it feels wrong to say but i was genuinely doing better when i was afraid of calories. at least then i felt somewhat in control, if only because i wouldn't let myself lose it. now i only feel miserable
what are your favorite barebells bars? they’re having a “2nd one at 70% discount” kind of sale and i want to try a few! these are the ones that are (supposedly) available 😚
@saintsissi
i saw her vid the other day and she said something like “after weeks or month of restricting” and i was like 🤨 so which one is it weeks or months
girlies of my tl… how do i start with makeup? any advice? i feel like i should know these things already but i never picked it up as a teenager and now i’m 22 with absolutely no skill in make up or skin care or anything to do with looks
i want to be more open about my binges and overeating. not only because i believe it will help me (the first step is admitting the problem, no?) but because maybe it will help someone else to see another person struggling with the same thing
@itss4aem
thank you!
i usually skip breakfast but i’ve been reading on it and i was thinking on starting to have a protein dense breakfast, so this kind of solidified it for me :)
i’m logging off this acc (yes, again) until at least mid june, i really need to focus on my finals. i’m also not doing so good lately, and i don’t like being this negative version of myself in here, even if this is a vent account after all
@misowls
omad doesn't really works for me unfortunally... good for a few days but then i get really anxious and binge anyways. i'm glad it works for you!! thank you for answering noe <3
ok i don't wanna be a bitch but i pass my notes to literally everyone in my class and no one ever does the same for me when i need it. should i just stop passing mine then
@malyshka444
ngl when i see you talk about your struggle being not eating i feel understood. so thank you for sharing. it sucks but at least we’re in this together right
coming out of an isolation episode is always so weird because i’m like i love my friends!!! being social is so fun!!!! and then i remember a week ago i wanted everyone to forget about me and i’m like ? wtf was i on (depression)
@muminstarvs
girl you’re built like a russian sleep experiment victim 😭 you have anorexic butthole forsure that’s why your bf never wanted to fuck cause it was straight bones hitting his pelvis prob
have any of you tried these? and which one would you recommend? there are so many options is kind of overwhelming hahaha. i was thinking of getting vanilla (classic) and cheesecake (exciting)
final lunch. about 1/4 of the 1st pic, 3 croquetas of the 2nd pic, and 3 pieces of bbq ribs of the 3rd pic. not a single vegetable in sight i hate going out
i have plans to have lunch out that i can’t cancel on since the reservation is already made but i feel so awful cause i binged last night. how weird would it be if i order a kids sized hamburger or a fish dish at a place known for it’s smash burgers 😭
@reigenrexic
@hell0sage
i don’t, when i was 90 pounds i used to call myself fat to get validation for my disgusting ED. I knew full well it would make others feel bad about their bodies. Being sick does not make you immune to accountability
i think we need to bring minding your business back. why are you so comfortable asking me why i weight my food and why i cook with water instead of oil. can you just pretend you’re not seeing it and move on with your life? please!!!