introo!! or something idk how this works
🤍my name is kokichi!!
🤍from georgia
🤍diagnosed anorexic
🤍14 years old^.^
🤍feel free to chat with me <3
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thinking "i could recover rn!" then me looking into my future, i can never see myself actually recovering and stopping these thoughts
it clicks to me that i cant stop this disorder
im NOT in control
it sucks so hard im being forced into recovery when i feel like i'm not even "worthy" of doing so, i'm not thin enough for health problems, i'm not thin enough for that!!!
@honeyyyysrp
i dont have to force myself it genuinely tastes so good i just add a bit of honey and its heaven (i have 3 a day and i piss like 7373874 times)
"i dont want to lose my ass" i hope i lose my ass!! i hope i lose my thighs!! i hope i lose my tits!!! i never want to be seen as a sexual object ever again!! i hope nobody ever finds me attractive!!!!!
@honeyyyysrp
HII no it doesnt bother my sleeping schedule at allll, its super good for when ur about to sleep too cuz it has a calming effect :)
energy boost 9/10 i find myself subconsciously more active (walking) than sitting without being tired either
@Lolololoahd
anyone making comments about my body or even remotely mentioning weight, recommending to up intake (anything that is vaguely suggesting recovery)