Jamilah Understilah
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☭Jamilah 🔴 she/her 🔴 the black trans jewish cultural marxist u were warned about editor @HypocriteRdr bass @msmyabyrne
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Help this broke ass black trans woman find work as a musician!! I’m very good at what I do and should get paid to do it!! Please boost and share!!
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Accidentally let a straight couple into the queer group house bc of how tboy passing the dude was, she had his baby (he was cheating while she was giving birth), basement roomie having a manic episode psychotically imprinted on the baby and thought it was 2nd coming of Christ
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my take on the male/female socialization discourse is that the real agab socialization is all of the most degrading, soulcrushing elements of either gender, the humanity you have to sacrifice in order to have a cis gender, but many of y'all only want to admit this about one of em
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Bro was a 4’11” twink w extreme t voice, baby stache, worked at a pet store and we had NO further questions
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this was actually an all trans house, the woman of this couple was a cis bisexual who we let in bc she was nice and in need, she was ALREADY pregnant at move in time, and this house of trans ppl FULLY assumed that the bf was not the baby daddy. That’s how trans passing dude was
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Psychotic trans woman ofc ended up moving into *ahem* one of her parents’ buildings in Portland
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@hels
I was a cheesemonger until COVID, and let me tell you: the only ppl who think cheese/meat makes you bourg are ppl who dont know how to be nice enough to service workers to get the "we literally weigh this commodity priced by weight and will tare off 50% if we like you" discount
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Tbc I personally am laughing with the autism, laughing at the Catholicism (nonjudgmentally), and at the whiteness (judgmentally)
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Broke up w an ex at a park and partway through we rescued two newborn kittens from a garbage can and pawned them off on a passing lesbian couple who named them after us lol
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Okay see what we’re not doing when we think a particular trans woman is a sec pest or w/e is putting up posters of her face all over bushwick for god and straight people to see! I fucking hate you people
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@vivalasvivi
Yeah lol, the mom ended up rly liking me for being the only roommate doing anything at all to help her very mentally ill child and she throws 100 in whenever I post a big gofundme
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Let’s b real trans nine inch nails be like I hurt myself today
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@sigyn3
There are feminists who say it but writ large even saying it is a minority position among feminists, to say nothing of the small minority of feminists in all real world spaces who act like they think this in any meaningful way
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Alternatively hire me !!
Help this broke ass black trans woman find work as a musician!! I’m very good at what I do and should get paid to do it!! Please boost and share!!
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@meisune_uwu
Projected heightened meaning/significance on the baby as part of a psychotic delusion/fantasy
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oh and after she kicked him out he called the cops to be escorted in to get his belongings, the most valuable of which was a Roller Skate Girl themed fleshlight unopened in the box
Bro was a 4’11” twink w extreme t voice, baby stache, worked at a pet store and we had NO further questions
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Also taking remote students! Learn stuff pay me!
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@the100156
I don’t really know? Last I heard the baby was okay and I think she moved in with an aunt that was helping raise him, but that was abt 5 years ago now
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While y’all are living off my horror story my Vmo is sandy-loam and my ca is sandyloam
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Answer to both questions is this is just what gay people are like
how did the guy at twinks vs dolls sell that better than actual wrestlers and how did they already get better production than like every independent promotion in america
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My ex (who I cheated on) stole my cat “for his own safety” bc being responsible for an animal was the only thing stopping him from k****** himself from…the trauma of the abuse of being cheated on
people are allowed to feel what they want, but i do find the sentiment ‘i’d rather get hit than cheated on’ quite concerning. i think you’re assuming that ‘hit’ is a one-off, somehow unpainful blow that your partner begs forgiveness for for the rest of their life
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Black trans woman (me) once again in need of funds 😩
Venmo sandy-loam
CA sandyloam
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Fascists aren’t laughing at the autism, they’re calling me slurs in the QRTs to defend the honor of their favorite tradwife e-girl
Fascists will laugh at the autism but tip toe around the Christianity, leftists will laugh at the Christianity but tip toe around the autism
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And should go without saying if you see that shit take it df down
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@billevansfan251
I have to sing along “soooo what” on the chords every single time this comes on or I die
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Turns out the whole conceit of popular music in the 70s and 80s was that there is a gender called “rockstar” and it ain’t exactly man
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Shows u how much solidarity anyone who thinks of “women” as a coherent political class is capable of
So radfems mass reported Bl3ssing on here, in part with the help of some of yalls leftist faves, and now her account is permanently suspended. This was just after she did a long recorded space critiquing the notion of Sex Class Theory
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@Juicy_Smol_Lit
Im black. At 13 i was high on r/atheism and calling other black people nigga with a hard r. me becoming not that had a lot to do with becoming a QUEER, TRANS black person. Idk where you got the idea that blackness and queerness are separate or that only the latter ever do this
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Nobody told me how much Edward Scissorhands is actually just about the guy trying to do like normal everyday things whilst having giant scissors instead of hands
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“Egg prime directive” classic autist problem of coming up w a cool name for a bad concept and then doubling down on the validity of the concept solely as an excuse to say the name as often as possible
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Creatives/artists: do any of y'all have the problem where you want to return to something you've left partially completed but feel like you're not the same person you were when you were last working on it and can't get into the headspace? what do you do about it?
