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catholic lesbian with food issues ✧ 22, she/they

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alex 🕊️
4 months
how is this almond mom adjacent? is my brain actually so rotten that this looks fine to me? 😭
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alex 🕊️
2 months
tips on how to stop binging and overeating? i don't know what to do anymore
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alex 🕊️
8 months
anorexics be like “big things coming” and it’s just a tortilla wrap and some milk in their coffee
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alex 🕊️
2 months
it feels wrong to say but i was genuinely doing better when i was afraid of calories. at least then i felt somewhat in control, if only because i wouldn't let myself lose it. now i only feel miserable
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alex 🕊️
4 months
what are your favorite barebells bars? they’re having a “2nd one at 70% discount” kind of sale and i want to try a few! these are the ones that are (supposedly) available 😚
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alex 🕊️
10 months
yeah i have anorexia also known as the “i need to freeze this before it goes bad” disorder
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alex 🕊️
4 months
restraining myself from getting a bubble tea
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alex 🕊️
9 months
@contrrl your tweets always feel both weirdly personal and like a fever dream at the same time
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alex 🕊️
8 months
am i the only one who “binges” on sauces? like. for what reason am i eating mayonnaise out of the jar with a spoon
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alex 🕊️
2 months
@saintsissi i saw her vid the other day and she said something like “after weeks or month of restricting” and i was like 🤨 so which one is it weeks or months
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alex 🕊️
2 months
letting the junkorexic win today
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alex 🕊️
6 months
"imagine what you'll wear when you're at your ugw😍😍😍" and then the xs size is always sold out like ok.
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alex 🕊️
5 months
girlies of my tl… how do i start with makeup? any advice? i feel like i should know these things already but i never picked it up as a teenager and now i’m 22 with absolutely no skill in make up or skin care or anything to do with looks
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alex 🕊️
2 months
successfully went to aldi and only bought what i said i would get (big ass pretzel)
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alex 🕊️
2 months
really what’s stopping me from making a little trip to aldi and buying a pretzel 🤔
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alex 🕊️
3 months
guys they are selling me at tiger :(
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alex 🕊️
3 months
eating cheesy garlic bread. edtwt dni
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alex 🕊️
2 months
stolen from the tl tell me ur fav food and i’ll tell u if ur let in or not
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alex 🕊️
7 months
pspsps #edtwt i’m looking for mutuals ╭──────────.☆..─╮ › alex, 22 › they/she lesbian ⚢ › restrictive ed › ed + vent acc - mostly about depression and university stuff › cw: 49.7kg / cgw: 47kg › shtwt dni + i don’t fb minors! ╰─..☆.──────────╯
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alex 🕊️
2 months
@xscats my therapist told me to get dressed even if i’m not going anywhere and i was like… why would i do that.
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alex 🕊️
9 months
had the prettiest caramel latte of my life today
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alex 🕊️
9 months
@De4dGrrrl eating disorders do shrink the brain because what the actual fuck
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alex 🕊️
2 months
i want to be more open about my binges and overeating. not only because i believe it will help me (the first step is admitting the problem, no?) but because maybe it will help someone else to see another person struggling with the same thing
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alex 🕊️
4 months
another day waiting for edtwt to understand that the disorder isn't about calorie consumption but the habits the disordered person has
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octavia!
5 months
What is a disordered calorie intake in your guys opinion?
