@lyalolera
i can tell she loves her daughter bc of the care she took when making the pancake so i hope she realises soon that the crap she’s feeding her is doing nothing but stunting her in every possible way
@cutecurlycals
I also think she’s showing that you can be happy at a healthy weight and it’s very possible to have been that deep into your eating disorder but still recover like she did
this is how i know some people have no opinion for themselves bc nobody is forcing you to switch but let’s be honest you’re gonna be happier looking your best and wearing what suits you than being attached to a colour
orthorexia is so much harder to recover from than anorexia in my experience because it logically makes sense to me even if it doesn’t to other people and seems extreme
@lyalolera
i don’t even care if she has the money to give them a comfortable lifestyle but emotionally it’s impossible you’re only able to give them a bit of attention and love but obvs i don’t know these people so maybe it’s possible for them
instead of prison we should do a hunger games of murderers, rapists, pedophiles etc. and the only winning prize is that they get to do it again until they die
i forget how sensitive my body is that even just a bit of junk and the next day i feel depressed and bloated and hazy it’s okay i think it’s nice to have a reminder i really didn’t want it though but i just thought it’d be nice to try recovering from ortho as well
I think one way you can get to your ugw is being excited to be at your ugw. It doesn’t have to be a painful miserable process. Just think “yay I get to starve today which means I’ll get to my ugw quicker” it’s that easy and more fun like wow me? I get to starve and be skinny? 😍
@mirubunnie
i think working on both quickens the process we should all work on our weaknesses that’s how we grow and learn there’s a whole world inside our weaknesses its not even exactly a weakness it’s just something you have to get better at it’s so exciting to me
my face has never dropped so fast i was giggling and shit wondering why she replied word and then i kept reading… he was so close and now he’s in the 9th level of hell
coming back to your hotel room absolutely exhausted then having a hot shower and eating room service on your bed in your bath robe with your friends as you all dissociate then continue talking every 5 minutes is the most relaxing thing ever
aw i remember my dad showed this to me when i was a little girl and i thought he was the smartest person alive like you could not say anything to me i was telling everyone what a genius my dad was
@di3tc0kelov3r
no but i know some girls who’ve been through that and one thing i can tell you is to break up now unless you want to see him get worst he’s not going to get better
moots im alive and i hate the new update i feel so rejuvenated and happy so proud of myself still very disordered still don’t eat over x calories but i don’t have fear foods and i don’t obsess over it as much
i hate when people say “that’s not realistic, you’re just rich/pretty/etc.” is it happening in real life? then it’s realistic maybe not for YOU but you can’t hate on someone just because their life doesn’t look like yours or other people’s
i have the most adorable obsession with myself and other girls i could never understand wishing ill on another girl i want their days to be filled with happiness and warmth always
@SRXJKSS
better than it stealing your 20s ngl since now you have more freedom to do things we just lost typical school years (kind of fucks with me sometimes though bc i still feel like i’m 15-17)
when i’m around women i’ve never felt unsafe in any way not once i might’ve felt other things but never unsafe and for that i’m so thankful being around even one girl in a place where i feel uncomfortable makes me feel so much better
how do some people stay inside all day? like what do they do? i’d understand if they had a hobby like knitting but if not how do they just scroll on their phone? don’t they get bored or want to hang out with their friends?
don’t listen to your inner conversation, it’s the devil telling you to succumb. Ignore it and just keep doing whatever it is you’re doing. This also applies to wanting to achieve something in general.
i applied for a job and they asked me for a full body and face pic then i sent it and realised i don’t actually want to work even part time but it’s too late they’ll most likely choose me, poor me and my god given beauty
i show my dad all my outfits even when we’re far apart he’ll always answer my calls or it’s the middle of the night he’ll put on his glasses and i’ll do my little spin, he’ll call me beautiful and i’ll feel like the prettiest girl in the world
i hate when people give opinions on models performance and someone is like « what? nooo she’s so sweet though » okay? what does that have to do with her fuckass walk
i need to make this a weekly reminder that i’ve already reached this ugw a long time ago i’m just in semi recovery rn and can’t reach the second ugw (35kg)😭 like moots and oomfs please i’m not a fatass
Do you ever notice you like a certain type of face? Like I notice I instantly like a person that looks like this very specific way, idk how to explain how she/he looks like but if someone has this face or similar then I like them.
@couturecrema
it even goes beyond aversion and discomfort i’ve seen girls get acne, gain weight, get illnesses etc. inexplicably just by being with the wrong person it’s amazing our bodies care for us in such extreme ways
i feel so loved by the universe would it be weird to say i think i’m one of her favourite children i can’t help but think it when i can see and feel the abundance and warmth around me
i go away for one month come back and suddenly i don’t know how to vomit all my thoughts on here i honestly forget that i even have an account most days