@PlayKitty6
my limit is 500 cals a day, and like once every 1 to 2 weeks I go over (up to 750 cals) for a day to get some energy back when I start to feel too weak ! (like a metab day)
am I anorexic enough if I eat like 800 calories a day
no bc the 500 limit is starting to be UNBEARABLE and I even lose more when I eat more but I feel so unvalid when I do
do you think I can call my back skinny cause I think I almost could but I don't want to embarrass myself. 💀
what bmi I look like on this pic?
#edtwt
#bodycheck
#wieiad
@ratsinbags
HELP I FEEL THAT when I was 11 after discovering ed insta I decided to "become anorexic" (I was stupid asf) then I skipped dinner only to eat 1000 c4ls of chocolate all night long 💀
guys I had a click yesterday on how my ed made my family's life a living hell cause a massive argument exploded cause of it. (no one wants to speak to each other now... I hate it...) I think I decided to recover.
at least semi recovery and eating 900 cals a day. would it be okay.
@yulifarasha
from the white thing in the pepper !! it's just yogurt mixed with tuna with some lemon juice and spices, very simple but it taste awesome and it has an awesome protein/calories ratio
I overate. can I still call me sick if I don't compensate.
im gonna be honest I don't want to even feel bad this time. I felt so weak, I needed it. but not feeling guilty makes me feel like im not sick anymore and im just a liar
I was crying in my mom's arms she was hugging me and the only thing she found to say among all the comforting she could've done is "omfg the way I can feel your spine so bad" like why do everything always has to be abt this this made me so upset.
my grandpa visited us for the first time in a while last week-end, as soon as he saw me, he started shouting : "OMG DID YOU BECOME ANOREXIC??" in a worried tone
biggest compliment ever smh ill never forget it
I have a question for ppl who lost alot of weight : did ppl around you notice? I literally lost 28kg in 10 months so far and literally no one I know noticed, except ppl who see me eating bc they saw I cut down on food
just saw a reel of someone who said she used to eat 500 cals a day deep down in her ed and people in comments were SHOCKED like i had forgot "only" eating 500 calories a day is CRAZY for non-disordered ppl I miss this ignorance sometimes
@paxtonmaxton
as for steps im very sedentary (I rlly dont have the energy to walk 🥲) I try to walk around 2k to 4k steps a day but yes I don't walk much at all !
@paxtonmaxton
it changed alot all along my journey but currently im having a 500cals daily intake with some days (once every 1 to 3 weeks) where im allowed up to 750 for metab and also to "recharge my energy" when im starting to feel too weak.
@madorexic
same girl but that doesn't change the fact that your ed is valid 🫶🏻 let's say that at least we're not looked after every second to make sure we eat enough
*trying to fast*
my fast metabolism brother : shows up in the living room, sits in front of me, pulls out 6 FUCKING CHOCOLATE BARS W/ A KINDER JOY AND EATS EVERYTHING AT ONCE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ??? and i know he won't even gain weight with this arg I HATE HIM