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LOOKING FOR WORK ✨ | 📝 Narrative Writer | Game Dev 🎮| Neurodivergent Potat || ❤️Otome | 🎶 AMG | 🐈 Jyozu'd my way around | どうぞよろしく || Looking for work! ||

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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
2 months
PSA to moots and anyone rly: THIS. Is NOT me. Lol Mine has single u. Not double. And I’m gonna change my pfp again. Since the imposter thought I look pretty enough to impersonate as me in that one
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@karmsdesu
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Senang je answer die as someone who has been going to hospitals for lifetime: No doctor will fucking take you seriously until it actually gets to a degree of severity they deem acceptable for medical attention
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Nak tanya la kat masyarakt2 Malaysia ni. Kenapa selalunya yang sakit perut dah seminggu lebih, kaki dah bernanah berbulan bulan, accident jatuh motor minggu lepas lepas tu kaki tak boleh bergerak, BARU la nak jumpa doktor hari ni? Tak marah pun, kita nk thu kenapa DELAYED? 🥲🙃
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@karmsdesu
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@pntbutterguzzlr Is she seriously comparing vagina to a shoe or I am just rly dumb here 🫠
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
Hey everyone, KL peeps, if you are looking to adopt an overly manja oyen, please #adopt this beloved handsome oyen. Due to some unfortunate circumstances, we can’t keep him anymore; I’d love to have him re-home with a serious, loving family. Pls DM me & RT appreciated Tysm
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@karmsdesu
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I’ll say first: 1. That Nameless fcking system set by him: every new interns that came in on the work discord will be nicknamed ‘Nameless’, they’ll get bashed if they even try to change it. Intern will only earn their ‘name’ back after they proven themselves
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
@nzranasr From volume 50% teriba dolby atmos 110% 😂 This reminded me years ago staff counter shouted for “NAJIB” 4 times and then he stopped calling a while until one dude gingerly came to the counter so guy went “Najib ke?” Guy look so embarrassed
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Also I do not fucking forget: I was promised RM1500 as a full timer and under 3 months probation. But on my 2nd month when shit rly went down hill bcs I was suddenly pulled into an existing client project, and performed ‘poorly’ My final salary cut from RM1500 to RM500
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@karmsdesu
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7 months
*grabs megaphone* EH KIMAK CENSOR YOUR FUCKING LOCAL MALAY MOVIES YANG BERIA-RIA TUNJUK AJARAN SESAT DAN UNSUR LUCAH DRAMA PUKUL 9 MALAM FIRST Don’t pretend like you NEVER saw that movie indicating a BJ. Bangsat. Traumarized asf remembering it rn
@LexKua
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7 months
Censorship only makes people more curious. If it exists and people want to see it, they *will* find a way. Arguably, it’ll make whatever you’re trying to censor even more popular. Be adults. If you don’t like or agree with some content, just don’t watch it. Easy right?
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@karmsdesu
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6 months
Bcs siapa suka tahan sakit? Seriously. But have you ever rly wonder when doctors downplay your pain so much it makes you feel like ‘oh maybe I am shit at enduring pain haha’ Too many times I hear more docs scolding patients w/o listening UNTIL it gets too serious Fuck off
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I’ll never forget: When he heard me cry in a call, he goes “What the fuck you crying for? Don’t be so weak.” Even after he said “No wonder your dad is disappointed in you. I would be too if I were him.” My sis came in the room saw me crying after the call,
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Yall What if I make a visual novel otome game this time Entirely on Google Slides?
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I know some people said I’m being brave for speaking out, tbh I’m actually scared and been shaking since I tweeted this much and the rage kept me going. If anything I am just very angry, not brave. I wouldnt be this vocal if I didnt have the support of others so thank you
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Some pics of the berbulu Please adopt him and carry on the love and care for him
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
It’s opening a lot of old wounds, all that 6 months of trauma with them still fresh in me but for now I just want to say thank you.
@JL_icious
🌈🍉JLicious
10 months
Saqina's game studio, Persona Theory Games, has been accused of sexual harassment, covering up said incidents, and other workplace misconduct. She should not represent the Malaysian game industry on the future of inclusivity. TGA should conduct investigation on their nominees.
