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Hello, blood sibs! 🧣
I’m fairly new to the Twitter PLHIV community. I’d love to connect with more PLHIV so I’ll be hosting this weekly Twitter Space for us.
The objective of
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
is so PLHIVs can connect, ask, share, learn and support each other 💗
Pls RT 😊
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I'm really hoping we find the cure to
#HIV
in our lifetime, bloodsibs. The progress in the past few years have been astounding.
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It’s been 11 months since I was diagnosed
#HIV
+. Next month, on Dec 1, will be my first year anniversary.
I’m gonna celebrate this. I’m gonna celebrate myself because I fought and still am fighting. I’m gonna celebrate all the people that helped me survive this year (1)
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Hanggang ngayon, galit pa rin ako sa lalaking nangrape sa akin and nagbigay ng AIDS.
What did I do to deserve this ba? This universe is so cruel sometimes.
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Hello bloodsibs.
I was diagnosed HIV+ Dec 2022 and I feel like no one will want to date me anymore. I am also scared to start dating coz I will have to tell the guy my status. I’m afraid of being judged and rejected coz of my HIV.
Need advice please 🙏
#PLHIV
#HIV
#PLHIVDiaries
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Just got my CD4 count results. After 6 months on my ARV treatment, konti na lang and I can finally say I beat AIDS. I honestly thought I was gonna die 6 months ago. I’m still here, fighting. Konti na lang! 😭🫶
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Here at my hub, SHIP! 💗 6th month on ARV so it’s time for blood work again! Last time I was here was 3 months ago my CD4 then was 64.
Hopefully tumaas CD4 ko at maka three digits ako 😊
P.S. Takot pa rin takaga ako sa needles hahaha! Nanghihina pa rin ako when they take blood
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Yesterday, Dec 1, was my first anniversary since I was diagnosed
#HIV
positive. I wa s on AIDS level then, at a CD4 count of 8.
Grabe. Living with HIV is not easy but it is also not the end of the world. I and so many of my blood siblings are a living testament to this. (1)
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I really love this pillbox for my meds. Since it’s segregated per day of the month, it helps make sure that I drink my ARVs and meds everyday 😊
#PLHIV
#LivingWithHIV
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I’ve been so disengaged and detached from life and people, even with friends who know about me having AIDS, even my PLHIV friends here in my poz account.
I am so tired of being a person living with HIV. I am so tired of worrying about the stigma and possible diseases I can get.
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Just got my bloodwork done kanina since it's my 9th month since I've been diagnosed w/ HIV.
From CD4 baseline 8 to 64 to 141 then now 172.
I thought I would hit at least 200 hindi pa pala. Still AIDS range 😔
Not gonna lie, umasa ako na above 200 na ako. Nakakalungkot kinda.
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I am so proud of myself. For choosing to live every day since I’ve found out I was
#HIV
positive. Despite losing myself since I was diagnosed, I am so proud of myself for still being here, for still trying to find myself and pick up the pieces of myself. I’m so proud of me.
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What people don’t tell you about living w/ HIV:
Since I was diagnosed almost 6 months ago, all I can think of is my AIDS. Everything that used to make me happy or excited , don’t anymore. I feel so disconnected from the world, my friends and my old self.
#LivingWithHIVThoughts
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I feel like I’m such a failure - a widow, rape-victim and person living with HIV. What has become of my life
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I’m so happy to see my bloodsibs increasing their CD4 count. Part of me is also jealous. With my CD4 count at 64, I’m riddled with anxiety. I hope I don’t die. I hope I make it to a higher CD4 count number.
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Do you feel like HIV has diminished your inner light?
I feel like I’m a much lesser version of myself because of my HIV. Even when I know that the disease shouldn’t define me, I can’t help but feel like I am broken, dirty and less than everyone else.
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Pagod na ako. For almost 6 mos. now since I got diagnosed, araw-araw ko na lang iniisip yung realidad na meron akong AIDS. Pagod na pagod na ako sa lahat ng pag-alala, sa takot, sa pag-manage ng feeling of shame and self-loathing. I hate that I have AIDS.
