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Each skipped meal is a victory in a war I never wanted to fight ᯓ★

20y | ana since 2014 | 🇦🇹
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@_vickywen_
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12 days
@CokeZeroisGod Bruh my ed literally destroyed my entire life what do they mean we do it for fun?
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@_vickywen_
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2 months
@francaafn She must be high or sum cause why…
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
Is losing 2.85 kg in 10 days fast, normal or slow???
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@_vickywen_
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2 months
My mom just said she looks forward to my dy!ng and I don't know how to cope with this rn, I might start the 6-day fast that I planned.
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@_vickywen_
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11 months
@ifntsjjong @sunkissedviews Right, it shouldn’t be hard for her🤔
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
Guys.. the worst thing ever HAPPENED. I made a body check video on snapchat and I thought I just saved the video BUT I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED IT ON MY STORY! And everyone (including classmates who hate me) saw it because I just realized two hours later😭
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@ariannesbones I'm literally so worried about you right now
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
How do I tell my friend I f*cked up?
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
@softsweetsoul He was the "idol" of my ex💀🤢
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
Can anorexia be chronic? My doctor told me that my ed is chronic and I will have these disordered thoughts for the rest of my life since I'm struggling with ana for 10 years already
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@_vickywen_
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2 months
@ariannesbones I swear I watched this video like 5 times already 😭
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
1 month
@ariannesbones Are you okay? :( you are normally very active
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
10 days
Should I eat today? And if yes, how much? Please answer, I'm spiraling🙏🏻
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@_vickywen_
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4 months
How much weight do you guys think I can lose in a month if I eat 400 cals a day?🤔I don’t have much time for sports tho..
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
said it perfectly…
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
2 months
My mom just said to me that if I don't start eating normally now she will find a way to put me into hospital (even tho I‘m an adult) and she try to cancel my exchange year… I can’t recover yet, I'm battling this sh*t for 10 years now, I can’t just eat. I don’t want to eat!! Ever
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@_vickywen_
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11 days
Should I try harm reduction because I'm so su!cidal..?
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
2 months
For the first time in 10 years of my ed history I want to reach out for support and not deny it like I always did but since I'm an adult now, no one cares. I thought about telling my mom about my relapse but she has 0 understanding for ed's and she just always gets mad so idk…
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@_vickywen_
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4 months
Guys… I just wanted to open up to my best friend about my ed and she got so pissed and said that I seem like I'm proud of it and she just deleted all her messages and went offline. I'm scared what should I do??
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@_vickywen_
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6 days
This my plan for the rest of July, on the days I eat I‘m being forced🥲
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
29 days
I didn’t think I would spend another year this miserable. I feel like I wasted this year again aaaah
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
13 days
Can’t this ed just k!ll me already? At least I know I probably won’t survive this year. I'll probably reach my low weight this August and last time I reached it I was hospitalized and the doctor said I'd have been dead in a few days so I hope this time it will actually kill me☺️
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
Currently thinking about when I finally can eat in 20 hours (this repeats everyday)
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@_vickywen_
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18 days
Guys… when I go to Korea in August I will be forced to eat again. If I eat 1200 calories a day then.. would I possibly gain, maintain or lose weight? (At bmi 14), I will also walk a lot. Please someone answer, if you answer I LOVE YOU
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
12 days
F*ck food. I don’t deserve it. I will starve from now on. No "150 cal omad" b!tch no, I don’t deserve food
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
10 days
I just had the biggest fight with my parents, my dad said he wished I would die and my mom will now call the hospital to force-admit me. I am not in reality right now, I want to commit.
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
2 months
Why can’t I allow myself to eat?!?! Should I eat? I only fasted for 30 hours and I actually wanted to do longer but I can’t concentrate on studying anymore so IDK! My brain will kill me tho if I eat.. WHY IS THIS SO HARD????
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@_vickywen_
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2 months
I feel guilty for eating because I have exams… it’s good that I'm at least eating 200 cals a day to be able to concentrate on my studies, right?? I feel so bad…
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
22 days
@zi20kg 어머.. 진짜 예뻐요..
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
@sad_fiore NOOOOO DONT DESTROY THEM FOR ME😖😖😖😖
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
@sexatron2000 THEY TOLD ME THIS TOO.. 10 years later I'm still here struggling bruhhhh. They have no idea😭😭😭
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@_vickywen_
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28 days
@ariannesbones Is there no irl friend here that maybe can reach out to her? I'm so worried😭
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@_vickywen_
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22 days
@iiovco I'm getting all kinds of emotions looking at these pictures
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
@Olas3oats You just made my evening, thank you so much <3
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
11 months
@_Nighttime_nyx_ @sunkissedviews I've never read something so stupid before ngl..
