#edtwt
intro ୨ৎ
- she / her
- 18
- cbmi 19.6
- lbmi 15.4
- not new to edtwt, but I deleted my old acc 2 yrs ago bc I wanted to recover
- dni if fatphobic or nonedtwt
♡/↻ to be moots !
Body dysmorphia is real bc I’ll feel fat until I step on the scale and see I lost weight then all of a sudden I’m convinced I actually do look skinnier
@constancecals
@lyalolera
It was old maybe like a year ago or older, it was before the palestinian genocide went “viral” so it unfortunately went pretty unnoticed
I fucking hate eating in front of my family nothing is good enough for them they want me to be a fatass whale like when I was a kid even tho they were the ones who teased me enough to develop this disorder. I’m either too fat or too skinny it’s exhausting bro leave me alone
this girl had 1 proper meal for the whole day and u bitches r like “umm thats a normal amount of food😰” im sorry but r u that mentally ill or is ur metabolism just fucked LMAO I maintained bmi 15 eating 2-3x that much
genuinely think i’m just built diff cuz I’ve been bmi 15 w perfectly normal blood test results meanwhile ik ppl who r overweight and have low iron/other shit like howww😭
do u guys ever get emo and think ab how ur mental illnesses destroyed ur potential, I literally could’ve been so much more than the person I am now if it wasn’t for my dumbass brain
im losing weight SO slow. like 1 bmi point a month. I lost so quick when I got to bmi 15 but I gained it all back cuz I had extreme hunger so I’m trying to go slow this time so I can maintain but FUCK I just have the urge to lose rapidly again 😔😔
This girl ik is chubby asf, always eats the BEST food, and wears revealing clothes/posts her body without a care in the world. Say what u want but she’s prob happier than any of us 😭 im actually jealous
if anyone’s desperate and depressed try taking wellbutrin it made me feel like shit but I lost 20 pounds in 2 months (I was recovered and not actively trying to lose weight)
god pisses me off this mf invents depression but then when I wanna kms it’s a sin WTF I need to speak to a manager or the hr department or smth bc I feel like im getting scammed
which celebrities have you been told you looks like? here are mine!
i haven’t been told i look like celebs much but i have been told i look like queen elizabeth from season 1/2 of the crown
Unpopular opinion but I genuinely haven’t seen anyone who low res lose weight AND MAINTAIN.. they always gain it back w a binge cycle. If u wanna maintain a low weight ur most likely gna have to high res
most ppl dont wanna recover cuz they dont wanna get fat or smth but for me it’s literally just cuz my ed numbs everything out and makes life sm more simple :( all I have to worry abt is calories and losing weight
I’m rly not a hater but how r ppl here claiming to eat ~600ish cals a day while simultaneously claiming they’ve been maintaining/gaining ..? it’s not adding up
not to glamorize eating disorders but my ed brings me sm comfort. one of the main reasons I relapsed is bc of all my new stress of being an adult/college student and going back to my ed just kinda calms me down. but it’s also miserable ofc 😐
what the fuck this sucks ☹️ this is in her eating only kids meals for a day video, i liked her so much but this is wild?? and to make things worse she’s deleting all the comments calling her out so if u check there’s like no comment that mentions mcdonald’s….