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they/them. 😎 mental health/activism👩🏻⚕️Neurodivergent, chronically ill, Trying 🫡 Hail myself 🤟🏽 invisible disabilities matter 🖤
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Came across a book called
Too Fat
Too Slutty
Too Loud
And I’m like damn how did my memoir already get written
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@Maladroithe
I have spent almost all of my twenties going to doctors for all of the issues my mother refused to have me looked at for as a kid because she didn’t believe in modern medicine.
-ovarian cysts/menstrual issues: 3 months of periods just means toxins leaving your body!!!
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If you don’t know what this tik tok is referring to you’re fired.
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@Maladroithe
-gluten intolerant/IBS: encouraged to do cleanses to clean my gut
-bipolar: just a moody spoiled teenager, made me work 40hrs a week at 13 “to keep me out of trouble”
I had to lie to my parents when I got vaccines so I could work a a hospital because my mom HATED vaccines.
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WHY AM I CONSOLING CHILDREN WHO ARE IN MY ER FOR ATTEMPTED SUICIDE.
Pray for my patients that I’ve cared for this shift. My heart is breaking.
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@Maladroithe
Oh yeah, and I would sneak into weight watchers meetings with her and started the program WHEN I WAS TWELVE.
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Broke the record for most protestors at a rally in our town, so I’m pretty fucking proud of myself. Thanks to
@TrentMN
for supporting my activism and dealing with all my crazy ❤️❤️❤️
#BansOffOurBodies
#WomensMarch
#MyBodyMyChoice
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PRAY FOR YOUR PARISH STAFF
WE ARE VERY STRESSED
WE HAVE WORKED OVERTIME TO THINK THROUGH EVERY SCENARIO
YES YOUR SALVATION IS IMPORTANT TO US
PLEASE BE PATIENT, KIND, AND UNDERSTANDING.
WE WOULD APPRECIATE METAPHORICAL DONUTS UNTIL REAL ONES BECOME AVAILABLE AGAIN.
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Tonight I knelt in front of my patient as I cleaned their diarrhea off the floor and helped them get changed while loving on them to remind them of their dignity.
It makes up for the guilt I sometimes have for not making it to adoration/daily Mass all the time.
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Going to confession today for the first time in 6 months, pray for me ✌🏽
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My priest turned to me and said:
“I need you to teach us how to transform our parish life to sustain it online/unique ways.”
Millennials and under, this is our chance to stop our complaining about how the Church doesn’t cater to us and do something about it.
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Hot take:
If you don’t like the “modern” music at your church, then put in the work to find the one organ teacher in the tri-state area, spend the next 5-10 years in lessons and buying expensive equipment to practice on, and then be the organ player.
Be the change, people.
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Instead of writing off “ex-Catholics” as not worth your time because we’re “heretics and going to hell”
Maybe ask our stories.
Most stories will tell you where the church is lacking in empathy, charity, and grace.
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PRAYER REQUEST:
My patient tonight is actively dying. Can you all pray for them?
Priests that wanna pray some virtual last rites would be awesome too ✌🏽
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I was raped 9 months ago and when I went to a church leader about it she ignored the physical bruises on my body and instead preached to me why it was evil for me to have taken plan B (which is permissible in cases of rape, btw).
#churchtoo
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#DayOfTheHomeschooledChild
Heyyyy from your local traumatized homeschooled kid-
Homeschooling should be well-regulated and have regular home visits to curb abuse that kids endure at the hands of their parents. I wasn’t “mature for my age,” I was a third parent for my siblings.
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Hey you, yeah you!
Will you pray for me?
I just applied for an amazing job opportunity in mental health in my area that would give me better hours, better pay, and more respect for my knowledge and experience.
Will you pray that I get an interview??
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@luke_parker777
You can be the spiritual leader without being controlling, pushy, and someone who doesn’t respect boundaries.
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*cough cough*
Catholic bubbles (universities, missionary groups) can create unrealistic expectations for the age, timeframe, and overall feel of what a “good” Catholic relationship looks like.
You don’t have to have your ring by spring.
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I ACTUALLY HAVE GOOD NEWS!!!
I got news that I got a job today working for the state of MN as a direct support specialist for people who experience severe mental illnesses, intellectual disabilities, and people with traumatic brain injuries!!
I AM SO EXCITED!!!
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I don’t understand people who fat shame.
I think I’m beautiful, and anyone who says the opposite is worth blocking and reporting.
I mean, look at me! Also, I’m intelligent, kind, empathetic, sweet, and worth exploring and cherishing.
