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@lyalolera
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this is straight up child neglect…… corn dogs for breakfast, the plain instant noodles, not a single vegetable or fruit in sight??? i feel so bad for the kid
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@slushju1ce everyone saying nudity isn’t inherently sexual is missing the point. yes, it SHOULDNT be inherently sexual! but the reality is that nudity will always be sexualized and too often there’s sexual intent behind it. yeah i think it’s pretty weird.
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hot take(?) i empathize with overweight/obese people who would rather continue eating in a surplus and keep gaining weight despite having health scares. not enough of u guys realize that they are literally us but on the other extreme end. it’s exactly the same as us having+.
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METAB WEEKS WORK SO WELL HOLY SHIT???? i’m 47.00kg today on the dot IM SO HAPPY 🥹🎉🎉🎉
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ooh she REEKS of jealousy, i’d like to see her go up ten more sizes, and then we’ll see who’s the real winner lmfao.
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hi westerners is it true you guys have pantries??? like just a pantry filled with ready available packaged snacks and chips and stuff???? i can’t fathom this at all like wdym americans have ROOMS dedicated to just snacks.
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i don’t think people realize for so many of us, restriction is a form of self care and love. like i love myself enough to actively work towards changing myself into my ideal self and to practice discipline and self control?? crazy how this is so hard to understand for yall.
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me watching my moots live off a 200-500 cal daily intake no problem meanwhile i start seeing the light if i don’t eat more than 800 😰😰😰.
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no amount of people calling me fat or whatevr could EVERRR offend me as much as being called WHITE 💀.
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likeeee ……
hiding in da toilet during PE because i hate hate hate interacting w people !!! :333.
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i don’t think there are naturally skinny people IN THE SENSE THAT they have super fast metabolism. but i do think there are people who naturally don’t care for food and only eat because it’s necessary to live and are skinny as a result…. idk just a thought.
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gonna b real with u guys, i got here (mid bmi15s) doing high intake 80% of the time, ive never fasted a day in my life, ive never overexercised, and ive never done low intake, so i want to emphasize PLS DO HARM REDUCTION IF U CAN!!!! you can still lose while minimizing-
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SHORT THREAD ON WHAT I ATE TODAY FOR MY EPIC CHEAT DAY ‼️‼️‼️.(i had a full cheat day because my resting bpm has been too low for comfort so hopefully all this sugar and fat fixes that for now 😭)
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when the ed isn’t even about being skinny anymore but instead about wanting to always be sicker so you get attention and sympathy, so people don’t expect so much from you, so you’re special, so people look at you with concern, so you have a justification for your failures.
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maybe i do need to get back to my lw ☹️ (this pic isn’t even me at my lw i think LMAO but still).
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i wish i was the type of skinny person that didn’t think about food like Ever and has the appetite of a mouse but NOO im a fatass in a skinny body istg, all i think about is when i can have my next meal, food is constantly on my mind, my appetite is the biggest in my entire-.
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i think the more disordered i get the more sympathy i have for really obese people and i think ppl need to be kinder because they’re suffering the same way that we are, just on the other extreme end, and it’s easy for an outsider to say ‘just diet’ and blame the obesity on+.
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it’s my disorder btw and i’ll romanticize the fuck out of it if i want to :3 yall preach importance of mental health but lose ur minds over someone with an eating disorder. locals are more fatphobic than ANY edtwt user too, shits wild.
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i swear sometimes extreme cheat days like days of eating 2-3k+ cals really do help u lose weight in the long run like idk what science there is behind it but im somehow maintaining better having weekly cheat days than restricting all the time.
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yesterdays fit !!! i need better leg warmers these are kinda flimsy and small
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after getting my ed it’s made me realize actually how disgusting packaged and processed snacks are (oreos, twinkies, candy bars), like seeing them in grocery stores isn’t even tempting for me at all anymore…… i’d much rather spend cals on a freshly baked dessert.
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please i need to get rid of that upper thigh fat so bad please GO AWAY
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seeing people with ana struggle to eat in those stupid tiktok and ig reel videos where they purposely film themselves showing off how emaciated they are and how long it takes them to struggle through eating a slice of toast while crying silently, while i just ate 3000+++ cals+.
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these people never fail to annoy me like there’s too many on xhs now with entirely english posts on dieting and stuff like…. also the random # 上海 in the tags 💀⁉️
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at that point that’s such a waste bruh like you could eat an entire 6in cake all by yourself for the same amount of calories in this teeny brownie that probably tastes mid.
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body image has been a rollercoaster lately i feel skinny one minute and then obese the next
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umm yes??? YES you’re being INSANELY insensitive???? what the literal fuck is wrong with you people.
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it’s so weird having body dysmorphia and seeing yourself as bigger than u are 90% of the time but then sometimes, for some reason, u suddenly see yourself as the size u actually are and it comes as a shock…. like wait im kinda too thin looking actually 😭⁉️.
