im gonna be 18 in a few months and idk i feel like im getting too old to have an ed (even if ik it doesn’t work like that, god i wish i could just "grow out of it")
@1111malaika
this is my worst fear that i will be judged bcuz of my ed and labelled as a horrible person bcuz ppl like these feed into the stigma of ppl suffering from eds are all like these vile and horrible toxic ppl.
@jayasdoll
i dont think anorexia is tied to a specific intake or weight. i think it matters more what goes down in ur mind when u eat or dont or how u look at urself, ur habits tied to food, exercise or ur body in general. i could talk abt this endlessly, but girl u r valid <33
@coconut_1375
i feel like i have to be perfect. academic validation was always a big part of approval when i was a kid, so i felt perfect. now, i feel like i have to be perfect in every way, even if im a mess inside, i have to be perfect on the outside
took lax yesterday and a few hours ago i was fighting for my life, i genuinely thought i will die on the toilet, but made it, slept for a while and then woke up 2kgs lighter. (don’t abuse lax tho, i didn’t shit in a week)
@Zee22451430
LMAO, my grandma has a ton of old books, like original russian dostoyevsky books, cuz she speaks russian like perfectly,,, kinda jealous ngl😑😑