‧₊˚ ┊Girlie popp˚. TRYING to recover
@Cyb3erG1rl
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ೀ Stay your pretty eyes in course, Keep the memories who I was before. | 7'een & 162cm | ( єηg/єѕρ )
Cw: ?? - Viktor's wife‼️
Joined April 2023
⋆✴︎˚𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕤 ⭑.ᐟ. ੈ✩‧mainly diets or something like that
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This is my final dance. The lowest I can get. My lowest weight
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I fucking did it. It cost me a lot, nearly 7 years with anorexia and i finally made it. Am i happy? Yes, I've never been happier. Now i feel like my ed is actually a problem and not only sm stupid illness i have. Now if i gain i can be free cuz i fianlly made it to my ugw.
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What the actual fuck is happening.
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Gonna try this rn, so than i can eat it for tmrrw. I'll try it and look how many grams of protein and carbs has on it and how many calories for the whole thing
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@kajienwi i don't usually eay, just fast till my body is aching. Now atp it does cost me A LOT to drop so usually fast at least 3 ddays per week and eat like 500 ( 250 per day which means i only eat twice ) per week and then fast again i don't have a particular order since smt i go over72h.
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My mom hired a nurse because I have no strength left to stand up and take a fucking bath. All my body hurts, I just wanna die.
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@h1tk1dsn0tjuuls Oh well, uhm, im eating like 400 calories and burning 800 and drinking lots of water and stuff and walking and walking and pacing and pooping 😭😭.
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I DOD IT FUCK THAT BITCH GIRLIE FOR NOT TRUSTING MY PRICESS I FINALLY DID IT I'VE MADE IT TO BMI 10. IDC IF ITS BMI 10 BUT HIGH STIKK BMI 10 OMFG IM GONNA PASS OUT
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okay 26 is not enough i need to be thinner.
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this bitches can't read the fucking scale it says 26 kilos not 2630 kilos istg if i get another dm like that. .
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Should i make a thread on how i became bmi 10? 😢😢 idk.
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They found me and now im cooked. going to the er
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i passed out while trying to pee again.but hey at least I'm 26.46 now.
My mom hired a nurse because I have no strength left to stand up and take a fucking bath. All my body hurts, I just wanna die.
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There was a time when I tried to go on recov while being bmi17, and I remember I read a comment saying, "If you're not under 16, you can't riak yourself to get fat. You're not recovering. You're just getting fat" and i was like
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That last workout I did was magnificent, my body burns, my nose is bleeding, my thighs and back hurt like hell. But it was worth it, every damn second.
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Hey im 30.1 kg today ;).
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I have the impression you guys like more when i starve mslf than when i actually eat.
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Las calorías en bebidas no deberían de ser tan altas 😭😭😭
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Er rn, my organs decided to fail once again after trying to puke a fucking soup. I'm fine now, connected to every piece of machine that exist but im fine.
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i just peed myself because idk my body couldn't handle a bit of liquid is this srs.
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Era ser inteligente, guapa o flaca y a mi me tocó nacer trastornada, estúpida y suicida
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Im the way I am because I got raped 2. Once, when i was 9 and the other happened in decent. Since then, I've been starving myself, only eating strawberries, cigarettes, and doing drugs. Im not like this because i want to be cute. im like this because i needed to suffer.
@porcurean @runlikethewater @Cyb3erG1rl nobody is becoming this sick for that reason solely. ! most of us were rped/sa'd or violently bullied, its not as shallow as "someone called me fat once in highschool🥺".
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LOL i was chilling on my phone for a sec and then
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Maybe if i was like this life would be happier.Not mine btw
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srs if they give u a feeding tube dont pull it out like i did, i fucking broke my nose.
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Cw :. Ugw: 25?? Idk as long as im suffering it would bw good
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I dont deserve rexovery 💞💞💞 i want to kms sm rn hahahha im losing my fucking mind.
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If you're wondering where are my parents thru all this, i might need to say that I live in a way that it seems like i have no parents since they're pretty bussy with work. I only see my father twice a week and I used to live w my mother but not anymore. Now w papa things are dif.