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Ugh my blood is boiling!! This is such a Collective Problem
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Black tma person without resources just had the police called on her by fucked up parents. She currently has no place to stay and very little funds - pls c + p and donate at $femmedollxo
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goddamn this tweet doin numbers! my cashapp is $sandyloam <333
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Feels important to say that me and the couple where the only black people living there, and the five other white people in this house did fuck all to help either the 21yo black single mom of a newborn or the extremely mentally I’ll woman downstairs
Accidentally let a straight couple into the queer group house bc of how tboy passing the dude was, she had his baby (he was cheating while she was giving birth), basement roomie having a manic episode psychotically imprinted on the baby and thought it was 2nd coming of Christ
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Testosterone turns you into one man who always tells the truth and one man who always lies
testosterone turns you into a hound that never fails to catch whatever you chase, but it also turns all your quarry into foxes that can never be caught
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The implicit patrilineality of this shit is exactly how you know it’s about whiteness instead of Judaism. In what world would sperm make you Jewish??
I'm reading normal things about a normal country that definitely isn't an ethnonationalist starship troopers nightmare
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@dramarishh
Yeah this is classic / iirc it’s on the dsm list for borderline and not bipolar but it’s not like the dsm is real lol
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Actually everyone /is/ a little bit trans and we should be taking that seriously, trying a lot less hard to laneguard, and a lot more hard to recruit/convert
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I was beat up for being a loser but got out of it w the ol’ “I’m a sadomasochist and it turns me on when you beat me up which, when you think about it, makes YOU gay”
[trying to create the new hsts/agp]
were you beat up in school for being gay or for being a loser?
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This but unironically
Baby boomers: if you see a trans woman, go up to her and tell her which 70s-80s rock 'n roll man you think she looks like.
She will love this.
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I do not understand how you can be this incapable of empathy. Why do you need Bushnell to be cis so badly? Why is your evidence of that a mid-tier take that she posted that you know damn well many many people have used to closet themselves?
You are a weak minded person Literally misgendering someone on the day is such a brutal sacrifice to fit your own narrative Especially since he passionately defended trans people if you need everyone you empathize with or admire to be trans I’m sorry that’s delusional
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Do wanna clarify for interested parties that I am also autistic and the prayer bead part of this rules and is not really the butt of my joke. The butt of my joke is that it is specifically the rosary. Because Catholics? Are funny. Funny ass religion
laughing at a person with a disability who finds comfort from their genuinely held faith but leftistly
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@laumwolf
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Yes! She was perfectly harmless and sweet just going through it and the baby is fine
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My contribution to the transgender vs transsexual discourse is that Freud, who coined the term transsexual, uses the term interchangeably with bisexual, and tbh he’s right to do so, which means that many of y’all on your transsexual high horse are lying.
