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@spekktaclz
jenny
4 months
“all i have for breakfast is coffee and i still can’t lose weight “
@shaunapples
🤎.
4 months
imagine starting your day w this
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@spekktaclz
jenny
6 months
@sevignyluvr it slayed tho
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@spekktaclz
jenny
20 days
idk who needs to hear this but you can’t romanticise your ed under the guise of wellness - if you freak out because your not walking 30k steps a day and didn’t do your additional workout, or are omading vegetables your not a wellness girlie your fucking sick
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@spekktaclz
jenny
5 months
“you can’t maintain ur body for the rest of ur life” “enjoy it while it lasts” “your gonna blow up at *age*” bitch shutup
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mimi ★
5 months
why is no one talking about her looking like this at 30 years old?????? shes so tiny
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jenny
2 months
20k steps and an hour workout 5x a week and is enough actually MORE than enough, u don’t need to do 30k steps a day, u don’t need to do 30k steps a day, u don’t need to do 30k steps a day don’t compare yourself to other sick people jenny 🙂🙂🙂
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jenny
9 months
@noxvoms yeah i would never complete this diet i would disintegrate
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jenny
5 months
@blackdaria777 fr it annoys me, one time we were in the city and i wanted to go to a certain store SHE SAY DOWN WHERE SHE WAS AND WAITED FOR ME TO GO AND COME BACK BC SHE DIDNT WANT TO WALK THAT FAR i was so upset 😭😭😭
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jenny
7 months
@dietc0keadict atp just drink the sauce like you can’t even taste the food with that much sauce
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jenny
20 days
“wellness girlie” is actually taking care of yourself, your bones, your joints, your heart health, not running your body into the ground thinking your healthy and fit
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@spekktaclz
jenny
6 months
@clipitswings don’t forget “does ….. break my fast”
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jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict so where’s the podcast … where’s the book …. 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨
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jenny
1 year
@Blair_is_tired Full sugar drinks
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@spekktaclz
jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict you sound like the voice in the back of my head
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@spekktaclz
jenny
10 months
@blubery_edtwt why the fuck was there raw chicken 😭😭😭
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jenny
8 months
@purgingdeath just say the word gluttony
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jenny
4 months
@wh0_n0s it’s a freakshake 😹😹
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@spekktaclz
jenny
7 months
@dreamdxll_ it’s almost like … i don’t do it for boys 🥰
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jenny
9 months
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@spekktaclz
jenny
8 months
not needing to do a certain pose to look skinny >>>>> ultimate feeling
@fataIvision
bri
8 months
losing weight to look good in candid photos
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@spekktaclz
jenny
5 months
cmon guys it’s not hard
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@spekktaclz
jenny
4 months
i just nod and smile because these are the most stubborn types of people, i’m not wasting my energy breath on you ✋🏻 you do you and stay stuck!!!!
@mich3113sdiary
michelle
4 months
“i can’t gain/lose weight ive tried and-“ you are not an exception to thermodynamics
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jenny
4 months
@xerolIIn how do they all have restrictive eds at their size it makes so fucking sense
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jenny
4 months
@edamameIuvr i hate the double standards it’s ridiculous bro
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@spekktaclz
jenny
19 days
i have just been diagnosed with osteopenia, early arthritis and have had amenorrhea for two years now because i was being a distorted wellness girlie - if ur so into wellness like u claim, do things that allow you to exercise FOREVER you don’t want a broken bone or a fracture
@spekktaclz
jenny
20 days
idk who needs to hear this but you can’t romanticise your ed under the guise of wellness - if you freak out because your not walking 30k steps a day and didn’t do your additional workout, or are omading vegetables your not a wellness girlie your fucking sick
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jenny
2 months
and it’s funny when you keep hitting new lws because one part of u is happy but another part is so scared because you don’t know when to stop, you don’t even feel the need to be thinner you just keep going lower as “protection” from ever becoming fat again
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@spekktaclz
jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict ABSOLUTE KINGGGGGG HE KNOWS WHAT TF IS UP🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 your so blessed to have such amazing influence around you
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@spekktaclz
jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict anything you do that prevents you from getting to an unhealthy weight is fatphobic 😭😭😭
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@spekktaclz
jenny
11 months
@frvitc4ls it’s obnoxious how she mocks binge ed it’s like it’s a joke
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jenny
5 months
whats it called when people use religion as a motivator to starve, like they say resisting earthly temptation inc hunger is devotion to god, there has to be a name, i wanna do a deep dive , that gets me RILED UP
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jenny
4 months
@swifitm she genuinely seems so much happier i love this new chapter for her she’s doing so well
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@spekktaclz
jenny
5 months
not me i’m still a fun cunt
@starveemore
Maria ♡
6 months
How it feels living with this disorder
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jenny
1 year
@commie_cals @xerolIIn @peachyykcalss Why does she assume that being skinny means your always hungry
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jenny
9 months