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alex 🕊️
4 months
my turn for y’all to say the thing
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alex 🕊️
2 months
i’m going to pretend it said no if that’s alright with y’all
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alex 🕊️
2 months
@itss4aem thank you! i usually skip breakfast but i’ve been reading on it and i was thinking on starting to have a protein dense breakfast, so this kind of solidified it for me :)
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alex 🕊️
2 months
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alex 🕊️
2 months
i’m logging off this acc (yes, again) until at least mid june, i really need to focus on my finals. i’m also not doing so good lately, and i don’t like being this negative version of myself in here, even if this is a vent account after all
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alex 🕊️
5 months
@contrrl 😭 getting angry bc i blocked her like she isn’t clearly asking for attention lmao
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alex 🕊️
9 months
this vinted ad is making me lose my mind
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alex 🕊️
3 months
lunch 🥦🍠🌽
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alex 🕊️
9 months
this yogurt bowl was so good… i need to make it again asap
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alex 🕊️
2 months
what non-caffeine herbal teas do you enjoy? i really only drink chamomile (about 3-4 cups a day, so you can understand why i’m getting bored😭)
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alex 🕊️
8 months
a new favorite 🍜 🫶🏻
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alex 🕊️
5 months
eating some pizza
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alex 🕊️
4 months
@felinecals “girl’s girl” in bio too…
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alex 🕊️
2 months
if you want to be miserable so bad keep that shit to yourself
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alex 🕊️
3 months
going from ana-r to ana-b/p to now lowkey bed is the worst thing that ever happened to me
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alex 🕊️
2 months
i hate university i’m not smart enough i’m not motivated enough and i don’t even know what i’m here for
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alex 🕊️
2 months
your reminder to shop local… all of this for 6€ 😄😄😄
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alex 🕊️
8 months
this is me btw. if you even care.
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alex 🕊️
2 months
all my mooties talking about quitting processed sugar today… we’re like this 🤞🏻
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alex 🕊️
4 months
<3
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alex 🕊️
6 months
tinyspo
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alex 🕊️
7 months
jumping into the fatty fat fat basket for mean fat cats
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alex 🕊️
4 months
would you believe me if i told you all of this is only 298 calories 😋
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alex 🕊️
2 months
@misowls omad doesn't really works for me unfortunally... good for a few days but then i get really anxious and binge anyways. i'm glad it works for you!! thank you for answering noe <3
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alex 🕊️
6 months
every day i have to figure out what to eat
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alex 🕊️
6 months
lunch 🥙
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alex 🕊️
2 months
thanks for all the replies and tips 💜 i’m reading all of them even if i don’t reply. i’ll try them and see what works best for me!
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alex 🕊️
6 months
ok i don't wanna be a bitch but i pass my notes to literally everyone in my class and no one ever does the same for me when i need it. should i just stop passing mine then
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alex 🕊️
5 months
he’s saying it like you couldn’t possibly eat so many cookies… just put them in front on me and i’ll gain the pound of fat in less than 5 minutes
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alex 🕊️
2 months
lunch: roasted sweet potato & apple with a drizzle of honey, egg, mashed potatoes, coffee
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alex 🕊️
2 months
@malyshka444 ngl when i see you talk about your struggle being not eating i feel understood. so thank you for sharing. it sucks but at least we’re in this together right
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alex 🕊️
3 months
anorexic goes grocery shopping for comfort... make it make sense
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alex 🕊️
2 months
my dinner today shall be perceived as a concept
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alex 🕊️
2 months
cal estimate? açai bowl with peanut butter, blueberries, raspberry puree and crushed lotus cookies
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alex 🕊️
10 months
this was so fucking good i don’t even care about the cals
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alex 🕊️
2 months
coming out of an isolation episode is always so weird because i’m like i love my friends!!! being social is so fun!!!! and then i remember a week ago i wanted everyone to forget about me and i’m like ? wtf was i on (depression)
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alex 🕊️
6 months
i could kill for a warm chocolate pastry right now but we must stay strong
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alex 🕊️
3 months
cosplaying as a healthy girlie rn
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alex 🕊️
6 months
omad. meal repeater idgaf pasta salad my beloved
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alex 🕊️
3 months
she ate this i fear
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aya
3 months
@muminstarvs girl you’re built like a russian sleep experiment victim 😭 you have anorexic butthole forsure that’s why your bf never wanted to fuck cause it was straight bones hitting his pelvis prob
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alex 🕊️
5 months
yes i am an anorexic. yes i need a sweet little treat every day or i will go insane. we exist.
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alex 🕊️
3 months
having lunch out of two different plates. fake anorexic fr
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alex 🕊️
8 months
me and my mooties
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alex 🕊️
4 months
roommate just told me “if i had your body i’d be eating the biggest burger with extra fries and ice cream for dessert right now”. okay…..