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@karmsdesu
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KASJFASF I I FINALLY DID IT!!!! AFTER (god knows how long) I MUSTERED UP THE COURAGE AND FINALLY UPLOADED My personal VN game on my own Itch page!!! It's not the best but I finally did it T__T omg feck and that was so straight-forward I can cri-
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
7 months
Also, my last QRT for this while I am still processing bcs why not? I rly have no filter today: TALK. TO. VICTIMS. YOU ARE NOT GOING TO EVER GET ANSWERS FROM THESE STUBBORN ASF MONSTERS. TALK TO VICTIMS YOU KNOW. BELIEVE THEM.
@VirtualSEAsia
Virtual SEAsia
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Malaysian indie game studio Persona Theory Games has been rocked by allegations concerning toxic workplace behavior and sexual harassment. Read the whole story:
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@karmsdesu
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I get the frustration & the anger like yeah why let it get worse over a long period of time and then only want to see doctor Cause wait too long then it gets worse then it’s more troubling etc blah blah But jumpe awal ‘not that bad’, so wait until it GETS THAT BAD LA HAHAHA
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
LOLLLL I got hired???? IT SEEMSSS???
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Lol idk if some of yall who had followed Saqina and noticed that months ago when she was globe trotting and flying around, making connections and went on shopping spree The staffs were still suffering from pay cuts and some still got their salary delayed
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
9 months
@yukicchuu Seeing HypMic in this made me chuckle too hard ehuehue
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
6 months
Also not speaking abt me but from what I observe w/other patients that I have also stayed in same ward with: Nobody, and I mean NO patients at all nak tunggu sampai dah bengkak sgt ke dah bernanah ke ape ke baru nak jumpa doktor If they COULD, mmg nak pun pegi jumpa doc asap
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
Turning 31 in a few minutes so I celebrated Birthday Eve with high school sweethearts <3 ✨💖
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Saqina just always there in any of the calls while perpetrator would go on a yelling rampage and insult tirade on everyone, calling me a shit, calling the juniors shit and calling interns inexperienced shit He sometimes even goes around yelling stop watching your goddamn porn
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
Just an advise no one asked for but I still wanna share: To game devs doing #OtomeJam , I really want to suggest a few notes: 1. PLEASE PLEASE pace yourself. Burn out from start to finish can be very real. 2. If you collab w/ppl,
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
I have yet to disclose much on the sexual harassment stuff, it was more personally traumatising for me bcs I still carry that guilt & shame. But I got this far with the support of my close friends & those in the know, I’ll share only abit: TW first: sexual harassment
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
And when this was happening, SAQINA LATIF OF PERSONA THEORY GAMES WAS IN THE FUCKING CALL WHILE HE INSULTED AND USED MY DAD AGAINST ME I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGET
@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I’ll never forget: When he heard me cry in a call, he goes “What the fuck you crying for? Don’t be so weak.” Even after he said “No wonder your dad is disappointed in you. I would be too if I were him.” My sis came in the room saw me crying after the call,
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
2 years
@tattsunss I dont even genshin but this is by far the funniest genshin seiyuu tweet I come across pfftt
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
And the biggest irony tbh is that as the face of Persona Theory Games, she tries to be representative for women and the young budding game devs And yet for my time working there, even she gets yelled at, humiliated and insulted by the perpetrator And she just takes it
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
Lol. What a way to wake up for a new day: I got fired.
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@karmsdesu
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Malaysian Malays at it again What is there to prevail laaaa WOI Yall fucking bullied my Chinese mom & call me a Cina sampah until I actually flash out my fucking IC & then you all wanna go ‘Oh campur tapi asalkan you lagi melayu-‘ Point is: Yall are GREEDY
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
Mine took 3 months for him to finally give me back my name. I thought was weird but didnt realize how degrading it was until I told a friend abt it 2. In nearly every WIP meetings he would yell, or call you a piece of shit or an idiot. I don’t even remember sometimes if
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I’m actually very hesitant to speak out too much abt the abuse I went through bcs not only do I not want to relive the trauma but I don’t want to think of the pain of not being believed or being blamed for ‘letting it happen’ or ‘not knowing better’ at the time
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
Persona Theory Games. Most of us started with you as our first job. Our first internship experience. Our first time working in a game dev industry. You were my FIRST game dev company and the first longest lasting full time job I had before I left.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Now that the 6 months trauma are still fucking fresh, the bitterness I feel is even more painful
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
8 months
… dude does not know Jigglypuff. Sad. /s
@xgigglypuff
giggly ♡
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since i keep getting accusations that my username makes it seem like i do porn? hello!!! It’s based off of JIGGLYPUFF THE POKEMON. I’m a Pokémon fan. I stream pokemon games. if you hear a pokemon name and think that means porn, then go to your local church and REPENT 😭😩
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@karmsdesu
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He’d say things like “I know where you live, so don’t fuck with me” and iirc one time he laughed while saying he can ask HR our address and find us to smack us in the face. No, we don’t think it was funny, most of us awkwardly laughed.
