intro to
#edtwt
✩ 18 | she/her
✩ lesbian & latina
✩ pro recovery!!
✩ dni if non edtwt or fatphobic
✩ here to hold myself accountable and stay motivated
♡ / ↻ to be moots :))
@eridiumdreams
my mental health counselor last year told me that when i quit sh and then relapsed in my ed it was because i was finding another way to punish myself… she wasn’t wrongg😬
@edtwtconfessing
a friend of mine started out this way when we were 16 and now she wakes up in the morning and smokes cigarettes and is always high pls just don’t smoke
trying to snack on low cal things like fruit/gogurt instead of binging on chips/candy this is so hard bc i am a sweets fiend and i want chocolate or pop tarts so bad rn
trying to figure out why i feel basically indifferent to everyone i swipe on on hinge and then i remember that i have the biggest crush on someone and i don't want anyone but her but there's no fucking way she likes me bc she acts so uninterested 99% of the time. cant do this
@ryabolic
i rlly am thinking about it when i get back to school bc there’s no sustainable way to eat like i do now because of how active i am with dance and everything i do during the week and i miss the gym. we’ll see :)
@4olll1ke
lose it, bmi calculator, LIFE (for fasting), fastient (to calculate how many cals i’m burning for the fast but idk how accurate it is. it just helps the delusions), pinterest!!!! good for finding workouts and bod inspo, and twt ofc
@rkgked01005
u should see if there’s a rock climbing gym somewhere near u :)) bouldering is so fun!! i get depressed if im not consistently doing one of my active hobbies like that/ballet/dance/gym
i go back to college in a week and i am terrified that my friends will catch wind of my ed when i get back bc i plan on making a lot of diet changes and skipping a lot of means. also terrified of failing and gaining back the weight i lost😁
@cak3batt3rpuk3
got super drunk at a club and made out with a guy (i’m a lesbian) in front of like four of my friends (they took vids) and then when he left to go to the bathroom i started crying and we had to leave
@rkgked01005
the oscar mayer ones are delicious!! my favs are the cheese dogs ones but the target by my dorms never have them so i get the plain but they’re both good and around 110 cals
@bedbug04
i do. my pants are a little tight at the thighs but my ass looks good in them so 🤷♀️ i don’t think any denim bottoms would fit me tho bc ass is too fat 😎