recovering sarah
@sliyox
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MINOR‼️, non-shedtwt dni, cbmi 18s, attempting recovery on my own (no professional help) for the 936th time
Joined July 2023
watching a low cal turns out its the.recipe video non disordered.ٰ type of low cal
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does anyone else have this obviously fat friend that acts like they’re skinny?, like i told her im eating a snack after i ate a burger and she was like “omggg a snack after a whole burger? i could neverrr😩i haven’t eaten all day😩” stfu ik you finished all food at home fatass.
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@prettyycherries not calculating the net cals. yes my limit is 500cals, no i don’t eat 500cals every day, i eat 800cals and burn 300cals, but i still am staying in my limit bcs ITS THE NET CALS.
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do you eat full meals or just so many like 50cal foods throughout the day? i wanna see smth.
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@glowupcals girl its like 60 something calories for a pack, so its ALMOST 0 calories PER PIECE. they put 0cals because you’re not supposed to eat 3 PACKS😭.
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ive been eating less and moving more for the last month and i haven’t lost anything what am i doing wrong ????.
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do you think fasting for less than a day (16~24hrs) still helps you with weight loss?.
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@lavenderkcals TUNA ITS SO LOW CALORIE I LOVE TUNA i personally just eat it with bread and a squeeze of lemon.
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🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️. 🕯️october is gonna be my month🕯️.
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@frerardie @starlesseyesz there are people who are called muslim and islam in arab countries.
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im literally dehydrated and the pee is clear like dawg for what do i drink all this water then??.
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im going to have a stroke wtf do they inject in these tiny circles?!?!
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IM OUT OF BMI 19 JAIL (ive been locked up since july) WHO CHEEREDDDD🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
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fasting is so addictive, i literally feel the need to fast all the fucking time. i can’t believe i broke my fast today and started another 3 MINUTES LATER??.
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@jazmynluvrr @Tokan_Ro @st4rvemoa its the thought that counts, at least she’s trying and that doesn’t make her an opp :).
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im shaking like crazy and i almost passed out but once i saw results it got so addictive i cant break my fast😞.
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i hate when im like “im gonna eat now but i will NOT be counting calories” and then 5 minutes later i start calculating and estimating.
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my disordered ex friend is now skinnier than me (i havent seen her is so long) shes probably like bmi 17 and im suffering here b/ping with bmi 19 jail😔 not fair she goes to the gym and i cant😞.
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why do yall hate ana face, i genuinely feel invalid for not having one ??.
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fighting the urge to say that im 7 months sh free whenever the topic of sh is brought up irl
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@LavendShowie @prettyycherries yea they be like “my limit is 500clas” so no matter if they rot in bed or burn 400cals throughout the day, they still eat 500cals and eating more is “overeating” lmao.
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if i ever consider recovery the first thing ill be running to is CEREAL🙏🙏😭😭.
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i dreamt that i hit beans and when i woke up i was so excited to tell you guys then i realized it was a dream😞.
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@glowupcals oh i thought you were the same person lol, also i dont think she knew its not 0cal😭.
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worst part of weight loss is when ur tits are not small enough to not wear a bra but also not big enough for your bras and it feels extremely uncomfortable to wear one, i don’t wanna buy new ones bcs im still losing😞.
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@x_angel_xy @prettyycherries well this is the original way to lose weight and it makes way more sense than just eating the same amount of calories every single day.
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in nutrition class my teacher deadass put a picture of a starving black child (who is literally skin and bones) and next to it an obese white child with a mcdonalds meal in front of him in the slideshow ?????.
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my teacher was telling us “u need to eat healthy don’t try to lose weight” and started talking about how 3 anorexics in my school had to get hospitalized. like bitch that’s more triggering than encouraging healthy relationships with food????.
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now to THE starving, interrupted question;.do vitamin gummies break a fast?.
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i can’t wait to live alone and be one of those edtwt adults who post aesthetic pics of their omads🙏🙏.
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my teacher deadass told us abt the “be bigger than your problems” phrase, like bitch that IS my problem.
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“im gonna lose 5kgs in December :3” HOW ???? I NEVER LOSE MORE THAN 2 A MONTH. I WOULD EAT 200CALS A DAY. I DONT BINGE. I FAST FOR DAYSSS AND NOT LOSE?????.