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@karmsdesu
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8 years
@twt_malaysia my 5 out of 7 cats XD The other 2 camera shyy
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@karmsdesu
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2 years
These are so beautiful. It's very relaxing to see these on my feed <3 Please give a follow!
@Omorphia1
Omorphia | Background Art Illustrator 🎐
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Hi I'm Omorphia, and I like to create a relaxing room like this.🍃 #ArtistOnTwitter
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
5. I still remember he threatened me saying that for every work mistake I made, my pay will be cut by each mistake. So if I made more mistake, I get paid even less. I only found out later this shit was considered illegal
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I’m used to and okay with superiors who drop f-bombs and vulgar language like ‘yeah this is fucking good’ but NEVER addressed as ‘Fucker’ at work by a boss so this was my first 3. Randomly will threaten to go to your house if you so much piss off his morning.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Please reshare this - more victims are coming forward and if it werent for @JL_icious ’s post here, none of us would have been motivated enough to speak out
@JL_icious
🌈🍉JLicious
10 months
Saqina's game studio, Persona Theory Games, has been accused of sexual harassment, covering up said incidents, and other workplace misconduct. She should not represent the Malaysian game industry on the future of inclusivity. TGA should conduct investigation on their nominees.
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@karmsdesu
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To add: Tbf kadang2 kite sendiri pun tak tau that our pain threshold can be so high, what seems like pain scale 10 to others is just a mild endurable 5. Like kaki tu bengkak can be many reasons but painful regardless, suddenly oh shit actually due to other pains
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
11 months
@kotakakifirfan @thegrxyvibe @freelancer Build portfolio. Qualification ni bukan tak penting tapi die mcm extra je. Ade yg ade qualification tak mahir sgt menulis. So build a portfolio. Kat google ade je sample for ‘writer portfolio’ or ‘portfolio for writing’. Asalkan ade sample writings. Karangan ape2 pun boleh je
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Ok last one before I rly crash bcs I just remembered this, & I think this is crucial for me to share esp on possibly why most former interns & victims are afraid to speak up about persona theory: This happened twice. PTG does have a bad rep with some unis that
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
2 years
@MeganeTenshi98 okay the real question is: why on earth are we on this level of even POLICING who we simp on in the first place? Srsly, who are we to decide for others who simps for who? This shouldnt make me mad cuz this otome discourse is getting out of hand but wow, this is the FIRST
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
And incase anyone’s curiously wondering why they chose to keep the unpaid internship, I can at least tell you what I was told by one of the founder herself when I asked: “I want these interns to know that when they have our name on their resume, it will help them more.”
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
7 months
Does anyone need to be reminded that it’s on fucking TV3 that has more Malay dramas consisting scenes of gang rapes? My fucking 14yo brain never forgets this shit ok. Never. Movies with LGBTQ movies are so much more educational & wholesome. Jfc
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@karmsdesu
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thats a beautiful spin holy-
@lovedawoon
dyl✰
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this some cunty shit from Tekken but irl
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10 months
Eh btw, I’m surprised somehow no one has so far mentioned that Persona Theory Games had another game called ‘Project Half Light’? It’s a game that focuses on bullying and harassment btw. The irony isnt it?
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
If you talked to enough people who used to work in PTG and worked for Kabaret, me included Some of us really hate the game. Even seeing our names on the credits just make us wanna throw up Some of us just rly want to project to be over & why we even stayed to the end
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
I do not ever fucking forget because I was struggling financially at the time. I was only really lucky I had a bit extra from my freelance writing gig (which paid more if I had more time to write to meet my quota) And then what happened?