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alex 🕊️
3 months
how do you guys cook sweet potatoes
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alex 🕊️
8 months
if i don’t log it into the app it doesn’t count right…?
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alex 🕊️
4 months
SCRUMPTIOUS. deserves it’s own post
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alex 🕊️
8 months
yesterday’s anorexic boughts
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alex 🕊️
2 months
11 days binge free… not to brag but it’s the first time since i’m tracking it that i get past 10 days 🫢
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alex 🕊️
4 months
sometimes i see myself and immediately go “i’m so ugly i need to have this and that fixed” but then i remember
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alex 🕊️
5 months
self love ❤️
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alex 🕊️
4 months
i didn't do an assignment and prof said "you're not doing too hot these past 2 days huh?" yeah i've been focusing on my eating disorder sorry
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alex 🕊️
3 months
if someone loved me unconditionally and exactly how i need it i’d be able to recover fr
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Juliet
3 months
Hey guys!! Pick.
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alex 🕊️
6 months
@felinecals literally just leave the girl alone 😭
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alex 🕊️
6 months
my first youtube theme recommendation being "calories" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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alex 🕊️
3 months
haul
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alex 🕊️
4 months
you ever binge so bad you get heart palpitations?
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alex 🕊️
3 months
sorry for the photo of the laptop screen but thank you 2000s media for always being triggering 🙏🏻
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alex 🕊️
3 months
omad
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alex 🕊️
3 months
doesn’t matter how many times i stumble upon this one, it always hits
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alex 🕊️
7 months
omad
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alex 🕊️
2 months
have any of you tried these? and which one would you recommend? there are so many options is kind of overwhelming hahaha. i was thinking of getting vanilla (classic) and cheesecake (exciting)
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alex 🕊️
5 months
fuck you
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alex 🕊️
2 months
@lcutiehoney 25 grapes 100cals… i had like 13 yesterday for 80 😭
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alex 🕊️
8 months
maybe im just a lesbian but i don’t think the sexiest men alive are anywhere in this pic…
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adam driver edits
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Adam Driver is featured in People Magazine's Sexiest Man Alive issue, November 20, 2023 ✨
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alex 🕊️
3 months
breakfast of champions
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alex 🕊️
7 months
setting up my manifestation jounal, what do we think of these stickers for the cover
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alex 🕊️
3 months
post partying snack is frozen raw sweet potato i’m never beating the anorexic allegations
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alex 🕊️
5 months
late to the trend but: alex's diet (on a good day)
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alex 🕊️
2 months
final lunch. about 1/4 of the 1st pic, 3 croquetas of the 2nd pic, and 3 pieces of bbq ribs of the 3rd pic. not a single vegetable in sight i hate going out
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alex 🕊️
2 months
i have plans to have lunch out that i can’t cancel on since the reservation is already made but i feel so awful cause i binged last night. how weird would it be if i order a kids sized hamburger or a fish dish at a place known for it’s smash burgers 😭
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alex 🕊️
8 months
planning the calories the day before: 🤭🥰😋 actually sticking to them: 😥😐😵‍💫
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alex 🕊️
7 months
the saddest thing is you know what it’s like and still choose to have no empathy. literally heartless
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sophia ☭ 🇵🇸🇨🇩🇸🇩
7 months
@reigenrexic @hell0sage i don’t, when i was 90 pounds i used to call myself fat to get validation for my disgusting ED. I knew full well it would make others feel bad about their bodies. Being sick does not make you immune to accountability
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alex 🕊️
7 months
going insane
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alex 🕊️
6 months
which one looks yummier
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alex 🕊️
5 months
ñam ñam
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alex 🕊️
7 months
THE COMMENT 😭😭😭😭😭
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alex 🕊️
3 months
i think we need to bring minding your business back. why are you so comfortable asking me why i weight my food and why i cook with water instead of oil. can you just pretend you’re not seeing it and move on with your life? please!!!
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alex 🕊️
3 months
uhhh i may have said too much and now i fear an Are You Anorexic Talk from my roommates 😀
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