charging my phone, i have money but ive looked at hotels here and they r way out of my budget :/

@st4rvingeli but weight gain never brings me happiness, neither does eating

@Mia_mcg11 lmaooo nah i’m from outside glasgow

@Mia_mcg11 i live in scotland

@gurobxtch i won’t ill be fine, promise

@tarajournals yes yes

it’s so fucking cold

@dino_kcals i will angel, tysm<3

@spkkcal yeah i’ve got enough for a few days i think

@twforfat i’m trying. idk what to do i tried to gain a little but i just can’t bare it, the guilt is unreal and it’s almost impossible to gain enough on ensures/liquids alone but i can’t manage solid foods :/ even when i maintain i feel guilty

i look bigger i refuse to believe i’ve lost

my psychiatrist is saying i’ll be sectioned if i don’t go to IP voluntary fuck fuck fuck my life