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@whatsarave

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rave girl / sober / diabetic / bipolar as fuck

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finally saying FUCK IT and buying all the outfits i never thought id wear. fuck feeling self-conscious...it’s all distorted thoughts manifesting as insecurities. it’s a waste of energy & it’s so relieving to look in the mirror and feel excited. you are beautiful. do not forget.
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...porter robinson wrote clarity
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P is for…
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louis the child makes me feel like it’s all gonna be ok even tho it feels like i’m drowning while wading through a pool of depression in sweat pants and a jacket
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@vegannabananna 😂😂😂 ignoring you, that's so funny. she is precious
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my ex used to tell me that my birthday wasn’t that special bc the world doesn’t revolve around me. my current bf called me at 8am to sing happy bday and his entire family sent me a video of them singing/saying they love me 🥰 don’t settle for trash ass men with shitty families.
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shrooms also can cause you have severe seizures if you're taking mood stabilizers. didn't know this before i tried and literally almost died at lost lands. so if you take any Rx's make sure to research interactions before trying any hallucinogenic pleaseeeee
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Shrooms cure depression I’m sorry lol no one can change my mind😭whatever you going through rn.. get you a chocolate bar and laugh that shit off💀 then watch right after you gon brainstorm like you’ve never brainstormed before and end up fixing whatever you stressing over
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this girl is seriously using her mental health issues to justify socializing with people during this pandemic. as if 1 in 4 of us don’t also have a mental illness? holy fucking shit. you can practice self care without endangering others. i fucking hate all of you lmao
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let everyone grieve. if you need to isolate, isolate. if you need to post 148293 tweets, post them. if you need to punch a pillow, fuckn do it. your feelings are valid. your pain is valid no matter what. love you.
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get you a man who isn’t afraid to show you off like this and get deep in his feelings. biggest turn on in the world.
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i should probably ditch edm twitter cause everytime i discuss politics, mental/physical illness, or racial issues i lose about 20+ edm followers. if all you care about is music and drugs i aint the account for you, sorry
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can we normalize talking to your partner if you can’t cum. don’t fake it. show them what you like. tell them you’re too nervous/can’t relax. you deserve to feel good. it doesn’t always mean they’re bad at what they do. a lot of times we hold back mentally without realizing :)
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i don’t know how to say this without being a dick but i can promise you that abusing drugs will never help your mental health. it will never fill that void. it will only ruin your life.
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why can’t white ppl accept that their problems are uncomparible to people being discriminated against for their skin color? why can’t they just stfu and L I S T E N listen to those who are oppressed & stop trying to pull the “we have it bad too” card? it’s not about you :(
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things about diabetes that normies don’t realize:
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abusers be like “i can’t believe my career is being ruined over a mistake.” sir try being r*ped and be terrified to tell anyone and when you do, NO ONE believes you and EVERYONE blames you for “putting yourself in the situation”. THAT is the true life ruiner.
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@madalynnwells HAHAHAHAHAHAYYYA
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i can’t believe i tweeted a need for insulin & got some within 30 minutes. from this moment forward i will be stocking up any extra insulin i have to donate to ppl when i get home. it’s sad that ppl on twitter save more lives than big pharma when it comes to insulin rationing.
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@beeyoncca @bassdaddyethan oh my godddd y’all let him hit it for this longggggg his first time LMAAOOOOO POOR KIDDD HAHAHAGAGAHAHAGGA
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you can’t just tell ppl to check on their friends. my friends checked on me constantly and i still wanted to die. we need to teach those who are struggling that it’s ok to open up. it’s so important to learn how to explain the pain. checking in doesn’t help if you aren’t open 💞
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i hate to sound rude and full of self pity but you have no fucking idea how hard it is to have diabetes. to wake up everyday knowing you have a disease that you need to manage. to have ppl misunderstand you and give you advice when they have NO IDEA how hard it is. fuck dude.
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MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 MY A1C IS 6.1 HOLY FUCKING SHIT MY A1C IS 6 POINT FUCKING 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😍🥵
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my friend just informed me that this girl was kicked out of UD. she was a nursing major in gamma phi.
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people who just accept the injustice in our society “bc it will never change” are weird. whether it’s rape culture, racism, police brutality, big pharma price gouging....complacency is gross. enjoy sitting on your privileged ass being a “realist” while others continue to d*e
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why the fuck do i need a recurring prescription for devices that literally keep me alive lmaoooo there is no way to abuse a dexcom or pump sites like holy fuck i need them
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cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention. cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention. cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention. cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention. cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention. cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention. cgm’s are not for diabetes prevention.
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@cxnteastwood @sheiskaitlin @princesskaidenn i'm not proud of it at all. i was venting on twitter and she ended up getting fired bc it wasn't her first time doing a lightening without any toner.