That’s not bragging, it’s just truth.
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Catholic straight people be so odd to the rest of the spectrum.
I was sharing my bi experience to someone and they touched me and said “I’ve..I’ve never met one of you before.”
He was dead-ass serious.
Don’t be a weird Catholic.
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@papayasnorris
Such a classy response. Getting to work in a safe and diverse workplace where your voice matters is so important and it seems like Red Bull might not be living up to that standard.
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Prayers for me, my sister, and one of her coworkers who attempted suicide earlier today.
I’m walking her through the steps of how to get them help.
I told her how proud I was of her for being brave, and she just said, “I can’t stop shaking I’m scared for them.”
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Well.
Continued prayers would be appreciated. I am having a dissociative episode and they don’t really know why and so I’m being sent to a program for a few days until I stabilize.
Mental illness strikes again.
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Hi, just wanna say that if you in any way tell a sexual/physical assault survivor that they were somehow asking for it or that they put themselves in the position to be assaulted
You’re a fucking asshole
And Ryan, if you find my Twitter,
With all love
Fuck you
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I swear if one more person uses a mental illness diagnosis as slang or joke about suicide I am going to spontaneously combust.
I’ve handled 3 overdoses in the past 24 hours because people want to die so badly.
Their despair is not your fucking punchline.
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Shot my shot with my crush and asked him out today.
Said he didn’t feel the same.
I did not spontaneously combust.
Actually feel liberated from the mental gymnastics I would have put myself through for the next several months if I would have just let it fester.
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What Steubenville conferences will look like soon...
@LayEvangelist
@frmikeschmitz
@jasonevert
@go2steubenville
#catholictwitter
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So in case you’re wondering if the church is a safe space for survivors of rape and sexual assault, at least for me, the answer is a resounding hell no.
#churchtoo
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When I say that no matter how sheltered a queer kid is they will still be queer, it’s because of this:
I grew up very sheltered. Homeschooled with A Beka book, church every Sunday (and then every day once I got my license), praying every day, going on multiple retreats a year.
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REPEAT AFTER ME:
THE SANCTUARY
IS NOT
A SOCIAL HALL.
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Hey all, can you send up emergency prayers for a friend who’s niece was just born but had Meconium aspiration and is in the NICU? Her name is Brynlee, and they’re thinking about taking her by helicopter to Gillette’s in the Twin Cities.
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Welllllllllll
I dropped out of school today.
This was definitely not how I planned this to go.
I’m sad, and yet so much at peace. I just have no frickin idea what comes next.
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“Hi, welcome to Starbucks, what can I get started for you today?”
Taking some time away from human services positions to fulfill a dream of mine: be a barista. I already feel full of life in a way I haven’t in years. Is this what it feels like to not be burnt out?
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Seeing les Mis tonight, I literally have been waiting for this day since I was 12 (I’m 28). Doors haven’t even opened yet and I’m CRYING. I’m going to be silently sobbing the whole time. Thank you
@lesmisofficial
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My friend of 13 years is being ORDAINED A PRIEST TODAY. I can’t go because of work (😭) but I’m going to his first Mass tomorrow and I just texted him asking if HE CAN HEAR MY CONFESSION TOMORROW.
BECAUSE HE’S A PADRE STARTING IN AN HOUR
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My priest said, “hey, do you want to make any videos for the parish?”
And this is all I have to show for it:
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My TL: “almost no one needs to go to college”
Well, then I guess you don’t need:
-doctors
-nurses
-librarians (yes you need a masters to be a head librarian)
-modern technology
-science
-weathermen
-accountants
-business managers
-immunologists
-priests
...
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So hi I made it into a
@BuzzFeed
article:
I’m the thumbnail and everything and I am FREAKING OUT
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Are there any parishes out there that do a “newbie” ministry? Like for the first 6 months someone’s in a parish, they get special access to a member of the staff and activities like hikes and Bible studies to give people new to the parish a head start?
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If you see a a series of concerning tweets on someone’s TL, it is completely appropriate to slide into their DMs and ask if they’re ok. You never know when someone is suicidal and is using social media as their last cry for help.
#suicideawareness
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Hot take:
Men complain about the alt once a month or so.
Women get their periods once a month or so.
So men complaining about the girls alt is really just manstrating.
Grow up and get an actual life, boys!!
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I went with my fiance to pick out my ring and asked for a lab diamond!! I got a bigger rock, a gorgeous one, and I never have to wonder about the ethical implications behind wearing it!