blah blah bullshit statistic percent of people who lost weight gained it all back and more, no, those people did it in a way where they looked at it as a short term diet and not a lifestyle, don’t expect to keep it off if you can’t maintain that amount of initial effort 4ever
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jenny
5 months
did you know that you can exercise, eat healthy, follow hunger cues and be lean without becoming obsessive lol why is it if you care about your health then your obsessive and your lifestyle is unrealistic like your not allowed to be lean and fit without being labelled shutup
@blogkunt
୨୧ tee
5 months
this is so real unfortunately:(
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@spekktaclz
jenny
3 months
having an ed is putting a minuscule amount of honey and milk in ur tea and calling it indulgence
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@spekktaclz
jenny
10 months
@sillyrexie @6mel_ i just want to know how she is alive and still has energy
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@spekktaclz
jenny
4 months
some fitspo- keto_vivian on insta
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@spekktaclz
jenny
4 months
“they’ll see, they’ll see” bitch shutup it’s not a horror movie trailer
@shutupandstarv
Princess Pringle
4 months
God these people are so spiteful, they’re praying for your downfall so don’t give them that satisfaction lol
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jenny
7 months
one thing is certain .. ana didn’t take away my teenage boy libido
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@spekktaclz
jenny
5 months
💀💀💀💀 i didn’t touch the chips
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jenny
1 year
@cammiescounting I’m a bitch for anything sweet omg
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jenny
4 months
@skinnyndshiny literally i thought my arms would never go away because of “genetics”
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@spekktaclz
jenny
5 months
will tennyson uploaded a video about eating the worlds “healthiest diet” and it only made me feel better about choosing quality over calories. when you prioritise whole/minimally processed foods over volume eating that’s when you will truly feel FULL and GOOD
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@spekktaclz
jenny
7 months
guys if ur not morbidly obese your obviously malnourished didn’t you know ?? diet culture has really fkd you guys up 🥺😢
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jenny
3 months
i eat 1800-2000 and got diagnosed
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jenny
5 months
i hate nutritionists and dieticians who suck the socks of haes activists , like how do you have all this knowledge and then go support their delusional message
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@spekktaclz
jenny
6 months
bitches that wear glasses are so sexy (i wear glasses )
@Dianapentracine
Diana 🗡
6 months
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jenny
4 months
yeah slay
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jenny
6 months
i’m so sick of tiny fucking girls acting like they eat 3000 calories a day because “they are so active”… you do pilates and go for a walk everyday you don’t need 2.5-3k cals why are you lying to people that u eat more than u actually do
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@spekktaclz
jenny
2 months
i don’t like therapy i feel like they over exaggerate-.- like counting cals and monitoring your macros cannot be that bad so many non-disordered people do that and models stay UW for YEARS and they are fine i’ve only been UW for a year and ur acting like im gonna die 🙄🤨
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jenny
2 months
the main thing holding me back from trying harder to recover is the weight gain + caring too much what people think of me. i know recovery ≠ obesity but even just getting to a healthy weight scares me because i feel like ive established a “look” and anything from that will be
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jenny
6 months
@xerolIIn WHOS WE THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT
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jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict educated queeennnn anna is speaking facts as always 😮‍💨🙌🏻🤌🏻 this is so refreshing to see as there is so much misinformation on here
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jenny
6 months
the ortho in me wants to be at peak and optimal health, far from any deficiencies or potential for injury or sickness, but the ana in my wants to lose till i have a feeding tube
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jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict it’s fun hehhehe 🤭🤭🤭 is it narcissism or insecurity who knows !! 😛😛😛
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jenny
5 months
the way i could post a body check and shut all these bitches up accusing me of not having a thigh gap bc what i posted yesterday … IM SKINNER THAN ALL OF U HOESSS A THIGH GAP IS NOTHING SPECIAL COZ I SEE IT EVERYDAY TY VERRYY MUCH 🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘
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jenny
8 months
being a girl is being the unpaid maid of the household even though everyone else around you is capable of helping out
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@spekktaclz
jenny
4 months
@bby_feline ikkk😳😳 u don’t even gotta be disordered to feel that way 😭😭
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jenny
4 months
backs always do it for meeeeee BRO
@xiaoinspo
ᰔ 𝔁𝓲𝓪𝓸𝓼𝓹𝓸 ୨୧
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jenny
4 months
@nvrzia you’d be surprised babe 😂😭
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jenny
11 months
@Blair_is_tired Any fruit (idk if that counts), oatmeal, yogurt
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jenny
5 months
why are we as humans so obsessed with food , like why is food so important in culture and occasions it’s just food , like u put it in ur mouth for a few seconds and it’s gone why does it matter so much, OBVS WE NEED IT TO LIVE IM NOT DUMB, but like the HYPE around food i mean
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jenny
4 months
does she exercise purge or omads what she makes because she’s giving elle gibson, none of her recipes are low cal at all
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jenny
4 months
idk who started spreading the myth that sushi is low cal when it’s not
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jenny
1 year
@ashes2bones Right but both are literally major thinspo
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jenny
6 months
me in the future but the hair is black
@pYSLrada
bezh 📑
6 months
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jenny
5 months
cocaine
@silkvanille
𝓐.