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I'll be inactive for a few hours, and I need to think about my life. I need to be better. I know I need. Thanks for all the support, I love you guys. But im not something you should look up and admire, im something you should say, "Oh shit dont wanna end up like her".
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do you guys like my new name? after thinking about it for a while i decide that i'm going to give live one last chance. I've tal with my parents and they've said that is either recovering at home or putting me into a mental institution AGAIN.
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hey guys so oficcialy im out of the bmi 10 finally.
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Heheh no more feeding tube I got it out and hide it u der my bed now I need to hide
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@huyandere he's wrong everyone in the party knows that like- look how he stand, sanji bb we know what you are!!
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@PiononoMonkey PIONONIN HACE A LAW EN ACEITE DE BEBE Y EN UN TRAJE DE VAQUERO Y MI VIDA, RENTA Y ALMA SERAN TUYAS 😭😭😭👹🗣🗣🗣🗣.
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if you see me at the verge of dead while drinking a bit coke 0 and my bones poking the shit out of my body don't bother me i'm exactly where i want to be.
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finally dropping this one. It's been locked in the basement for a long time hehe
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Clavícula reveal muy pronto teta reveal
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@kajienwi but hey!!! smt i go over 500 per day but i tried to burn smt even if my body is falling apart lol.
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The fucking next person who compares me with a fuckinf child or an animal istg im gonna end my life.
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WHAT???????????? HELLOU STARVING INTERRUPTED
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Guys, stop asking how I lost the fucking weight. I literally did everything, even drugs. Like coke and cog, thats why im never hungry bc of drugs.
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@goreciitav Lo mss triste es que no roban por necesidad y no roban por el trastorno por que alguien que tenga el trastorno no pondria 😈.
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Primer paso.Tenemos que identificar el hambre emocional de la hambre física, ya que con esto podemos empezar a hacer pequeños ayunos de 12 horas. Ósea, desayuno, almuerzo y merienda. Si no saben que cosas lowcal comer les recomiendo esta cuenta @ribbonmiu sus recetas son deli!
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Las chicas bonitas nos encantan los styros por esto 😚😚
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I went a but crazy now im def recovering.
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i wanna know how tall are u guysss.
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@Cyb3erG1rl at first i thought it was 263 ibs and was abt to bully u lol good job tho.
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Sooo are we gonna cheer??? Im finally in the 40 out of the 30 😔😔😔
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"Oh, im so fat" I said as I chug another piece of cake in my mouth. "I should go on a diet" i said as i was chewing some bread. "I hate my body" i said as i was sitting on the floor looking at the 3 packs of cereal i just ate.
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Just had a full mental breakdown after a fight w my mother. And yk what i did ? I cut my wrist in front of her, i cut my arms, legs, thighs, and stomach while she was watching. It felt like i was possessed by something.
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@2good4everyonee jsjs bueno es algo grosero, pero sé que no lo haces con esa intencion. Basicamente yo soy anorexica purgativa. Purgo lo poco que como, me atraco y purgo no como y purgo. No soy bulimica. me purgo a traves de lax, ejer y vomitar. Mucha dieta agua y soda 0 NADA de grasa.
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1. Read labels. I don't care if I'm in a public space, I would ALWAYS read the labels of everything. I would take my time reading it, analyzing every component on the food and stuff.
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Ate 3 pos of this binge so fucking much but soo fucking good I'll eat a bit more and then rest
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Im gonna do this to keep track of my weight. I won't promise that im gonna lock in recovery, but i know i need to. Im srs going to recover, i do want to die, but ik is not what i should do now.
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Después de comer y descansar un poco (recomendable para este paso de nuestro proceso ) haremos algunos ejercicios. Asegúrense de estirar primero para evitare lesiones! Dejaré algunos de mis favs.
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Ate half of it and im soo full haha
Breakfast !!.28g p.15g f.46g c. Avocado 34g = 54cal.Bread ( the brown one )= 89cal.Special bread (Christmas) =195 cal.Skinless boiled chicken without season =96 cal
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i dare to say that bein this underw is not tht good cuz before this i used to have the prettiest curly hair. it was soo long that it touched the back of my knees but now im almost bald like if i touch a bit of it, it will fall rq.
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