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@kej1me1 @ariannesbones Same… it’s already freaking me out a bit
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@fungipilled It just motivates me more to lose weight, I know it’s not good but yea…😭
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@_vickywen_
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6 days
Would you say walking 20k steps a day is equal to Exercise 1-3 times/wk or Exercise 3-5 times/wk?
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
6 days
I just purged and now my stomach hurts so much, I can’t even walk, what is happening???
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
2 months
Would I die if I fast for a whole month?
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
1 month
I'm gonna relapse so badly and stop eating completely. Starving is the only thing that makes me happy…
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@HCbodyguard I'm so worried and upset about this situation… he doesn’t deserve this
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
1 month
@enisaedtwt @twinkinprogrezz I have 50 days to lose 10kg, someone tell me f this is possible😭
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
12 days
I‘m so hungry but I can’t let myself eat and this will continue the whole July I'm so depressed… I’m just laying in bed the whole day because it’s holidays now and all I think about how I can’t eat any food 24/7. I wanna d!e…
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
18 days
How long does it take until the swelling/puffiness on the face from b/p'ing goes down???
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
6 days
My ed will 100% kill me this year so I will never have to worry about getting old :D it’s a win for me
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@yulecals I also wouldn’t because we would just trigger each other…
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@Koreaboo This is normal for Xiaojun
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@_vickywen_
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2 months
@y4ngc4lzz I almost unfollowed omg
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
@thrashbmi Bmi 18😭
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
2 months
honestly rate yourself: looks: 3/10 clear skin: 3/10 creativity: 8/10 humor: 9/10 mental health: 0/10 confidence: 1/10 social skills: 0/10 memory: 10/10
@floeance
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honestly rate yourself: looks: 2/10 clear skin: 8/10 creativity: 4/10 humor: 10/10 mental health: 4/10 confidence: 4/10 social skills: 0/10 memory: 10/10
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@_vickywen_
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14 days
Can I lose 5kgs in 28 days? Maybe if I eat max. 200 cals a day? Do you think it’s possible?🥲
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
1 month
@ellahatescals @calphobiapuppy I ate 20 calories a day💀
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
@milkcartonang3l Omg thank you so much ml😭💗
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
1 month
@HBOOWAlmonds EXACTLY! So many nctzens make fun of this situation bruh this is literally destroying them wtf is wrong with you
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@_vickywen_
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7 days
I WANT TO EAT SO BADLY WHY CANT I JUST ALLOW MYSELF TO EAT
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2 months
@sadbeigeangel I wish it was true PLEASE..
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@_vickywen_
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4 months
@anatwtshtwt I can feel the pain, I literally silent screamed with you ahh😭
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
@benzobbyy Good that someone says it
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
9 months
@yilan1087771 What is wrong with you??? Can’t you respect his privacy? And what are you even trying to show? That he’s the most handsome and that he’s perfect? Cause yes, he is
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@_vickywen_
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3 months
@lolabun666 Thank you so much <3 I wish you the best too!!
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
13 days
How do I motivate myself to study if I feel so weak and tired the entire time💀 please help me
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@_vickywen_
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1 month
Can I lose 7kg in 26 days somehow
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
@bonestode3th Finally someone who understands me
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vicky ୨୧
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How do I get my life under control fr now
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1 month
I need to lose 7kg this month help
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
@ariannesboness This happened to me yesterday :) please help me
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
2 months
I'm so close to ending it
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
9 days
F*CK NO MY MOM WANTS TO COOK FOR ME TODAY BUT I WANTED TO FAST I AM SO SCARED WHAT SHOULD I DO
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
16 days
Guys.. can you lose weight with 800 calories even if you’re bmi 14? I'll be forced to eat 800 calories but until now I've eaten max. 200 so.. yea..
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
@suicidalhikki What…is…this
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
1 year
@thvjkwin Gurl wtf, Armys should apologize to NCT, Nct did NOTHING wrong, you toxic armys should really shut up for real
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3 months
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4 months
@lovalulia Meeee, I need motivation
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vicky ୨୧
3 months
@lei_diary lw/ugw reward ideas ^^
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@_vickywen_
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13 days
@spitandtears111 I'm not ready :,)
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3 months
@huskyxbits Both, depending on my body image that day
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
3 months
@a0kigahaara Wish you the best😭✊🏻💗
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4 months
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1 month
@MonsterDieDoll I'm joining in
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
12 days
Whatever.. I'm hospitalized again.
@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
12 days
I give up. I'm done.
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vicky ୨୧
3 months
@Bunnyluv_1 It's quinoa-tomato spread, I know it doesn’t look good omggg
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@_vickywen_
vicky ୨୧
18 days
@zi20kg 유나빈을 위해 내가 여기 있어요…항상.. :(
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3 months
@HollowVanity Come here..
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