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even during my recovery attempt i couldn’t eat any of these “low calorie” meals like NO I AM NOT WASTING 700cals FOR 13gr PROTEIN AND A 100gr SLICE OF CAKE??!?!(!,!$,!;.
watching a low cal turns out its the.recipe video non disordered.ٰ type of low cal
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i dreamt that my sister opened twt on my phone and fainted when she saw a picture of someone cutting ⁉️⁉️.
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i just saw some bitch saying she eats 700-800cals a day “now that she’s in anorexia recovery” …bffr.
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i get really nervous when i want to say to someone “girl” but turns out they’re a male, like oh my god what do i say now??? my sentence can’t be complete without saying girl😞😞.
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do ppl forget that you don’t gain weight by just eating unhealthy foods😭 it needs to be more than your tdee for you to gain so this doesn’t make sense lolll.
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maybe in another universe i didn’t ask for low calorie icecream for my birthday
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never have i ever imagined that i would be PRAYING to shit like how did it get that bad???.
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@glitterforce90 dinner, that bitch be stressing me out all day bcs i can’t know if i’m gonna be forced to have 55 burgers or half an apple.
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wdym my scale has been broken all this damn time??? wdym i didnt know my actual weight for months?? but at least it shows more than my weight and not less😥.
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what protein sugar free yogurt should i try today🤗 they all are 112cals and 20gr protein - this would be embarrassing if no one interacts😥.
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a teacher in my school has THE ana face and her legs are sooo skinnyyy and she always dresses like the dainty winter girl with cute scarves and hats and stuff im so jealous.
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@tinypr1nc3ss i think chest bones look more disordered and less normalized and prettier and i cant imagine myself with no chest bones visible but a thigh gap that would look weird😓.
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there’s this mf that only talks to me when she cuts herself like what in the attention whore😟 she haven’t talked to me in MONTHS and she just texted me that she cut herself like bffr.
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@rex1c_p1llh3ad @l0veflu fr, eating different amounts each day is literally a disordered part of your mental disorder.
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@Puppi_pawzz @prettyycherries i walk a lot (40k-50k+ steps a week), also jumping jacks help when i can’t go out, or i just pace around the house😇.
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this may be a dumb question but is it normal that my dad (when i was a kid) used to put hand soap on his finger and in my ah while giving me a bath? like is it something that parents do or what😟.
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how normal is it that i got diarrhea from eating buldak ramen ???? i tried it for the first time and my stomach was TEARING APART.
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i hate how non disordered people think anorexics starve with their whole will and that they can just “stop it” whenever they want. like no it does NOT work like that???.
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i had 46gr of protein and its not even 8am who prayed for me.
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@vampyrebitzes i have that body shape and i look so fat at any weight because my hips are really wide.
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its so sad that ever since i can remember all my memories are associated with not wanting to eat bcs i wanna lose weight, when i see a pic of myself as a kid its always “i remember that moment, i refused to eat bcs i thought i was fat”😞.
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should i break my 7 month sh free streak.ill go insane if i dont.
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@axioslaetus also what macros does an orange have? only carbs, no protein and not even healthy fats, so its basically feeding your body only carbs for a month.
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@hyunesgfie a guy once tried to guess my weight and he guessed 7kg more than my actual weight. .
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i just relapsed and then realized i don’t have bandages, wrapped it with tissues and called it a day🙏.
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@romyscals im jealous that you’re ahead of me now i gotta try to be ahead of you in recovery😣/j (im still so proud of you🥳💞💞).
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my mom is telling me how she forgot to eat all day until dinner yesterday. as we are eating. like thank you i very much needed that information.
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i have never posted anything on ig except for stories, i plan on never posting posts until i become underweight🤗.
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@beckisfunny my bsf is insanely rich (her family owns a local but BIG company) but she doesn’t talk abt it or anything, like wdym you’re going swimming in your own pool😔 she also wanted to buy me a pandora bracelet as a gift but i refused😭.
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someone tell me what the HELL is going on with my body? or scale?? WHY IS IT NOT CHANGING.
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