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
He ever truly calls anyone by name unless he really wants something from them. Now that I remember clearly, every goddamn morning just dreading to even get on the morning meeting knowing hes there and ANYTHING can piss him off enough to call you a piece of shit
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Thank you thank you SO SO MUCH for this. You have NO idea how grateful I am to actually see this from you. I used to with PTG under marketing & PR so we only got introduced once. I left before last year’s Level Up KL so we didnt get to meet But thank you for this
@sarahhana
Sarah Johana 🌸🌱
10 months
Saya telah mendengar tentang apa yang terjadi di Persona Theory Games. Beberapa korban adalah rekan terdekat saya dan saya turut prihatin atas kejadian ini. Terima kasih pada para korban yang sudah berani bersuara. Tak terbayang berapa besar kesulitan yang kalian harus hadapi...
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
Delayed my September salary until I had to email again to remind her of my overdue September pay So I only got my RM500 in November I actually cried when I saw the payment in my bank cause I could finally get groceries
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
So while she was also out there ‘representing women in games & inspiring young game devs’ She left an entire studio financially STARVING I mean I would also know cause she delayed my payment for 2 months before she left for Singapore
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@karmsdesu
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6 months
Kalau ikut logik ni kan, mcm suruh org - perempuan atau laki pun semue mampus je la. “La takut ape? Die bukan serial killer ke ape” Ada ke serial killer reveal themselves as serial killers BARU nak kisah kalau org takut nak mati ke tak? Tf
@danialfaiz2809
kuih cara goreng
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Honestly deep inside my heart i said the same thing..? laki tu bukan serial killer nak bunuh ka apa. Lain cerita la kalau mcm tu
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@karmsdesu
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I’ll never forget when I had severe cramps from my protein and potassium IV drip, that one nurse actually asked me what was my pain scale so I said a 10 She then asked me “Betul ke? 10 ni dah sakit macam tgh beranak tau” 🫠 so on a scale 1 to 10, I have to be giving birth la
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@karmsdesu
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6. 1 hour full of yelling and shouting of just him calling people idiots and ‘no brain’. I remember at least 2 interns that have broke down sobbing in vc 7. One day he calls you a piece of shit, next day he tells you he does it cause he cares & helps u to be a better person
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10 months
I’ll admit, I genuinely really cared for the people, the work that they do and I even did respected him and her - I looked up to them. I endured because I rly believed in them. So I still carry that SICKENING guilt of knowing I did care
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
Don’t mind me to explain this but it’s not too weird tbh bcs for those who worked closely (me to) with the very person who directed the entire game, he always preach abt how life is about going thru the hard stuff ‘to be better’ & enduring abuse makes you stronger
@najmi
Najmi The Kampung Nerd 🎮
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It’s weird for a game that focus on abuse, suicide and similar subjects, yet the developer themselves actually treat their intern like that and cause the abuse. Totally lost respect towards them.
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
4. Our working hours were 10-6. If he thinks you still do sloppy work by 6pm, he’ll tell you to just eat dinner at your desk and finish the work. Frankly I don’t think anyone ever gets paid OT.
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@karmsdesu
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I haven’t properly made a post yet but I want to at least put it out there first: I’m really open to take up any form of data entry & wfh/remote admin, clerical work. Even for a monthly RM400 enough for groceries & my own medical needs will be enough atm. Will DM resume if need
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@karmsdesu
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8 months
@TheVenusDarling Surprisingly this makes me much giggly & happy. I used to get triggered rly quick even from hints of it from the scenes you mentioned, bcs esp the bj scene was smth related to my past that I got scared of sex for the longest time. This La Luna scene is just too adorable
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@karmsdesu
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Hasn’t been hard for me since I’ve been doing it for years. But the best example I had was using my mom. “So my mom is Chinese. She can’t enter majority of the public unis here bcs shes Chinese.” “They hate Chinese or smth?” “Without saying it, yes.”
@Sivavmn
CEASEFIRE NOW🏳️‍🌈 🍉
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How do you explain to non-Malaysians that in 2024 we have universities that only admit the majority race?
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@karmsdesu
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You’d see her openly being vocal abt everything else including women rights etc But in the studio, most of us witness even she gets the verbal abuse And she still goes “Thats just how he is” So. Irony.
