im the lowest weight i have ever been, i am eating the least i have ever eaten, yet i feel as guilty as ever, as fat as ever, and more depressed than ever
tbh smelling a food is sometimes enough for me to get over a mental food craving like i can taste it from the smell so i dont feel like i want to eat it ? is this weird idk
every time i eat i feel like when the parents in spirited away turn into pigs, i can physically feel fat forming on my body every time i take a bite of something,i wish i could just starve and not be forced to eat i want to feel clean and empty
I’m done of being nice.
Y’all people that be eating less then a thousand or 800cal sand call it starving…do you have a scale?cause I don’t think you do. Starving is when you’re not eating for at least 3days,The rest is called restricting😐😐
when someone loses weight visibly yall will be on tik tok asking if they are ok but when that jelly bean girl has gained like half her body weight yall wanna say “but body’s change” 🤔 stop encouraging her, the way she is going is just as dangerous as someone starving themselves
some of the funniest posts I’ve ever seen have come from edtwt, yet people with eds “lose their personality” i’m just the same as i’ve always been but skinny ❤️
wieiad on vacation as someone in the bmi 14s
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oatmeal with hot water = 100 calories
white bread sandwich with ham and eggs = 231
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total = 331
steps = 15k
still haven’t found any pepsi here but im probably gonna have a soda after i post this lol
me when i have no physical ana symptoms: im such a faker im the worst ana i faked this whole ed
me when i get heart palpitations and chest pain: im not ready to die why did i do this to myself
u cant gain weight on 500 cals it’s impossible it is a deficit
u cant gain weight on 500 cals it’s impossible it is a deficit
u cant gain weight on 500 cals it’s impossible it is a deficit
u cant gain weight on 500 cals it’s impossible it is a deficit
so stressed abt having to eat on vacation ik i’m gonna end up getting too stressed abt what to eat that i wont eat at all but i need to maintain for a while ahhhhhhhghhh