#PLHIV
#LivingWithHIV
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Sometimes I just want to cry. I can’t believe after everything I’ve been through in my life, I have to deal with having AIDS. Sometimes it’s just too much.
#PLHIV
#PLHIVdiaries
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I was really looking forward to good news today. I was really hoping my CD4 count
would be out of AIDS range. But no. A year of trying & doing my best & healthiest life yet nothing.
My life has really been about failures. Of course I am let down again by this stupid universe.
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Ako lang ba ganito pero since I discovered I was HIV positive, wala na akong gana sa small talk mashado. I like retreating into my shell a lot. Versus the me before na super friendly and excited to get to know people.
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Pill 180 out of 180. After 6 months of taking this daily, I’m down to my last pill of Isoniazid. Finally graduate na ako. Happy to have reached this milestone. 🥺🫶
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To all my blood sibs who are living and have passed, I honor and celebrate you all. Your stories, struggles, strength and resilience put you at the heart of Pride.
Happy Pride month, blood sibs! 🏳️🌈🫶
The queer
#PLHIV
community is one of the most discriminated, vulnerable, brave & inspiring members of the
#LGBTQIA
community.
This Pride month, let’s honor all those that we have lost to
#HIV
#AIDS
. Let’s celebrate all those who continue to fight & live with HIV.
#StopTheStigma
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Sometimes I still think about the fact that I don’t even know the name of the guy who raped me and gave me STD and HIV.
Because of him, my life has been changed forever and I don’t even know his name.
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I haven't been opening my poz alter account lately. I've been trying to not make my life revolve around this virus. And I feel like it works for me.
If my life was a solar system, my HIV is just one of the moons of the planets, not the sun. This helps me manage my self-stigma.
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Honestly, this dilemma about coming out with my HIV status in my real socmed accounts is eating me up.
On one hand, I’m so tired of not being able to talk about it openly. It’s like i’m in the closet again.
On the other hand, I don’t want to be the new poster boy for HIV.
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Hello, blood sibs!🧣
We’re launching
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
soon! It’s a Twitter Space, round-table sharing & discussion of
#PLHIV
,
#HIV
advocates & experts about various PLHIV topics.
Anong mga gusto niyong pag-usapan, blood sibs?
Quote tweet w/ your suggestions! 😊
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Umiyak ako kanina during the resting part at the end of a yoga practice. Minsan ganon talaga, yoga unleashes thoughts and emotions.
When i was lying down on my mat, staring at the ceiling, memories of the day I was diagnosed.
#HIV
positive. (1)
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I remember when my boyfriend died years ago. It felt like my world ended. I was beyond devastated. It was so traumatic.
Fast forward to now, ako naman ang may AIDS-stage HIV. I was at the brink of death. Sometimes I feel like I still am. I feel like I am one OI away from dying.
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I think I'm slowly not feeling so dramatic about my HIV. I think I'm slowly entering the acceptance stage. :)
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Hello, blood sibs! 🧣
Join our first
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
Twitter Space episode on May 21 Sun 930pm.
Mag-umpisa tayo sa umpisa - Ang Diagnosis. Pag-usapan natin ang naranasan natin, naramdaman, pag-cope, pagtanggap ng diagnosis natin as HIV positive.
Kita-kits! Pls RT❣️
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I just wanna say, to all my bloodsibs here who have taken the time to send me encouraging msgs, thank you so much.
It’s so comforting to be around my bloodsibs even digitally here on Twitter. Since i’m a fairly new PLHIV, I hope to make more friends here in our community 💗🧣
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Since my diagnosis, I feel like I”m just a walking broken version of who I once was.
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Bloodsibs, anyone here who regretted coming out as PLHIV? Pros and cons of coming out as PLHIV?
I’ve been thinking about coming out coz I feel like I’m living in the closet again but I’m scared of just being known only because of my disease.
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By the way, sorry if my posts are dark or depressing. In my real life, I have to be happy & perky just to show my friends that I’m okay. I’m not okay. Just being my real self here in this poz alter account. It’s cathartic for me. Thanks for letting me to share my honest feelings.
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Is it just me, but I think after I got diagnosed, I developed a really hardened shell. I don’t trust people. I don’t let people in even close friends. I just feel so fragile so I choose to hide myself from everybody. (1)
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I'm glad to be working again at the same pace I was before I got diagnosed with AIDS.
