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#1 dramamine enjoyer
22 • not edtwt just bulimic
Joined June 2022
i went to college for 4 years to plug numbers into an excel spreadsheet and listen to stir fry by migos on repeat.
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OCD is the most under diagnosed mental illness of all time.
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reminder that during the minnesota starvation study the subjects were given 1560 calories per day and made to walk 3 miles a day for a period of 6 months and this is how they looked at the end. don’t let those morons on starving, interrupted tell you 1200 isn’t starving
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the *actual* key to escape binge addiction . a thread from someone who went from bmi 31 to bmi 20
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i’m so excited for the DSM 6 to come out. i’ll bet they have tiktok-induced ADD and that specific personality disorder that makes you go to extreme lengths to fake DID or tourette’s.
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less common tips to help you lose as much as possible this month . a thread for ee dee twit
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and yet she’s getting married to someone who loves her while you rot in your room obsessing over the bodies of other people on the internet. many such cases!.
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@M1TSSUKI obsession: i did something horrible in this email that i somehow forgot about . compulsion: check the email 10 times.
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@m1kash4rts fun fact: it is wrong to take and post pics of ppl without asking, especially if the topic is their body. you are gross. delete this.
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“you have anorexia?? omg i’m so sorry, please eat something bb we’re so worried abt you”. “you have bulimia? so you puke up everything you eat? that’s so gross omg you know that rots your teeth right? eww”.
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so many of you people forget that “walkable cities” is LITERALLY a dog whistle for fatphobia…….
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@sherlonigiri_ me when i went to a female psychiatrist who actually listened to me and it turned out the constant “fog is coming” feeling was not in fact normal
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“just doing cardio will make you skinnyfat” i’ll take skinnyfat over fatfat bro.
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i already know this video is made by some ineffective corporate treatment center bc i have never heard of an anorexic (or any disordered person tbh) weighing WITH SHOES ON
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alcoh0l:.- takes a while to hit, u might drink too much .- has a lot of calories .- shuts down your metabolism for 12+ hours bc it’s literal poison. we3d:.- hits almost instantly .- zero calories .- doesn’t affect metabolism. the choice is clear fellow 21+ yr olds.
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@egirlfren the “obese but openly fatphobic” phenomenon needs to be studied in a lab. insecurity and projection is a hell of a drug.
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@adrianaxoxlol idrc if this is mean but she reminds me of like. those chihuahuas that WAYYY outlived their life expectancy and don’t resemble chihuahuas anymore.
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the fact that xihan went through that insane trauma from doxxing and having her family harassed and hopped right back on edtwt blows my mind.
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“listen to your body, if you’re hungry you should eat 🥺” bro i’ve been bulimic so long i can devour a whole chipotle bowl and my stomach will STILL growl for more bc of how stretched out it is from constant binging. i don’t know what hunger cues are real anymore.
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10 personal lows i’ve experienced in my 2.5 years with bulimia. a thread to scare you into not purging/ scare myself into not giving up on recovery
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the fact that i’m considering “recovery” at bmi 23 is so fucking embarrassing like get a grip.
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having my bmi in bio is literally the biggest humiliationspo lmao, i can never get in an argument on here bc all they’d have to do is go “aren’t you bmi 23 🤨” and i’d lose.
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they think they owned us so bad with this ike bro i’m eating the whole plate and then reverse eating it !.
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“you have to exercise but cardio exercising isn’t enough, you have to do weight training and build your muscles but also you won’t build muscle if you’re in a deficit, but also if you aren’t in a deficit you’ll get fat”.
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i get so mad when someone shares their weight loss and they get clowned on bc they’re still overweight. like they could have gone from 300 lbs to 150 and these mfs would still be like “💀” “embarrassing” like bro they’re LOSING WEIGHTTT wtf do u want from them.
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a short mealspo thread of pics i stole from japanese edtwt. 🏷️: edtwt mealspo small portions thinspo restriction.
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if you can consume the entire jar in 1 hour without throwing up, you lose 15 pounds. if you fail, you gain 15. you can eat it with whatever you like, if anything. do you try?
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asked my non disordered sibling what they’ve always wanted to ask edtwt and they said “who started it, mom, onision or the youtube ‘my ed story’ videos?”.
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if you could change a physical aspect about yourself that’s NOT “lose a fuck ton of weight” what would it be?. for me i would erase the skin-picking and eczema scars covering my arms. they’re so splotchy and weird :(.
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if you suddenly got 100k deposited into your bank account what’s the first thing you’re doing with it?.
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do all of us bulimics desperately envy anorexics or am i weird and pathetic.
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1. maximize calories burned in little ways . - park as far away from your apartment/ the store/ school/ etc as possible .- if you can walk there, walk. - always take the stairs!!.- set timers and do 20 jumping jacks every hour . if you can squeeze in ANY physical activity, do it!
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fun fact: you can have a restrictive ed and lose weight without being openly hateful of fat ppl. just keep that shit to yourself.
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1. you cannot love yourself in a body you hate, but you cannot hate yourself into a body you love. that’s the paradox. basically, self love and care will get you farther than punishment ever will. you can’t kick a dog who pees on the floor and expect it to love you.
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5. INTER. MITTENT. FAST. pros: .- shrinks your stomach.- boosts metabolism.- lowers overall hunger.- more weight loss. cons:.- no breakfast ig??. even just 12 hours a day makes SUCH a difference.