I have a question ladies
Let’s say u get proposed to. the ring is beautiful everything you wanted. your perfect ring. You say yes ur excited.
Then one day u go to the jeweler n u find out the diamond is lab made, a pandora ring, or something else. Are you upset?
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@Ryan_Daigler
I didn’t realize how bad it had gotten with my family until my husband met my brother for the first time. I remember crying in the car after and saying “am I crazy?? I’m losing it!” And he not only told me I wasn’t crazy, but was able to point out the manipulation he saw.
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I was always queer, I just didn’t have the language yet. Sharing it with family and friends is a whole other story.
Keeping your kid away from queerness will not stop them from learning who they are. But doing it will harm your relationship with them. I promise you it will.
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@lapittenger
Behold, the greatest 36 seconds of your life. Watch till the end, I promise it’s worth it
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Just popping in to say that the spiritual life alone is rarely enough to heal mental illness.
Saying so is damaging beyond belief, working in mental health sometimes the sickest ones are the ones who have been so deeply abused and warped by religious zealots.
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When I began to cry and ask him if he had deeply thought about what it would feel like to be in my shoes, raped brutally and violently, he came back with “and did you deeply think about what it would be like to be in your future child’s shoes before you took plan B?”
#churchtoo
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When I went to a priest about my rape, I was told I should have thought less about me and more about the potential future doctor or Pope I had murdered.
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We’re pooped so the photos will be incoming in the upcoming days, but thank you for all the love-mission accomplished!!!!
#TheTrepaniers
#TrentAndTheBlur
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@MichellebelleFX
@AriDrennen
Because they were breathing… you don’t administer CPR unless a person isn’t breathing and the mother indicated on the 911 call that Nex was still breathing.
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Maybe you should ask a woman instead of a man to write an article about what Catholic women want in a man 😂🙄
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If anyone can give me a good reason as to why men exist I will give you 10 brownie points.
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Y’all be talking about how great it was to gain an hour last night but ya better love on your hospital night shift staff last night who worked 13 hours instead of 12 so yo ass didn’t die on the table from round two of 1am-2am 😂
#FallBack
#DaylightSavingTime
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PRAYERS:
I have a majorly important meeting on Wednesday, please please please pray.
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One of the counter-protesters I encountered last night was like “well why aren’t you protesting all the aborted black babies?”
And I was like “sir I do that too.”
And he just looked at me like I was an alien, like it was a shock I could be capable of both
#blacklivesmatter
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The New Evangelization level 100 happening in the Match DMs
*yes he was succinctly blocked, he asked the sex question within 10 minutes of chatting 🙄
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I DID IT. We did an in-office assessment and that must have been enough for her because she’s gonna have me trial
Vyvanse! Will report back 🥰
Ok tomorrow’s the day I stand up to my psychiatrist and ask for ADHD testing and tell her nothing is working for my sleep besides cannabis so maybe that’s the route we should go instead
I CAN DO THIS
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Going to the ER with potential stroke symptoms, please send some love 😭
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@SBWorkersUnited
The store I used to work had a time where we had a male coworker that was sexually harassing us and instead of doing something about it my SM just had us keep a list on one of our phones with all of the stuff he was saying/doing to make us uncomfy and did nothing about it ✌🏽
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After 6 months, I am finally starting a new anti-depressant with a new psychiatrist I actually like. Huzzah for the hopes of this depressive state to clear so I can live again!!!
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TW: eating disorders
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Yall just sharing a small victory. I’ve struggled with EDs almost my whole life but I’ve been working so hard on intuitive eating with my dietician. We got Girl Scout cookies today, and a year ago I would have already eaten a whole box…
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Me: bless me father for I have sinned. Let’s start with the most recent: I almost got t-boned on the way here and screamed a *few* choice words over my praise music meant to get me in the mindset for Mass.
My priest proceeds to try his hardest not to laugh
Still
#nosingang
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I was stuck in a household with emotionally unavailable parents, friends I only saw twice a year (and wasn’t allowed to contact outside of those times), and siblings who eventually told me they hated me because they were “in my shadow” at church.
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The only messages I get through twitter are baby daddy requests and people telling me to delete my Twitter because I have a mental illness and either
1. Perpetuate stigma
2. Am an embarrassment to Catholicism.
To the tune of shots:
BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK
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One of the greatest sources of labor trafficking in our country is the US prison system but you ain’t ready for that conversation
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*rolls up sleeves*
So what am I supposed to do until I get married? Sit around and perfect my mom’s chili recipe until some dude “rescues” me because I am helpless without him?
