˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ to feel ur hipbones and ribs
• imagine being anxious and hugging your hips to feel comfort.
• imagine wearing low rise pants/ bikinis and it sitting on your hip bones but barely touching your stomach.
: ̗̀➛ to be able to run faster
• especially if you play sports. imagine running with your team for warm up, but your so big you struggle to keep up.think about what your coach will think about you and the people on your team. do you think u will get an playtime?or any respect?
*°:⋆ₓₒ to see the weight drop
• after weeks of restricting you see the scale go down drastically so close to ur ugw
• or.. after a week of binging you go back to ur hw
u choose 🤷♀️
¡! ❞ for ur pants to be loose
•specifically if u wear uniform pants. last year at my hw every week my pants would either be tight or loose, i’d base that off if i lost or gained.i don’t wanna go back to that
•imagine restricting for a while and your high rise becoming lowrise
˚ ༘♡。˚ ❀ for all clothes to look good in you
• even if ur wearing sweats and a hoodie with greasy hair you’ll still look effortless
• even ugly clothes and fashion will good good on you
┆彡 to be the smallest in the friend group
• imagine being the biggest in your group. and they talking about their eating habits/exercise. you’d be too ashamed to say anything
• them not inviting or posting w/you because they don’t wanna be seen with the fat friend
10:15am - you’ve been sticking to ur diet since may. you get out of bed and look at your self in the mirror. you can’t help but feel a burr of pride as you look in the mirror. all ur hard work of determination has finally paid off! all of a sudden you phone rings. it’s the gc
4:30 - as u and your friend are eating their complimenting you on how skinny you’ve gotten. you feel so happy as you’ve worked so hard to get to your idealistic beach body. since you have consistently kept up with your workouts/steps and have eaten healthy. you barley get bloated
11:45am - great choices!! you put your outfit. you look in the mirror and feel great. you’ve never looked better than you do now at ur ugw. your thigh gap is prominent as well as ur small arms. you feel so small.
1:30 - u and ur friend leave the party. ur friend drops you home. u think back about ur day and just can’t believe how amazing it is. reaching ur ugw made this day 10x better as u don’t need to worried abt bloating or looking fat in pictures.
you go in her car. windows down. music blasting. all u feel is euphoric. you can’t tell if it’s that u have barley eaten all day or car going at full speed.
u and ur friend get to the party. all eyes turn on u. most of them haven’t see you since may when u were much bigger than u are now. some come up to you and compliment on how skinny you’ve gotten. they ask for ur secrets. you feel so happy with all the attention on you.
TO THE HATERS: if ur not on ed twt dni. omggg. also if u are on edtwt or have a ed why r u hating on my sm😭 it was a simple statement. and question am not doing any harm💀
10:45am - you walk down stairs feeling as light as ever. ever since you go to your ugw you feel like your floating on air. like anything is possible. once you get to ur kitchen you go make your self a drink of choice:
5:30 - after you guys have eaten you guys decide you want to do some physical activity. your so glad you found friends that have the same healthy goals as you. what do u guys do
1:00- your finally ready. you decide to leave the house and hour early so you can walk to the beach and get ur steps in. you grab ur drink and bag and leave ur house. what’s in your bag:
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if ur fav “salad” that is 90% mayo, when they keep saying how little they ate, cakey makeup, high angle pfp with the filter that has sm makeup and makes the pic so bright(iykwim)