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This morning the most caring, loving, beautiful person was taken from us. I love you Dean & you, your words & light will shine on forever.
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Hi
@Twitter
, please consider the possibility of memorialising accounts. I often refer back to my late partners tweets as a reminder of Dean’s thoughts & feelings & the memories we’ve shared. Don’t remove accounts before sorting this, please.
CONFIRMED: Twitter will remove inactive accounts and free up usernames in December
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Can’t believe we are three seasons in to Sex Education & Ofsted haven’t been round for an inspection yet.
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the water shaking in Harry’s glass, the chair flying out of shot, Paul bowing, Claudia looking on proud…it’s art
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Today we celebrate & say goodbye to my beautiful boyfriend
@deanvictorr
& I know he'd be tweeting throughout this so here you go babe x
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Today I’ll be remembering all of the special moments
@deanvictorr
& I shared. On one of our first dates, I had a nosebleed & bled all over Dean. Another time we had an argument that lasted two years over who ate the third cookie (in his last months, Dean confessed). We spent our
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Thank you so much to everyone who has liked, retweeted, offered advice/support & shared personal stories. Twitter have responded to us acknowledging the need for memorialising accounts/find ways to respect & archive our loved ones tweets
We’ve heard you on the impact that this would have on the accounts of the deceased. This was a miss on our part. We will not be removing any inactive accounts until we create a new way for people to memorialize accounts.
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27 is an odd age in the gay dating world & by gay dating world I mean no one is dating me
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I'm not sure what to say aside from I've had the honour to love and be loved by you and I always will ♥️
Found out this week that I'm fighting for weeks of life instead of the years I wanted & can feel this cancer completely taking over me now 😔
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Dean didn't get the chance to publicly announce this like he always would so on his behalf thank you
@BritLGBTAwards
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After
@deanvictorr
passed away I was given 3 weeks to finish my dissertation to secure a place at
@UniofOxford
. I rejected grief temporarily to write 15,000 words in between
@HISKIND
’s concert & Dean’s funeral. Today I graduate with a distinction Masters from
@QMUL
/
@QMULGeography
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I promised I'd be with you from the beginning until the very end & yesterday we walked our final journey in this life. See you soon Dean ♥️
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This morning its been confirmed that I will be graduating from
@QMUL
with a First Class Masters in Geography & as a result I have secured my place at the
@UniofOxford
to begin my DPhil in Geography & the Environment.
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Still not over graduating from University of Oxford last week and becoming a Dr, officially 👨🏻🎓
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Thank you
@vicderbyshire
for sharing Dean's journey & achievements. I hope we passed on Dean's message of love, resilience & power 🏳️🌈
A beautiful, heartbreaking tribute to 21-year-old LGBT activist Dean Eastmond who died of cancer at the weekend ❤️
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I miss and love you
@deanvictorr
. We were never fans of clichés & ‘time is a healer’ is one or those we’d question. I’ll never not long for hugs like this or for the love you showed me.
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Banner inspired by
@more_milf
&
@sophieaslut
from my besties
@LondonMarathon
. I am now a fucking Marathon destroyer💃🏼
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Just completed the
@LondonMarathon
in 4:43:24. Thank you to
@Sarcoma_UK
for being immensely supportive of me on my journey. I know that
@deanvictorr
would have NEVER thought I would do that, but I’m fully convinced he sent multiple signs to me to get me through. Thank you to
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Happy 25th birthday
@deanvictorr
♥️ I’ll be imagining a world where we could have celebrated today. I love & miss you, always.
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Today it is 2 years since you passed away,
@deanvictorr
. During this time I have had messages from so many people moved by you & your writing or touched by the support you’ve offered them. In this way, I’m so lucky to have lived & loved the life we shared. I will always love you.
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Returned to Durdle Door where
@deanvictorr
and I went two years ago tomorrow. It was such a special day & I’m so appreciative of Dean’s family for taking me back. I miss you.
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Even during his cancer treatment, Dean would push through the exhaustion to go & do something together. I don’t m know where I’m going with this now but I never thought someone could love me as Dean did & I hope you all get to feel love like that today. Happy Valentines Day! ♥️
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One year since the funeral & one of the hardest days taking myself away from
@deanvictorr
’s side forever. I miss you so much ♥️
Today we celebrate & say goodbye to my beautiful boyfriend
@deanvictorr
& I know he'd be tweeting throughout this so here you go babe x
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Troye Sivan is releasing a song about bottoming Troye Sivan is releasing a song about bottoming Troye Sivan is releasing a song about bottoming
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Today is
@deanvictorr
’s 22nd birthday & I know Dean would be singing ‘22’ by Taylor Swift regardless of how cringeworthy that is. Happy birthday Dean ♥️
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Sharon's very concerned for a kid she seems to look after once every twenty episodes
#Eastenders
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6 years. I watch queer life unfold around me in lots of different ways & wonder what
@deanvictorr
’s world would have looked like amongst all of it. Sorely missed, as always.