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F in the chat, it’s my feast day
“If I am not, God put me there; and if I am, may God so keep me.”
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Just when 2020 arguably could not get worse, it did.
Love and prayers appreciated. Honestly rn don’t know how much prayer is gonna help cause I’m doubting, but I’ll still appreciate anything you have ❤️
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I will brag about my bouquet until the end of time. I told her I wanted something dark and moody with a pop of gold and roses and she aimed for the stars and KILLED IT. The Wild Orchid out of Corcoran, MN!!!
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Hi guys!!
@TrentMN
and I are getting MARRIED in a little over 24 hours, so if you have any thoughts, good vibes, any extra love to share, we will take it!!!
❤️❤️❤️
#TrentAndTheBlur
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Back on the mats tonight ❤️
Oh did I forget to mention I’m a second-degree black belt in karate with specialties in tactical combat, ju-jitsu, and kickboxing?
This girl got curves AND can kick your butt.
Who’da thunk i could be big and exercise at the same time?
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Also, most of us didn’t just suddenly pick up and walk away. For me, the doubts, fears, and shames have been 8 years in the making and probably tens of thousands of hours of prayer, study, and pure white-knuckling
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Had my first faith formation might with my 7th grade small group.
Each week all the adult leaders afterwards “clean the church,” which means go to the local bar for fellowship.
And among the raucous laughter and deep conversation I thought
“Maybe I do belong here.”
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Men: not all of us are trash!
Also men: I want to do *sexually explicit* to you, only dtf or fwb. Yeah, I want something serious but as soon as we get 15 messages in I’m gonna send you a dick pic or start to sext you. But I still want something serious.
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Ok but here’s the thing:
How can I ethically vote for a man who has such a flagrant disregard for human life that his rally in Wisconsin is now a super-spreader event?
Do you guys see that he gives NO FUCKS ABOUT YOU?
HE DOESN’T WANT YOUR FLOURISHING HE JUST WANTS YOUR VOTE
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…but I ate 4 or 5, realized I was full and I put the rest away until later. I listened to my body and a year ago I didn’t even know I had a body to listen to.
I just wanted to share in case diet culture/fatphobia has you in its throes-it can be different. ❤️
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When my godfather came out as gay, my parents completely cut him off from me-I was 8. They told me he was “very sick.”
I didn’t really even know about the queer community until I was in high school, and then I was quickly taught the party line: intrinsically disordered.
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Hey fam!
If you could pray for me this weekend, I’m helping do music at a retreat this weekend with a new band and I haven’t played in 6 months. I’m so nervous!!
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@leighfinke
I’m so grateful to have you as my representative! I appreciate all the hard work you put in for us ❤️❤️❤️
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@goingblondzo
Hi my interview for a secretary position at my parish didn’t go so hot and I’m in a heated discussion about the salvation of LGBTQ Catholics but here’s my face trying to release dopamine by smiling anyways 😂
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I was on the balcony of my apartment when someone pointed at the stickers on my car and said
“People like these should be shot in the back of the head.”
My most radical sticker?
“Healthcare is a human right.”
So I did the reasonable thing and bought more radical stickers.
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#InternationalWomensDay2020
High-five to every woman on the TL today for being the pinnacle of creation, keep holding your own and loving the sister next to you ❤️
I’m grateful for:
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Actually steph, shame is an awful thing and is not how God works. Guilt? Yes. Shame, no. The Sacraments are where shame goes to die. Praise God that I serve a crucified Lord who has the name of the “shame-bearer.” He bore our shame so we don’t have to carry it anymore ❤️
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#BreviaryViews
. I just came from spiritual direction and my priest was like “hey you should start reading liturgy of the hours, here’s a book of common prayer until you can find a breviary.” He didn’t know I’m getting a breviary in the mail from a sponsor 😭
#SignalGrace
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Even if you don’t agree with the protests, I beg all of you to attend one. Just go listen and watch what your communities are saying.
I went to my first tonight and I was overcome by emotion listening to people of color sharing testimony to the struggle...
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Well we learned this week that the new med is NOT my med, so it’s time to switch it up again.
Pray for me in the meantime, cause my brain is a scary place right now.
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@BreneBrown
@JoeBiden
Let me tell you I SQUEALED when I saw this notification in Spotify today ❤️❤️❤️ still reeling from the burnout episode but I will listen in the next couple days!!
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My sweet sweet Bishop Sirba, the bishop of the diocese of Duluth, my friend, passed away this morning on his way to Mass. if you could pray for the repose of his soul and for our diocese I would greatly appreciate it.
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