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the reality of ana is sitting on the toilet for an hour shitting out rabbit pellet shits every 5 minutes while constantly straining ur abdomen like ur training for a bikini show . we love it here.
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being on edtwt and losing weight made me realize a lot of kpop idols aren’t that skinny at all…. it’s not a negative observation in any way im just seeing so many other people who are much skinnier and leaner than idols which is very interesting.
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so funny watching this lowkey blow up a bit while im having a massive cheat day today LMAOO (i had a gigantic lunch, had a shiopan and some bites of bread, now im getting afternoon tea/dinner HELP) yeah sorry im a fatass actually.
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there is truly nothing an0r3x1c about me other than being severely underweight 💀 like. like idk im literally not an0r3x1c !! i eat 3 meals and snacks every day!! i eat more than 1000cals almost daily!! i never exercise!! i love food!! i eat like a pig!!! i hate myself 😍!!.
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so like i had this one senior in my school who graduated last year and she was visibly super underweight (like bmi15s) and she was REALLY tall like i would guess almost 180cm tall so she looked like an actual model. i follow her on instagram and this year she’s been posting.
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CAN MY MOM SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT SHE DEADASS CAME UP TO ME AND SHOWED SHE CAN WRAP HER FINGERS AROUND HER WRIST FUCKING FUCK OFF DIDNT YOU MAKE ME GO TO A THERAPIST FOR MY ED JUST MONTHS AGO ARE YOU FUCKING STUPIDDDDD.
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genuinely these are so ugly does anyone think this looks good 😭 literally not because they’re fat or different races like that is not even remotely an issue here they’re just. THEYRE UGLY 😭😭😭.
my designs cause twilight and pinkie being the only poc is crazy
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wait why is subway actually so filling and so low calorie what????? no way.
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wyd if your crush / partner sits on the other end of the bench and you don’t slide towards them omfg i would simply end it all right there
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god rly blessed me with a nice jawline but nuked me by giving me an enormous face and flat nose ……
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what the fuck this sucks ☹️ this is in her eating only kids meals for a day video, i liked her so much but this is wild?? and to make things worse she’s deleting all the comments calling her out so if u check there’s like no comment that mentions mcdonald’s….
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@ilovebazooka true, moderation is very important, but happiness shouldn’t come at the expense of basic nutrition and health.
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i saw a tweet that said the ed experience is basically waiting for tomorrow and that is the realest thing ever like that shit nearly made me consider semi recovery.
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look at these cool rings i got (yes i’m lowkey bodychecking can u blame me tho. 😞)
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why do people tell an0r3x1cs to ‘just eat’ like it makes sense at all??? like sorry why the fuck would i eat if eating will make me fat???? ‘it’s just food’ yeah food that’s made up of calories???? that can make you gain weight??? and make you fat?????? are people stupid.
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this is why i’ll never recover , i think 😰.
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sorry but full sugar drinks shouldn’t exist anymore when zero sugar drinks taste the eXACT SAME ‼️ the no sugar / lower fat options should be the default okay i’m just saying. we wld all be so much healthier.
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extremely concerning health scares and symptoms but still continuing to restrict. like we’re all suffering from the same kind of mentality where we prioritize superficial qualities over our health. so i feel really upset when i see people shaming obese people for having no+.
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the world would be so much better if scales could measure your true weight without any added water retention, food or poop weight , and also if water retention/bloating in the thighs just ceased to exist altogether thanks.
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forever and ever grateful that i have ana without the binge urges or habits 🙏🙏.
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self-insert oc ish i guess they’re just an idealized version of what i wish i could be LOL
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how do so many severely uw girls on xhs (apparently) still have their period what 😭⁉️ i watch a lot of wieiad vlogs on there and these girls are like bmi 15s MAX yet still have their period?! allegedly anyway.
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i’m not gonna lie i feel really embarrassed being on edtwt when i do high intake and eat so much while everyone else is eating less than 500cal daily :(.
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this is what my cheat days look like and usually even less 😭???? i don’t see the issue.
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SICK AND TIREDDDDD of bmi 13 arms and bmi 16 legs i swear why cant my legs have this energy too
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@Nomnomp0m her body kinda freaks me out a little bit do people really find that genuinely desirable or attractive 😭?.
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there’s this one ‘recovery’ girl on tiktok who’s entire account is video after video of her talking about how it was like being disordered and “things nobody talks about in eds!!” and she’s like one of my no1 triggers 😀😀 like watching her talk about how terrified she was-.
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sometimes i feel so miserable walking inside malls and grocery stores staring at all the food and snacks ill never be able to have, but then i remember how much more miserable id be if i was fat and ugly and then i dont feel upset anymore 👍.
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gonna post this thread later today!!! i won’t tag anyone bc i’m lazy i’m so sorry 😭😭 but just letting everyone know :D
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self control, or saying stuff like ‘how is X not a wake up call for you to lose weight’, because it’s just the same as us, it’s the same as how no matter how many clumps of hair fall out or how many months our period is gone for, we still continue to reject food.
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