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Today is
@deanvictorr
’s 24th birthday & I’m wishing we could celebrate it like we used to do. It’s memories like our visit to the zoo that I’ll be cherishing as I remember you today ♥️
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5 years without
@deanvictorr
today. I will always miss the love, care & laughter we shared together. I’m so thankful I could spend today with Dean’s (rapidly growing) family. We’ll miss you forever ❤️
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Happy
#PrideinLondon
everyone! After last year’s celebration with
@deanvictorr
, I couldn’t face joining today but I hope that the march is a powerful expression of the beauty of the LGBTQ+ community & that plenty of happy, proud memories like this are made today 🏳️🌈
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successfully cooked a Boxing Day roast dinner for 10 people 💪🏻 and yes there was a spreadsheet
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weekends walking around east London & last Valentines Day I offered to get Dean WHATEVER bouquet of roses he wanted. He picked cotton instead. Whenever we’d go to the theatre, we’d not eat before & after mutually agree that a sweet chilli chicken wrap from McDonald’s was needed.
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Today has been strange as I’m balancing the excitement of Oxford with grief & knowing what today marks. I miss you & I always will whether it’s a day, a month, a year, or my lifetime.
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Celebrating
@deanvictorr
at
@PrideInLondon
today by remembering this emotional moment at the Trafalgar Square stage: a moment filled with love & hope for Dean’s next stage of cancer treatment. Remember LGBTQ+ people we’ve lost, share memories & support each other today 🏳️🌈
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@deanvictorr
Flicking through some more photos of us & would give the world to have you lying on my tummy watching Drag Race again.
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Overwhelmed with love, memories & admiration for Dean. If I'm not replying to you, don't worry I will reply it is just difficult to fill a
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In the midst of everything I only managed to get a few pictures but it's Dean's words across the venue that really mattered. Thank you ♥️
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Oh. My. God. Thank you so much
@emiliaclarke
for this wonderful message & to
@Sarcoma_UK
for organising this. And yes I will bend the knee, what a great stretching exercise🔥
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3 years.
Over this time I've felt
@deanvictorr
's legacy in messages people have shared with me, responses to articles he wrote & people he positively influenced. Dean you were pretty incredible. You didn't just shape my world, but you reached many others.
I love you, always♥️
This morning the most caring, loving, beautiful person was taken from us. I love you Dean & you, your words & light will shine on forever.
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I sound like a broken record recounting these anniversaries but today is 3 years since I met
@deanvictorr
in Trafalgar Square for our first date. I didn’t know it then but we definitely behaved like a couple almost instantly♥️ plus I had a nose bleed on him so...
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One year & not a day goes by that I don’t think of
@deanvictorr
, of us & of the immeasurable emptiness I feel living a life without him. It hurts to feel this space & time grow & to live without the light & love Dean shared with all of us.
This morning the most caring, loving, beautiful person was taken from us. I love you Dean & you, your words & light will shine on forever.
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Good news! Thank you for listening to feedback
@Twitter
& hopefully we can start to think through how we can respect accounts of the deceased & archive the historical data of those we’ve lost, such as through memorialised accounts.
We’ve heard you on the impact that this would have on the accounts of the deceased. This was a miss on our part. We will not be removing any inactive accounts until we create a new way for people to memorialize accounts.
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Two years ago: after leaving
@deanvictorr
one last time, I returned to the funeral ceremony venue with his family to find a huge rainbow nearby. The moment will forever hold a place in my heart - a sign of sorts. Share a hug/show some love to your partner, family or friends today
Today we celebrate & say goodbye to my beautiful boyfriend
@deanvictorr
& I know he'd be tweeting throughout this so here you go babe x
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a close friend showed me a question she was asked on a job application and, frankly, what the fuck
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Today it is 6 months since losing
@deanvictorr
to cancer. But yesterday it was the anniversary of the launch party of
@HISKIND
& so I'll be remembering that night full of pride & joy for all Dean achieved over the hurt today. I miss and love you.
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Just got a copy of
@MidlandsZone
in the post with a beautiful tribute to
@deanvictorr
from
@AmyStutz
. I’m so thankful that I got this today. I miss & love you so much Dean.