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stop telling us to cut carbs so we can use less insulin. i didn’t eat any food, consumed zero carbs. just sat and breathed and existed without insulin for a few hours and this is what happened.
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oh my fucking god i tested my sugar while my dexcom is warming up and it took me an entire mental breakdown to realize i had the meter upside down sjxkdhzkdbkzxbdksk
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i’m going to flex for a quick sec and not apologize bc i finally found the perfect shaped top for my body type and i’m *HAPPY*
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9 months clean & sober. one day at a fucking time bro. one day at a time.
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diabetes means being nauseas 24/7 even when your blood sugar is perfect
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🖤🖤🖤
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there is no greater feeling than what the person at 1:29 is feeling
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UMMMMMMMMMMMMMM NEED
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@WAYSTIAR @saucemos i never even heard of these ppl bc i'm sheltered as fuck but holy shit i'm sweating and have goosebumps from this clip.......HOW IN THE HECK
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EDM INSTAGRAM THREAD PLEASEEE DROP YOUR HANDLES vvvvvvvvvvvvv
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if you think the solution to sexual assault is changing the behavior of victims, you’re psychotic. dressing more conservative, avoiding clubs, not being admitted to certain events.. that doesn’t prevent assault. if anything you are enabling it by giving power to the abusers.
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i’m so sorry to all my non edm followers or anyone who doesn’t want to see this but look at this piece of fucking art. i’m never taking this harness off. (i will probably end up deleting this so my family doesn’t see) LOL
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opening up america as the curve flattens is like stopping your mood stabilizers because you feel stable
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just had the most humiliating triggering experience going through security. my juice boxes were bigger than the limit so they took everything out of every bag. patted me down 2 times the second time i had to make eye contact but couldn’t bc i was sobbing.
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i always forget that i have an entire army of diabetics on here who understand exactly what i'm feeling. where my homies who are just TIRED? tired of poking, bleeding, feeling lethargic, binge eating for hypos, starving with hypers, feeling misunderstood. i'm so burnt out brothaa
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@jawesomeberg i didn't get her fired. i was so nice about it when i called i didn't even say who did the color i just asked the owner to fix it. that's literally it. owner took it into her own hands to do that and she told me she was going to fire her soon anyway ??
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IM STILL CLEAN AND SOBER, JUST GOT A JOB OFFER W A SIGN ON BONUS AND I’LL HAVE MY MBA FRIDAY. THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!
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i love ppl who fuck with several dif types of artists...someone who can vibe with GWN, rage to Illenium, headband to Bassnectar, chill to Rezz, shuffle to Rüfüs du Sol........where are all my well-rounded motherfuckers at?
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my cousin just threw her iphone on the ground saying it’s invincible. she picked it up & it was shattered. her mom said dad will buy you an iphone x. her dad said i’m not paying for shit, your mom is a stupid bitch who just uses me for my money. i need a xanax
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i swear to fuck if i see one more abled healthy person say that this isn’t a big deal.... think about someone other than yourself for ONE SECOND. you’re safe, GREAT!!! if someone is saying they’re scared, a low-risk person telling them to not be scared is meaningless. fuck off.
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please hate on me for this, but this has to be my favorite collab ever. in the entire existence of collaborations. bye.
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wanna know why i RLY hate the “psycho girlfriend” insult? bc it invalidates those who struggle with mental illness. our symptoms can manifest as clinginess/jealousy/doubt. that doesn’t mean we’re psycho it just means we need to learn to distinguish between rational & irrational
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it's lowkey so annoying that companies are putting less sugar in juice boxes bc now when i have a low blood sugar, i need to drink like 3 of them instead of just 1
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we have this weird sense of embarrassment anytime we’re too high or low. if we need to stop to have juice we panic and feel so uncomfy. if we’re too high and can’t do something we feel lazy. people just don’t understand how debilitating a high or low can be.
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@mr_austinB his gun was in the car. maybe read more than wikipedia
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dressing up in front of a mirror and learning to accept and love what you see is hard. but when you get there, it is such a good feeling. trying to find the good in the bad: quarantine is helping me by forcing me to be alone with my own thoughts ♉️
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it will never not annoy me when ppl make diabetes sugar jokes. you are not, never were, and never will be funny :/
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industrial revolution x basshead? OOF @Subtronics
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@Aaron0Hernandez @RGVEDMFamily_ @TexasEDMFamily @UsaEDMFamily this is sickening :( that poor thing i hope he’s ok ❤️
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if normal ppl spent one full day with hyperglycemia, maybe they’d shut the fuck up with all the diabetes jokes. y’all wouldn’t last two MINUTES with these symptoms so hush
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thousands if not more of us are sitting home rocking back & forth in our beds wanting to die. some dont have jobs. some don’t have meds or therapy. a lot of us can’t leave our house bc we ALSO have physical illnesses. but i get it the world revolves around you & your extroversion
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with all the stimulus packages going out, i need to remember that i have absolutely no say in how others spend their money. who tf am i to judge someone else on whether they use it to pay their bills or to buy a new tv? i don’t walk in their shoes so i don’t know what they need.