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every summer i am baffled by how many transsexuals simply do not understand the second law of thermodynamics. So: if your windows are closed, a fan makes the room warmer. if your windows are open and it's hot outside, the fan is probably making the room warmer
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One time a homeless black boomer in New Orleans looked me up and down and sai “oh I get it. You a real prince typea nigga” and I never forgot it
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Back to Black Trans Woman Asking For Money On The Internet hours, throw a bitch some bucks
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NYPD fucking brutal on the March today, heading to jail support for my comrades and sisters. If you wanna send money for supplies, Vmo @/sandy-loam ca $sandyloam
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“esp when men make more money” come df on
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Shit Zionists Say
Like whatever racist shit Herzl wrote about eons ago is not forming the world view of most modern Zionists so on some level it's irrelevant
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Like I can’t stress enough how much dealing w this was singularly my responsibility whilst working two jobs and in school full time. Tbh not to be like “I’m old gray and 26” but it rly blows my mind the shit I had energy for out of necessity when I was 21 lol
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It’s not “everyone I empathize with has to be trans,” it’s “we all remember Emma Durutti and we all know 100000 people with almost exactly the same screen name as LillyAnarKitty”
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@naijaprince21
PLEASE I have been BEGGING white ppl to think abt race in this movie that shit stressed me df outtt
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Sooo this
@MsMyaByrne
music vid is now getting airplay which I guess makes me the first black trans woman ever on
@CMT
lol
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Neil Degrasse Tyson voice:
Personally, if I could make a deal with God, I'd bargain for something like universal felicity our world peace or something, but sure if getting to run up a hill instead of your mate is important to you then go ahead, that's valid too, you Jack and Jill ass motherfucker.
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For the past couple years anytime anyone anywhere says something wrong about intersex identity/politics I have materialized next to them to say “THATS WRONG BUT WAIT TIL JULES’ BOOK COMES OUT IT WILL FIX YOU”
I'll be publishing a history of intersex liberation, 'HERMAPHRODITE LOGIC' with Verso Books next June.
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Sage
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just dropped a response to the abuse accusations against her by Walela (@ itswalela on Instagram). You can read it here:
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I need money and am therefore exchanging it for goods and services - tell your friends !
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Every time a trans girl drinks a Red Bull an angel gets her wings
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I will simply trick the police into singing beautiful barber shop harmonies so they do not notice I’ve made my egress like I’m the Music Man
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Lol this painting fuckin bangs!
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2024 drag kings better be KINGS. I want that shit to b like I went to Medieval Times
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I don’t know who needs to hear this, but compulsory heterosexuality is not about a male hegemony controlling the sexuality of (the presumed masses of monosexual lesbian) women, it’s about the cishet hegemony that creates cis genders for the purpose of creating heterosexuality.
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freud is trying to translate hysteria into universal human misery. lacan is trying to hystericize every subject. and me? i think dogs should be able to VOTE
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Okay so many bosses and LANDLORDS are exactly like this it’s crazyyyy
Turns out my boss has a low IQ and is unable to comprehend conditional statements. They should probably put me in charge instead
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Ppl in these replies don’t understand how the song is reflecting on transmisogyny and I guess they have simply never had a chaser tell them “your star burns so bright”
I think it’s instructive that So I, Charli’s beautiful tribute to Sophie, is a song about someone processing their transmisogyny, about how much easier it is to love a dead trans woman than it is to be a good friend to her when she’s alive.
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Yk I’m just saying if any of my producer friends wanted to invite me over smoke me up and have me play bass into their daw for an hour that they can sample flip I’m better than anyone you have ever met and making sounds like this
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I think it's very strange the way that people, both in Black studies academia and in street movements, discuss/sloganize "Black Joy" as if it were a fixed static thing, a discrete object, rather than what seems to me to be a moment in the complex dialectic of Black Desire
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For the curious I just looked up the mom and the child is still with her they look like they’re doing well! And the baby is now 5 years old and has ADORABLE starter locs
Accidentally let a straight couple into the queer group house bc of how tboy passing the dude was, she had his baby (he was cheating while she was giving birth), basement roomie having a manic episode psychotically imprinted on the baby and thought it was 2nd coming of Christ
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i do really love it when hegel goes full marx
hegel saying the best way to prove to a phrenologist that people aren't defined by their skulls is to cave their head in lmao
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Haven’t gotten this much hate from online fascists since i got dogpiled by terflblr in 2014 for being a lesbophobe lol
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Thinking about the guy who writes the Shakespeare at the park productions who did the tempest where everyone else is black except caliban and Richard III where everyone is disabled except Richard III
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Jobs I’ve had in order
-restaurant musician
-music teacher
-church musician
-music teacher
-cheesemonger
-TA
-session musician
-freelance composer
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