I’m too fat to be on edtwt
This is embarrassing
I want my ribs too be more visible , my arms and legs to be small and bony , instead I’m just a fat greedy pig
I can’t even be a good an0r3xic
I will never look sick
How do I look ??
I’m sorry I’m so annoying lately but bmi guesses? I don’t look near my bmi at all..
Pls be honest I really hate my body sm more than ever lately
Tw: numbers ‼️
Why am I not loosing fast enough , I’m
literally trying ….
3.5 week difference (メ﹏メ)
Meanspo me pls!!! this is low key embarrassing bruh…
Guys help … I’m so jealous istg everyone else’s ribs are so much more pr0minient
Why do mine barely show 😭curse my big rib cage
I’m sorry if I sound weird but I don’t know how else to explain .. 😭not too sound creepy or anything but iykyk ig 😅
What makes me really mad that I had to be my lw of bmi 11’s in the WINTER…. Bruh I was freezing so bad istg this winter was absolute hell 😭. I was just waiting for summer to come so I could finally wear cute clothes n show off my new body without breaking a sweat . Instead at -
God what’s wrong with me I’ve gained so much :( pic of me currently, bmi guesses , I need to loose as soon as I get out of here I can’t stand my body ….
Guys I’m sorry if I’m really annoying but I promise I’m not trying to just “scream for attention “ I just feel sometimes that this is just a safe space for me …didn’t mean to upset anyone with my recent posts . I’m sorry if I upset anyone. . They want my intention
TW: tmi and gross
Something so scary just happend….
This should be a wake up call to me to not g4g mys with a toothbrush anymore 😭and just do my hands lol
While I was purg!ng I was using my tooth brush and I accidentally put it too far . I then choked on it and swallowed it 💀
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
I will loose w3!ght
Pls anyone help me
How can I fake 7.7 kg at my next appointment for my weigh inn
I really don’t want to be hospitalized again pls… I hate the hospital sm, I can’t take having to gain w3ight again and be miserable with myself even more .
Ed team is crazy 💀this is their gw for me by next year 😍
They expect me to gain literally almost double my weight …
They predict that I will grow like 3.81 cm in one year…
But bruh why do they want me to be OBESE…..
I will look like this again , as soon as I’m outta here I’m speed running back to bmi 11 or 9 actually , it will happen now I’m just an average bmi 15 💀in a matter of 1 month I gained like 12 lbs 😭
Things that I noticed at my lbmi ★
. No energy (hurt to walk a lot)
. Difficult to get up in the morning
. I could barely climb stairs
. I would be freezing 24/7
. It would be hard to talk / laugh
. Painful to sit / sleep
Do I eat a lot of carbs ?
I just thought about this bc of a tweet 🤔
I counted and I eat about 59.68-60 grams per day 😵💫. Is that bad, I feel like that sounds so high ~(>_<~)
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
Won’t be hospitalized
3 months ago I was somebody… I was actually somewhat anorexic, people cared about me being on the verge of dying. Now I’m just a fat nobody that nobody cares about 😀🥹
My doctor must have lied to me even tho he said the same thing to my mom
He told my mom 1 only gained 3.8 or 4 lbs but why does my scale say I gained 5.8 lbs ?? Is he a liar bc I’ve been eating 350 cals for 6 days but yet it says my weight is higher than what he says 🤨
Am I delusional or are my chest bones someWHAT visible 😭or am I stupid 🤡
I am literally about to hit vmi 13’s
Literally just a few grams 😑
My stupid body won’t loose fast ENOUGH
Being tubed is the only thing that makes me feel valid .,,, nobody understands. Yes it’s painful but not nearly as bad as the first time. I hate that it makes me gain but it’s less stressful than having to eat
Guys I don’t understand why some of my doctors this ti e won’t let me wear my clothes from home??? Literally every other admission it was not a problem until now?? I can only wear the gown and the ugly hospital socks 😭