Jade ♰ (11.6/25 lbs)
@losingjade
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TW┊5’4”┊hw/sw: 145lbs┊cw: 133.4lbs┊bmi: 22.9┊lw: 127.8┊gw1: 120lbs┊ugw: 90lbs┊she/her ❁ ཻུ۪۪♡ ͎ . ｡ ˚ sh-recovery ⚘ alt @losingjadee
shedtwt || 7️⃣teen
Joined November 2023
depth shaming is actually so upsetting to see. sh isn’t a competition, it’s a mental illness that causes self-mutilation. what is wrong with people!?.
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@ALICNSUPCRSTAR i wonder if she’s disordered too cuz there was basically nothing on that chopstick. .
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my edtwt intro since i have done one yet 🫶. -Jade.-still kinda new to edtwt .-6teen.-she/her.-height: 5’4.-cw + bmi: 145lbs ~ 24.9.-gw + bmi: 125lbs ~ 21.5.-ugw + bmi: 110lbs ~ 18.9.-interests: fasting, rotting in bed.-looking for moots <3.
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both will kill you, i’d rather be skinny dead then fat dead 😭.
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@cskcals i’m not bulimic but i’ve tried purging and it’s insanely hard. nothing would come up and i felt like dying.
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rt.
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@wiltingvamp sobbing cuz i’d break my fast for that and only that. and it has to be the entire box.
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@floeance no bc fr. Catholics and christians are so demonized yet so many people shame the religion or even mock the religion. don’t get me wrong tara yummy is very pretty but when she dressed as satan and jake as jesus, it was very uncomfortable to see. Plus jokes and parody of other-.
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opposite for me. i’m terrified to cut arms.
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THIS THIS THIS.
I’m stuck in a cycle of wanting to recover bc “i don’t want my body to be littered with scars and im already ruining my body with my ed” but then also “I already have a ton of scars, i need to go deeper before i recover”.
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i yearn to be an arm cutter but forced to be a thigh cutter.
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˚ ༘♡ ·˚꒰ᥕᥱᥣᥴ᥆꧑ᥱ t᥆ ꧑ᥡ page꒱ ₊˚ˑ༄ . ❥Jade.❥sixteen.❥5’4. ❥sw: 144lbs - 65kg.❥cw: 141lbs - 63kg.❥gw: 120lbs - 54kg.❥ugw: 99lbs - 44kg. ❥interests ~ rotting in bed + watching movies. ⇘ always looking for moots ⇙. ︵‿︵︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿︵‿.
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vape brands/flavor suggestions? might get razz or geek bar.
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@pussysushiqueen @3ddottie it’s crazy bc both can kill you. everyone dies bc of something and i rather do it skinny.
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i wish i knew how to purge bc this food is more then 2k cals 🧍♀️.
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i love talking abt food so nonchalantly saying stuff like “a frosted sugar cookie sounds so good rn 😩” knowing damn well i’m 43 hrs in on my 64hr fast, and if someone were to put it in front of my face i’d decline.
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@amiarexic @strawbrryeclair *EXTREMLY LOUD BUZZER*.it’s 24.9. ur just right there on the line of being overweight, especially when u never thought you’d be overweight or normal weight.
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i’m such a fat disgusting animal. everytime i make the slightest amount of progress i ruin it completely by getting to comfortable and forgetting my place. i’m too fucking fat and too dumb to be doing whatever i want. my bmi is ridiculous and my grades are horrible.
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i don’t have disordered eating patterns, i’m just starvemaxxing !! 😒.
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#edtwt . to anyone who’s fasted for a week or more, how’d you bring yourself to eat and what did you eat?. i’m literally terrified at the thought of eating rn and i’m on day 5 of 7. i’m scared i’m gunna binge or go over my cal limit. i don’t wanna gain any weight i’ve lost.
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@bwubbling i usually wear a loose fitting sweater or jacket and just put stuff in the waist band of my pants. don’t act suspicious that’s the biggest giveaway. don’t rush out or look back. if ir super worried buy something small. (in a game not irl. this is “not” real :3).
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i lowkey miss my reading phase. i read so many cool ass books. some of my favs have been.WTGP (want to go private).That’s not what happened .Girl in pieces.Ten . and literally so many others.
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wait to ppl rlly not know about pinching when cutting? like pinching ur skin and cutting it? cuz i do it all the time and thought it was normal 😭 .(vid example below || tw).
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ik my sister is autistic and everything but it kinda feels weird that she told me she wouldn’t care if i OD’d. like i can freely abuse pills without her caring but it kinda sucks that she would say that yk.
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i haven’t eaten in 5 days and i feel fat asf. wtf bro. is someone feeding me in my sleep or something!?.
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