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@karmsdesu
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10 months
So honestly right now while I am glad this has been brought to light, I still want to say that with this many victims speaking out and coming forward I beg you to please believe us. And please, none of us want this.
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
S-so moots & twittah… *twiddles thumbs* Guess who gonna be a game writer in 3 weeks..? uwu
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
Guys, an update but tbh, I seriously had the best date ever. Just… the best. Real otome love interest, we kissed, I even cried bcs he gave me bday & new year gifts prepared within the 7 months we’ve been talking I’m the happiest today But just god, fuckin’ cops
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@karmsdesu
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Honestly when I heard that response I seriously wondered if I should’ve not even mentioned how painful it was (potassium IV drip was burning inside..) and just fine whatever sleep it off Like ok I guess I’ll just uhh
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@karmsdesu
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I hate him, I hate her, I hate all of them so fucking much. For 6 fucking months. I suffered for 6 months and managed to get out. There are others who have been there for a year or more and he BROKE them.
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@karmsdesu
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Ok I really doubt so but but If.. IF this gets at least uhhhh…UHHH 30 likes then I’ll really Really do an entire otome visual novel game on Google Slides. No cheating. Just 30 to kick my ass to do it. WHICH I DOUBT WILL HAPPEN LOLL
@karmsdesu
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1 year
Yall What if I make a visual novel otome game this time Entirely on Google Slides?
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“The experience they get putting our studio name on their resume is a big recognition. Much more now that we are recognized by Playstation.” And yes of course part of my dumbass thought she may have a point, I also knew much later That just translates: ‘We pay w/exposure’ lol
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@karmsdesu
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If you ask me if I’d be willing to see my mom go through all that abuse for years and another 5 years to get a divorce cuz bastard refuse to talak satu? Nope. She’s happier now, remarried to a better man. Divorce is liberating, it’s worth glorifying.
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@karmsdesu
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OH OH OH!! Somebody finally replied me for a potential writing gig Dont wanna jinx but 🥹🥹🫠🫠🥹
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
I wish ppl srsly stop saying that mint flavor taste like toothpaste Do you DRINK DOWN SWALLOW AND LICK YOUR TOOTHPASTE OFF A DAMN SPOON OR SOMETHING? Getting old la babi
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@karmsdesu
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When my sis & coop in RE6: Sis: YOU PLAY DEVIL MAY CRY. HOW ARE YOU SO BAD AT THIS??? Me: DMC IS UNLIMITED RELOAD & DANTE'S A HALF DEMON WTF Later: Me: For someone who plays Stardew Valley, you really have no chill. Sis: For someone who plays DMC, you suck at guns
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@karmsdesu
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1 year
@nzranasr CBTL, Gigi Coffee, Whisk are my go-tos if I’m at the mall. If kat HKL, Coffee Bot machine is the best, for cheaper also. Their matcha espresso *chef’s kiss*
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@karmsdesu
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Thank you. You might have left when I already joined and so I could relate to all thats been said. I was also under Saqina’s PR & Marketing team. I’m sorry you had to shoulder so much on your own but I’m glad you speak out and thank you for your bravery to do so.
@antarnis_
William┏ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ┛ 🔜 Tokyo Game Show
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Also the ‘perpetrator’ himself one time as he was yelling at the interns in a late WIP meeting said that interns should be paying them for the industrial experience instead. Ah. ‘Fun times’.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Ever since I left, I never ever take unpaid internship. Ever.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
agnwkngwekjngwjke well holy shit I mass applied to 40 over job applications all in 2 days just days ago and I DO NOT FUCKING REMEMBER HALF OF THE JOBS I APPLIED. LOLL And now 4 of them called, messaged and emailed me for interviews T___T
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
To add tho, one of the good things coming out of this is not only the support and solidarity as a victim But I also am grateful I got to meet quite a lot of creators & lots of talents from the community. And most of you have renewed my motivation & passion to pursue game dev
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Reading this again, this is making me tear up. I can even hear his voice saying what he said here. This bastard does this all the time. Most of us just get tired arguing and just nodding along. If you do keep arguing, he’ll provoke you even more thinking he wins
@BurhanPlays
Burhan
10 months
Here's the story of our uncomfortable encounter with the individual.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Is this considered self-care if I am dragging myself out on a solo date? Yes? Yes.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
3 years
I’m fostering them until all of them get to a good home. I’m not expecting an adopter to take all of them - actually one adopter so far intends to adopt the bengal-looking one. But I’m fostering for one month more since she just got sick.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
A convo with a junior would go like this: Him: Do you admit you are a piece of shit or not? Junior: I admit I am a piece of shit Him: Like not sincere. Do you know what wrong you did? Say again. So you admit you are a piece of shit? Junior:Yes I admit I am a piece of shit
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
My diet and health went into shits when I worked with them. My chronic kidney disease relapses came back twice in just few months. I had an inflamed jaw pain last time. Even after taking 2 weeks break to rest, each breaks I come back from, it gets worse. It wasn’t just crunch
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I didnt get to say this earlier but To the ones who listened, believed and supported us just by being vocal on your stance, thank you. To the ones who were angry and sad for us, and spoke up for us, thank you. Again, I kept this all in for a year. So I am that grateful
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
8 months
Soooo if anyone kinda remembers... last year I tried to challenge myself to do a full or even attempt an otome visual novel fully on Google Slides...