Just worried that my 64 CD4 count will go down coz of stress and tiredness from work. But I'm fighting 💪
Doing my best to not be stressed. Yoga really is such a big help! Highly recommended💗
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It’s my schedule today at my hub for my 9th month as a PLHIV. Replenishing my ARVs and also getting my CD4 checked.
I’ll know this week if I’ve finally and officially survived AIDS 💗🫶
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I really think the death of my boyfriend in 2011 and then being diagnosed with HIV 6 months ago took all joy out of me. Everything that gave me joy does not anymore.
I choose to live, yes, but nothing gives me joy anymore.
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Hello, blood sibs!
The
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
is finally back for our 7th ep, tom SUN May 19 9pm.
Mag-celebrate tayo ng
#AIDSMemorialCandlelightDay
bukas. Kwentuhan tayo ng mga bagay na grateful tayo bilang PLHIV.
Pls RT 🙏
Set your 🔔 in link below!
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It’s my birthday today.
It may not be obvious but I do value myself. Sometimes, I look at myself & see a person who’s bn through so much, a person who’s just tired, a person w nothing left, & my heart breaks. I feel so bad for that person coz I know he doesn’t deserve all this.
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Hi blood sibs, question:
Nafe-feel niyo ba yung desire to be seen and understood?
Most of the time kasi I wish my friends understand what I’m going through, whether they know about my HIV or not.
It’s so hard for me to be the person they knew before I got my diagnosis.
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Surviving my first year of living with
#HIV
is really such an achievement. I didn't think I would make it but I'm still here. I am thankful 💗
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Hi, blood sibs!
Since bitin ang Ep1, let's
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
Ep2 this Sun May 28 9pm❣️
Let’s share and learn from each other. Kwentuhan tayo ng naranasan at naramdaman natin nung nalaman natin na tayo ay HIV positive.
Pls RT 🙏
Set your reminder👇
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Thank you to all the people who have been my safe space. I really don’t know what I would do without all of you. 🫶
Today is HIV Long Term Survivors Awareness Day.
People living with
#HIV
can feel discriminated, ashamed & alone.
They need spaces where they feel safe and supported.
Show that you are a safe space for
#PLHIV
by sharing this post 🫶
#StopTheStigma
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🥺💪💗
HIV+ and Cum Laude.
HIV doesn’t stop you to reach your dream. Laban 👨🎓❤️🎓
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To my partner who I lost to
#AIDS
, since it was Int’l AIDS Candlelight Memorial Day yesterday, here is a recording of my msg for you from last night’s
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
.
Thank you for always reminding me to keep on living. You will always be alive in me. I love you. Always.
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A thread of thoughts, questions and fears of a person living with HIV/AIDS
#PLHIV
#PLHIVdiaries
#LivingStoriesHIV
To my blood sibs feel free to QT and share yours. Maybe there’s some merit to sharing our deepest thoughts and fears. Might help others feel seen and less lonely.
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I’m enjoying not seeing my friends and just disappearing. I’ve stopped communicating with and seeing my friends and family and it’s quite liberating. It’s almost like dying. Eventually people will forget that i exist.
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Grabe I still feel so unlike myself. Ever since I was diagnosed, I find myself not knowing what to do or who I am anymore. I dunno what it means to be me. If that makes sense.
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I’ve been messaging the mental health counselor from my hub for several weeks now trying to get an appointment since I haven’t been in a good mental state. No reply. Nothing. Grabe.
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Starting to like this guy. Having second thoughts on pursuing this coz I have a feeling he will reject me if he finds out i’m PLHIV.
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Really hoping we get a cure for HIV soon :)
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Sometimes I just feel like I am nw just scraps of my former self. The trauma from losing my boyfriend to AIDS-related diseases, getting raped & now living with HIV has whittled away at who I was. Now, I am barely even a person. I don’t know who I am anymore.
#PLHIV
#LivingWithHIV
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Woke up today and felt like a failure. Having AIDS is such a blow to one’s self-esteem and self-worth no? Self-stigma is real.