5 months
What’s your dream bag?
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jenny
4 months
hating matcha is very fat of me (matcha is very healthy and skinny coded) but i can’t like it im sorry 😞
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jenny
4 months
on a brown sugar cinnamon kick rn so made cinnamon roll inspired baked oats for breakfast 🤞🏻🤞🏻 these are BOMB
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jenny
6 months
i mean you can be both
@marchuzi
մար🧋edtwt
6 months
my roman empire
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jenny
8 months
also can we stop using the term almond mum to describe a woman with an eating disorder ? eds are the most downplayed, mocked and ridiculed mental illness it’s fucking insane you wouldn’t ask someone with depression “are u gonna be a whiny miserable fuck of a parent?🙈”
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jenny
5 months
love you guys
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jenny
4 months
hrh collection acts like she’s bmi 9 fr
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jenny
5 months
wanna post a face and bc bc i’m soooooo cocky
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jenny
4 months
i used to love to bake 😭😭😭😭 i don’t even remember the last time i did
@persephone_girl
Angel In Lothian
4 months
God giving ana girls a hobby that is baking/cooking is so fucking nasty
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jenny
3 months
my BIGGEST downfall is that to me a meal isn’t complete without lots of bread, rice or pasta like for example i’ve never had eggs by themselves i always need bread 😭 like i can’t have chicken or salmon by itself i need rice bread or pasta 😭😭 even if i have a lot of veggies on
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jenny
8 months
anyone that uses the term “straight-sized” instead of just saying slim/skinny/average is sooooo chronically online it’s insane i immediately roll my eyes
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jenny
5 months
i am getting much much worse i fear, but the ana gods and angels are applauding me 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 no honestly im consulting with a psychologist today lol , im so paranoid im going to die, thoughts of death have overwhelmed me for the past month and a half and im scared
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jenny
8 months
@dietc0keadict having a dad like that would make it impossible to fail 🥹🥹🩷🩷
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jenny
6 months
@cammiescounting i have something fat to say
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jenny
1 month
once again mental health matters, is valid and important UNLESS it’s an eating disorder 😘😘🧚‍♀️🧚‍♀️✨✨ if you have an ed simply rot in hell BASICALLY
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poppy 🦋
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Eating disorders are pointless and stupid.
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jenny
7 months
had such a good day at uni today, i love my teacher he is so sweet, made a new friends and a boy paid for my parking hehehe i can finally eat dinner im so hungry
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jenny
5 months
i don’t understand u people.. it’s like you wanna be told to eat 5 calories a day and exercise for 8 hours just because i’m on edtwt doesn’t mean i can’t say the truth and that’s YOU CAN BE LEAN WITHOUT BEING DISORDERED/OBSESSIVE!!! CRUCIFY ME YOU DEGENERATE BITCHES!
@spekktaclz
jenny
5 months
did you know that you can exercise, eat healthy, follow hunger cues and be lean without becoming obsessive lol why is it if you care about your health then your obsessive and your lifestyle is unrealistic like your not allowed to be lean and fit without being labelled shutup
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jenny
4 months
my workout routine only consisting of pilates, strength training and walking has made other workout videos so annoying to watch like why are you moving so fast like a fucking crackhead i don’t even feel anything im just out of breath, never “trying something new” again😭😂
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jenny
3 months
starting gossip girl tomorrow, who’s watched it and how did you like it ?
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