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@AMERiiCANGRL as if avocado isn’t one of healthiest sources of fats out there and your hair, skin, nails and guts ain’t gonna benefit from every calorie.
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@ninicls it looks so painful but maybe that’s the message?? like women putting themselves through pain to fit the beauty standards of men.
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@hanasbones “looked more approachable kind and funny before” say what you REALLY mean oh my god.
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@ethereal_b0nes the idea that she’s presenting this as “pov you’re a latina in europe” as if this is the default latina body type makes me want to explode.
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2. drink a FULL carbonated drink before every meal/snack. this can be seltzer water or zero calorie sodas. drinking a full glass of water is cool and all, but a belly full of bubbles is much more likely to deter you from eating more than you need to
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choosing recovery is literally impossible when im not underweight like wtf am i even recovering from. get a grip emy.
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3. chew, chew, CHEW to prevent constipation. big, less chewed bites are harder for your body to break down and pass through your digestive system. chewing every bite into a smooth paste makes it quicker and easier to pass!
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2. starting a 48 hr fast after a binge will not help you. be honest with yourself: you’re just gonna binge again tomorrow. understanding the binge restrict cycle is key to breaking it. if you binged 3000 cals today, aim for <1500 tomorrow. it will not kill you.
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these effects will disappear within 1-3 days (depending on the degree of damage and how often you’re bingeing) but you must stay strong. think about it like withdrawals from dr*gs bc junk food is fucking addictive. if you’re patient and strong, the storm will pass.
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@j3nrexic as if regular ass people don’t waste food by letting it expire in the fridge or throwing half their plate away all the time.
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“i should stop weighing myself daily bc it fucks with my body dysmorphia”. *restricts for 1 day*. “omg i wonder how much weight i lost…”. *weigh in: -2 lbs*. “OMG??” proceeds to eat at maintenance “bc i deserve it”. *weigh in the next morning: +2 lbs*. “binging would fix this”.
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4. accept that accidents happen. you are not a failure. you are not weak. you are suffering from an eating disorder that severely affects your brain chemistry and leads you to repeat destructive behaviors. (1/2)
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i’m sorry but this is so fucking disgusting and vile. this poor girl did NOTHING to you and you post her on the internet saying she’s worthless and better off d3ad. and you’re 22 years old, absolutely fucking inexcusable
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3. understand your hunger. binge eating stretches out your stomach, so you’ll feel less full and have stronger hunger pains. additionally, binge eating kind of shocks the brain like dr*gs do, making you crave the same bad foods. (1/2)
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INTERNATIONAL QUESTION, NON AMERICAN MOOTS PLS INTERACT!!!!. what was your typical public school lunch? in the USA we would have chicken nuggets/a borderline inedible cheeseburger with soggy fries, a fruit no one ate, and a milk carton
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a lot of people have seen the picture of the bulimic girl who died while purging but the details are even more terrifying so here you go. reasons not to purge. TW GRAPHIC
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@paperbcgs no matter how long you’ve been disordered you’re body isn’t immune to the laws of thermodynamics. a person eating 400 cals WILL LOSE no matter what. the patient was probably faking their weigh ins with weights or water loading.
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CONTEXT: i’ve lost 50 lbs so far but due to binge eating i’ve fluctuated with regaining and losing the same 5-15 lbs for a year or so now. i have bulimia and still struggle with binge eating so this thread is kind of for myself lol.
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the shelves sag with the weight of her greed.
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@huhtopia if it helps she’s purposely wearing a waist trainer and pants that are clearly too big for her on purpose to emphasize how thin she is.
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@giornocals she’s also literally inpatient for heart problems, she has enough struggles to deal with besides being made fun of on edtwt. this is why nobody likes us or takes us seriously.
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“would you guys hate me if i gained” “would you hate me if i said im fat” “would you hate me if i binged” “would you hate me if i relapsed” you are a beautiful struggling creature and a good person and i love good people no matter their appearance, end of story.
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day 1: i’m just gonna eat 500 calories a day and lose 20 pounds, it’ll be easy!. day 14: omg i’ve lost so much weight! let’s keep going!!. day 547: *sobbing, digging a hole in the frozen dirt in the backyard with my numb fingers, purging with dirty hands and burying it*.
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body “imperfections” that almost every woman on earth has regardless of their size . — a 🧵 to help you feel better about parts of your body that you cannot control and shouldn’t be ashamed of!. *this thread is AFAB specific, but i will be saying “women” for brevity’s sake*
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@De4dGrrrl wait it’s a japanese thing?? is it like a cute face or a laugh or what im confused.
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@vomitphobia why do parents do this. if i knew my kid was doing this i would do everything i could to help them not just be like “they’ll grow out of it” ?!?!?!.
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*sees thin girl* i would do anything to look like her . brain: anything except starve lol. anyways you’re hungry now bc i said so. feed me chick fil a.
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i feel so proud to have bulimia. i am so open about it and because if that people don’t question when i purge in their bathroom and get puke on the floor and blow up their toilet with my violent lax shits.
i feel so proud to have anorexia. i am so open about it and because of that people dont question when i dont eat. i dont have to eat christmas dinner. people dont buy me sweets. i can just enjoy everything from afar and see their fat asses indulge in candy and fattening foods 🤭.
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