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It will be my 9th month as a PLHIV on August 30. That means I’ll be getting my bloodwork again. Since my 6th month CD4 was 141, I really think my CD4 count will be above 200.
Waah! I can finally say I survived AIDS soon! 🫶
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Ayannn gumawa na ako ng logo and pubmat haha!
Hang out na tayo sa cozy evening tambayan natin sa Twitter Space,
#SpaceShift
🛸☕️
@icedcoffeechoc0
@goodboy_po
@DosAquarius
@lastsoul_05
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Been so busy this pride month that I forgot for a moment that I’m HIV positive. It’s nice to be reminded of the version of me pre-diagnosis.
But here I am again. Hi, HIV me.
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Hi blood sibs!
Since it’s been 6 months already, I dont have to drink isoniazid anymore. Are there any withdrawal symptoms from stopping taking isoniazid?
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I was doing well the past few weeks actually. But today I’m feeling quite sad. May mga moments talaga na parang gusto mo lang umiyak ulit.
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Chilling with my yoga friends and they were talking about this massage therapist na may red rashes sa arms that she was hiding daw. One of my yoga friends joked, “AIDS! AIDS!”
They don’t know I have AIDS. I was so offended tbh but I couldn’t say anything.
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If I can’t kill myself then I will just cut all ties with people. I wanna be alone. I will distance myself from everyone I will no longer see any friends. Sorry. I am tired of trying to be the person my friends/family knew. That is not me anymore. That version of me is dead. Bye.
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If I die, I hope my friends won’t be sad because finally I’ve escaped this terrible life.
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For those that missed our
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
Ep 5, here's the recording :)
It's our first
#PLHIV
community kamustahan! Thanks to everyone who joined and shared. Follow
@keeplivingplhiv
for updates on the next space! We'll be discussing Mental Health
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Happy International AIDS Candlelight Memorial Day everyone :)
Here’s to everyone I have lost to
#HIV
#AIDS
, to all those who have helped me in my journey and to all of my fellow blood sibs who are fighting and living with HIV together with me. ❤️
For International AIDS Candlelight Memorial Day,
let’s honor all those we have lost to AIDS and HIV,
those who continue to help the PLHIV community,
and those who are fighting and living with HIV.
#IACM
#AIDS
#HIV
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
#PLHIV
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Sometimes I look at people I work with or friends, thes epeople who don't know that I have AIDS, and sometimes I'm so jealous. And also for some reason i feel like I'm less than them.
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Sometimes I go back and listen to past episodes of
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
. It’s so nice to listen to blood sibs sharing their stories. We will be back with new episodes of our
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
Twitter spaces soon!
I miss meeting blood sibs and listening to their stories 💗
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I dunno how you guys do it, blood sibs. I’m so fucking tired of this. I don’t wanna live with HIV. Let me die with it.
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I have lots of plans for
@keeplivingplhiv
to help our
#PLHIV
community. Really hoping all these come into fruition. I hope all these projects help the community in some way 🙏
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In my entire life, I’ve never felt more lost, lonely, defeated and disconnected than I’ve been these last 9 months since i’ve been diagnosed.
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Kita-kita mamayang 9pm, blood sibs!🧣
Ep 6 of
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
this Sunday Sept 17 9pm. Ang topic ay ang ating mga experiences & challenges when it comes to mental health as a PLHIV.
Pls RT 🙏
Set your 🔔 in the link below! Kita kits, blood sibs!
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We’re back for our
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
’s fourth episode! Magandang kwentuhan ito about dating, relationship and love. Bukas Sunday at 9pm!
See you tom, blood sibs! 💗
Set your alarms and pls RT 🙏
Hello blood sibs! Na-miss na namin ang kwentuhan!
We’re back for another episode of
#LivingPLHIVSafeSpace
! Pag-usapan natin ang ating mga experiences sa dating, relationships and love as a PLHIV.
Kita-kita this SUN July 16 at 9pm!
Set your 🔔
Pls RT 💗
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It was such a nice experience to join the 3rd Annual National Positivity Summit 2023 yesterday!
It was so nice to be physically 2gether w my bloodsibs & advocates from around the country & to finally meet my PLHIV twitter friends in person!
Here’s to more summits & safe spaces!
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