Guys.. the worst thing ever HAPPENED. I made a body check video on snapchat and I thought I just saved the video BUT I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED IT ON MY STORY! And everyone (including classmates who hate me) saw it because I just realized two hours later😭
Can anorexia be chronic? My doctor told me that my ed is chronic and I will have these disordered thoughts for the rest of my life since I'm struggling with ana for 10 years already
My mom just said to me that if I don't start eating normally now she will find a way to put me into hospital (even tho I‘m an adult) and she try to cancel my exchange year… I can’t recover yet, I'm battling this sh*t for 10 years now, I can’t just eat. I don’t want to eat!! Ever
For the first time in 10 years of my ed history I want to reach out for support and not deny it like I always did but since I'm an adult now, no one cares. I thought about telling my mom about my relapse but she has 0 understanding for ed's and she just always gets mad so idk…
Guys… I just wanted to open up to my best friend about my ed and she got so pissed and said that I seem like I'm proud of it and she just deleted all her messages and went offline. I'm scared what should I do??
Can’t this ed just k!ll me already? At least I know I probably won’t survive this year. I'll probably reach my low weight this August and last time I reached it I was hospitalized and the doctor said I'd have been dead in a few days so I hope this time it will actually kill me☺️
Guys… when I go to Korea in August I will be forced to eat again. If I eat 1200 calories a day then.. would I possibly gain, maintain or lose weight? (At bmi 14), I will also walk a lot. Please someone answer, if you answer I LOVE YOU
I just had the biggest fight with my parents, my dad said he wished I would die and my mom will now call the hospital to force-admit me. I am not in reality right now, I want to commit.
Why can’t I allow myself to eat?!?! Should I eat? I only fasted for 30 hours and I actually wanted to do longer but I can’t concentrate on studying anymore so IDK! My brain will kill me tho if I eat.. WHY IS THIS SO HARD????
I feel guilty for eating because I have exams… it’s good that I'm at least eating 200 cals a day to be able to concentrate on my studies, right?? I feel so bad…
I‘m so hungry but I can’t let myself eat and this will continue the whole July I'm so depressed… I’m just laying in bed the whole day because it’s holidays now and all I think about how I can’t eat any food 24/7. I wanna d!e…
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What is wrong with you??? Can’t you respect his privacy? And what are you even trying to show? That he’s the most handsome and that he’s perfect? Cause yes, he is