It's just a story ... I was crouched naked shivering on the floor of the shower silently sobbing, I dare not make a sound, I feared more punishment. The urine from the men was drying sticky on my body as a mixture of excrement and blood tricked from my internal injuries. The men had raped me front and back and orally. One even joked about knocking my teeth out so my mouth would be wider to accept him. Their camera phones on throughout my ordeal .The face slapping they'd used to bring me round as I passed semi conscious from the excruciating pain was begining to sting. My face and body was bruised and sore. I had lived off the scraps the men had left from the take away for days, the only fluid available was to scoop up tap water with my hands. The drugs and alcohol were forced on me daily. I wondered what other 12 year old girls were doing as I stayed tucked as small as I could be. The bathroom door opened, I could hear the men laughing and joking about who had not paid properly and ticked off the tally sheet for using me. .The man began to urinate in the toilet, when a voice shouted not to waste the p#ss, to use it on the whore in the shower. I felt the hot liquid on my back again, I flinched silently the warmth was strangely comforting but the stench was overpowering, I wanted to wrech, but I didn't want to risk another beating.... This is just a moment in time for victims of these child rape gangs, if you are repulsed, and turn away, be grateful you have the choice. This is still going on , it's a phenomenon, it's beyond a sex crime , it's a penal system to teach vulnerable mainly white working class girls, foolish enough to succumb to initial fake kindness to lure them in, that they are worth no more than this. It's got to stop.