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this dude is telling me to make DIY insulin bc i complained about the 800% up charge. too bad i have a non-functioning pancreas that doesn’t produce insulin you dumb fucking twat waffle.
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@mentally_chilll Make insulin yourself if you have issues paying for it lol
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who the fuck pays $20 or less a month on dexcom?????? what the literal fuck i pay hundreds
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making fun of people for not knowing whether or not an artist is a single person or multiple people is the most pathetic thing ever. it reminds me of 2nd grade when we would make fun of whoever couldn’t tie their shoe. pathetic and so insanely unnecessary
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my boyfriends family got me this puzzle for my birthday & it was so fun to do
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every time we change a site, there’s a risk of the cannula getting kinked without us even knowing which means our sugar goes high and we don’t know if it’s bc of food or bc the site is kinked. then the site is wasted AND we feel like shit all at once :)
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the hottest of bodies can’t even make up for a nasty racist personality 🤢🤢🤢
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@GirlNamedCaraaa she did everything wrong and she got fired today by the owner. i went in and the owner did exactly what i wanted in one try 👍
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we have to bring literally everything with us everywhere. insulin pump/pens, syringes, extra sites/reservoirs/tubing/cgm (if we even have any of these), low snacks, glucagon, etc
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giving head is and always will be better than sex. where all my psychos at
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we have to face long term risks everyday. we’re reminded that we can have organ damage, go into a coma, lose our sight or limbs, kidney damage, the list is endless and we are constantly feeling like failures esp when our a1c “isn’t good enough” in our dr’s eyes.
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@SpacedOutRy DUDE I LITERALLY FELT SO BAD. i didn't explain specifically about her. but i guess she's had multiple incidents of messing up and trying to hide it instead of asking for help. so they fired her yesterday ☠️😞
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it’s WILD to me that sobriety has given me all of the feelings and happiness that i’ve been chasing with booze for the past 8 years. my worst day sober is better than any high or drunk i’ve ever experienced. this life is a blessing & im just getting started.
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to anyone out there who has an illness that will never go away, i hear you and see you. i know it’s hard and i know it’s unfair. but you’re doing it and just by TRYING to stay alive you’re showing the rest of us that maybe we will get one of those “thank god i’m here” moments
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why am i like this
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I AM OUT OF TWITTER JAIL LMFAO THAT WAS HILarious
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yall think you know what a low blood sugar feels like? nah. that shits like a panic attack on crack. whole body shaking. blurred vision. eating everything in sight if you're even able to move. tingly tongue, hands, and feet.god fucking awful
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bitch wUz GÜD
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@brielle_ad @CallMeeLexx_ he clearly hasn’t changed. at least not in the sense of deflating his ego to realize that his life and career are not more important than anyone else’s.
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maybe in 2020 white people will stop calling racism “a difference of opinion” and start calling it for what it really is.... being fucking inhumane
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dont like abortions? just ignore them. kinda like you ignore children in foster care, children who are abused, children who are born into addiction, children with mental illness, the list goes on.... so fuck you
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idk who needs to hear this but psych meds aren’t magic. it’s trial & error. it can take years to find the right dose. it’s up to you if it’s worth it or not. for me, my negative side effects are nothing compared to the mental agony my untreated illness causes. everyones different
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anyone else see @subtronics Mothership glass? Holy foooookkkkkk that shit is ART
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unpopular opinion: people who treat onlyfans like a last resort is so insulting to those who actually do any sort of sex work for a living. this is like saying “didn’t wanna stoop down to this level but i’m broke so i took that job at subway”
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PSA: FOR ANYONE OUT OF A JOB RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Start reading about unemployment benefits in your state 2. File a claim ASAP 3. If you get denied (which many won't), file an appeal 4. Look into per diem online work such as tutoring, data entry, etc. 5. Reach out
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we have to think about the million things that can affect our basal rate 24/7…movement, illness, stress….control IQ tandem ppl have it a bit easier but we still have to change our settings for when we’re sick, exercising or even just walking or else we can go low
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you’re meaning to tell me there are people who don’t feel sick every single day? who just wake up and feel physically good all day and don’t have to worry about that changing? LMAAAOOOOOOO
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eat shit bitch
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we can’t just do spontaneous things all the time bc things have to be planned. we can be too low or too high to do certain things and we miss out or feel too anxious to participate in fear of a hypo or dka
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FUCK everyone in those comments saying they don’t see an issue. you’ve never fucking been a young girl who was used by someone older. you don’t fucking know how it feels to be controlled and manipulated by someone twice your age. you will never feel that pain and disgust fuck you
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