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Taking a break from work & being home has really cheered me up. Plus I’ve got this baby ♥️
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On my way to see
@troyesivan
perform tonight. It definitely feels like something I would have done with
@deanvictorr
, especially as Sivan was so supportive of him. It’s also one of my first gigs without Dean, so I’ll miss leaning on his shoulder in between songs ♥️
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Honoured on behalf of
@deanvictorr
to collect the Winq Media Award recognising Dean’s achievements from intern to co-founder of
@HISKIND
in between the toughest of cancer journeys.
.
@bydarrenstyles
pays tribute to Dean Eastmond as he honours the late LGBT journalist and activist with the Winq Media Award
#WinqAwards
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Two years ago
@deanvictorr
started treatment after we celebrated Pride in London. We’d made Pride special the past three years in spite of everything & celebrating without Dean hurts. Two- & one-year anniversaries now, gosh.
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sleeping with Percy pig tonight oink (and yes, I just shaved half my face off excuse the bleeding) x
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Recently I spoke to
@bbcthree
about grief at Christmas & how I plan to remember
@deanvictorr
this year. In Dean’s words: ‘tell your mum you love her, make an effort to text your friends back and appreciate every moment you have.’ Have a peaceful one everyone ♥️
"Think about the things you did get to do with them"
Young people on who they lost and how they'll remember them at Christmas.
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@troyesivan
finding it hard to find words or know what to say to everyone both on/offline I'm sorry, thank you for all your help, support & love too ♥️
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Now, nearly four months on & a term into my PhD I know
@deanvictorr
would be so proud of me. I’ve let grief emerge when it has to & though it’s sent me to the darkest of places, the community at
@StJohnsOx
have lightened the load. Also, wine. I miss you & love you eternally Dean.
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ALSO last year my Aunt stitched together a doll version of me & this year surprised me with
@deanvictorr
& I’m not crying 😭
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Ok this has been perplexing me for some time & I probably could’ve Googled this but what happens to candle wax after it has evaporated? It doesn’t cool down & solidity again (I assume) so where does it go? 🤔
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My mum has just given
@alexander_olly
her royal seal of approval, so let’s get this date going pls!!??
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A year ago I gave evidence in court after being assaulted at the SU bar of my uni on its first LGBTQ night during Fresher’s. He hit me because I am gay. He was sentenced to three months in prison, he was let out after one so he could go home for Christmas. Yeah...that happened.
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Thank you
@charliehidestv
& the
@RuPaulsDragRace
queens who have shared my beautiful boyfriend some love 🏳️🌈
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can’t stop thinking about this disgruntled gargoyle taking a bath in a gutter in my college
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Gentle reminder that this happened two years ago 😳
I take my boyfriend to a party and he ends up making out with Katie Price.... Nice.
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Today it is your 23rd birthday
@deanvictorr
& there’s so many of us who wish we could have celebrated with you here. You lit up every social occasion for me. I hope wherever you are you are wearing a jacket as colourful as this one. Love you & miss you ♥️
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Thankful for the
@NHSEngland
,
@TeenageCancer
,
@CLIC_Sargent
,
@macmillancancer
& the incredible nurses looking after Dean this last year.
Left my ward today to spend time at home. If I'm dying, I'm so happy it's these NHS angels making it as comfortable as possible for me ❤️
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day with that much energy. I will get to you all, it means the world it really does ♥️
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@QMUL
@UniofOxford
Not blowing my own trumpet but this has really been against all odds & I KNOW
@deanvictorr
would be so proud of me ♥️
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Star Wars
#TheLastJedi
was amazing but totally not what I was expecting. Walking the red carpet was an experience too & I got to meet my fav stormtrooper ahh!
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Today my thoughts will be with mothers in
@TeenageCancer
wards across the country supporting their children during their cancer journeys. I often think of the strength that the mums at QEHB showed me in the darkest & hardest of circumstances
#MotheringSunday
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This pigeon outside my flat is wearing an onion ring as a neckless. Queen 🐦
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I’ll try to respond and reply to people who have tweeted or messaged me. Thank you for your help getting this to
@Twitter
/
@TwitterSupport
- this is the power of this platform!
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Went to formal dinner with Mum & wearing my new glasses. Basically attempting to BE Harry Potter now.
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Just marched at the front of
@NYCPride
supporting
@LuisFMancheno
on the community heroes float. I know Luis through
@deanvictorr
&
@HISKIND
so I marched today in Dean’s honour (it’s also SO hot here so ignore how stressed/sweaty I look)🏳️🌈
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Is it cute or basic? Will everyone who shops at Topman have it? Should I invest in mesh instead? Is this classy enough for New York Pride? So many questions...
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