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Playing a bit of Speakeasy demo by @OpenLateGames and omg I think maybe I got waaay too excited This is why maybe not advisable for me to stream otome games :x @kohicup & some others have seen how jewgnjwkengken I get when I see VERY GOOD LOOKING MEN IN SUITS FUUUU
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
And… new update: Simba just got adopted today. With a lovely family, I believe and really hope he’ll settle well. I’m gonna miss him but hes in good hands. Thank you to his new family, to everyone here. Really.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
RT this to emphasize again why most of us, at least some ppl I know & spoke to are hesitant to speak out: Aside from them bragging abt their connections, the abuser himself had made vague threats about ‘gossiping’ or ‘talking bad abt them’. Twice, in the times I was there
@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Ok last one before I rly crash bcs I just remembered this, & I think this is crucial for me to share esp on possibly why most former interns & victims are afraid to speak up about persona theory: This happened twice. PTG does have a bad rep with some unis that
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I hate them. I hate them with every fiber of my being.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Ready for 3rd date! Wearing my lucky dress that was a gift by sis <3 heee
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
8 months
Update: Any amount helps. You helped me get home safe.
@nonbinarystarz
jo 🍉 ceasefire now!
8 months
Jas( @karmsdesu )'s mom has brain cancer and just fell in the parking lot. Jas herself is chronically ill and currently unable to work. They don't have enough money for further tests/treatment/therapy. Please consider donating to help get her mom (and her) some help.
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
8 months
B-btw everyone ;-; the game is free to download, and it's really rough WIP altho I'm super proud of it when I just replayed my own build for it. But I just saw someone paid $10 for it & there were tears in my eyes. T_T I-I dunno who you are but thank u so so much.. pls enjoy
@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
8 months
KASJFASF I I FINALLY DID IT!!!! AFTER (god knows how long) I MUSTERED UP THE COURAGE AND FINALLY UPLOADED My personal VN game on my own Itch page!!! It's not the best but I finally did it T__T omg feck and that was so straight-forward I can cri-
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Still very overwhelmed by how much traction this got. But Simba has been adopted. Hes in good hands, and he’ll live his best from here on. Thank you. This was my last pic w/him before he left. Gonna miss him but… it’s been a great 10 years w/him
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Hey everyone, KL peeps, if you are looking to adopt an overly manja oyen, please #adopt this beloved handsome oyen. Due to some unfortunate circumstances, we can’t keep him anymore; I’d love to have him re-home with a serious, loving family. Pls DM me & RT appreciated Tysm
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
I still remember I was almost driven to suicide when the tip of the sexual abuse got too much, it took all of me to call @nonbinarystarz who really took the time and all their open, non judgemental heart to listen And really convinced me none of it were my fault
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
10 months
Lets not even talk about social life. Every goddamn Saturday required to do stupid community streaming and shit. I remembered being out on my first date in 9 years, suddenly I get a message if I can come online to help with the saturday stream And because HE would be there,
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@karmsdesu
Jas. Karms
1 year
Yknow, one way you can show support to victims of sexual assault, esp if u know the abuser is to just Say ‘I’m so sorry that happened to you.’ Not ‘But I know them for so long! Cannot be!’ Makes me wanna throw up just writing this
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