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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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"what's stopping you from being happy?" this shit
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@darkblondewaif
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@kushhstarbaby just an average egirl who would do absolutely anything for male attention
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@darkblondewaif
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@lilfawn03 "naturally skinny" means a person who doesn't give a shit about their food and weight, eats whatever they want and just happens to be underweight 💀 speaking from experience
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@darkblondewaif
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@calorierefuser i heard p€d0s sell edtwt bodychecks on telegram and put them on porn sites
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@darkblondewaif
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@lees3olvr edtiktok makes me want to go skydiving without the parachute
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@darkblondewaif
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@hearts4thinspo this always triggers the shit out of me
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@darkblondewaif
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@yeri7luvr don't say you're anorexic unless your BMI is 1 🙄🙄🙄
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@darkblondewaif
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@prankishtom girl with the mirror that made her look bmi 14, girl who weighed herself on the carpet, that one emo 12 yr old, archer, that one thread abt yogurt
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@darkblondewaif
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@uhhhhigurashi i do this, i just can't wait for someone to ask me "how are you so skinny" and i can say "fast metabolism 🥰🥰😘😘🤪🤪🤪" like i've never heard of anorexia
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@darkblondewaif
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@stargirlbash BITCH I CAN LITERALLY FEEL ALL MY FAT CELLS SWIMMING AROUND AND MY BODY FAT TRAPPING ME WYM I CAN'T FEEL FAT
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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@berrybmi i'm so jealous that she could lose all this weight, be this skinny without worrying about periods and stopping growth
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@darkblondewaif
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@boneyvegan @skinsthin it's gross i prefer to eat adult cows
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@starvdvee at my hw i never ate breakfast but at my lw i never skipped it 💀 it helps you to stop overeating, you have energy for the day and you have all day to burn the cals
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@darkblondewaif
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@bellannh @calorierefuser it's not about if they are skinny or fat it's about the danger of posting half naked bodychecks on a PUBLIC platform where literally everyone and especially p€d0s can find them
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@darkblondewaif
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@bellesdiet i love romaine lettuce i could eat a whole head of it like an apple
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@darkblondewaif
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9 months
@vriesdiary "i can't gain weight 🥺😔" HOW THE HELL IS THIS A PROBLEM MAN
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
4 months
@skintight_bunny i feel so bad for her, binging and purging is extremely harmful, and she's in a bad financial situation as well :( she's gorgeous and i wish her all the best
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ anorexia recovery advice that i find helpful- a thread for recoverytwt ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ #recoverytwt #recovtwt #anarecovery #edrecovery
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@darkblondewaif
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@222spoiled_ i love her but it's so funny how she fat shames ppl while being fat herself 😭
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
4 months
@velberree it's not even an ED community at this point, ppl treat EDs and other mental illnesses as a cool trend you can snap out of when it stops being trendy
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@darkblondewaif
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@starving777 17-18 but toned with a hourglass body type
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@darkblondewaif
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8 months
@contrrl this shit is so fucking creepy, wonyoung is just a k-pop idol, not some kind of anorexia goddess
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@darkblondewaif
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4 months
@sorehandz why is it ok to make fun of only white people but no other race? it's equally as racist, not all white people are racist and it's stupid to compare each race's levels of racism and fight over who is more racist
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@INSANEPICKLE666 eating snacks instead of meals, never finishing food, eating slowly, never thinking about food, sleeping a lot, active lifestyle, or even laziness bc they cba to eat even if they're hungry
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@darkblondewaif
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how it feels when your family calls you out for your ED behaviours
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@darkblondewaif
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@lyalolera bc it's plastic surgery
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@lucidae0 to zainteresowanie dietetyka to jest objaw obsesji na temat jedzenia która towarzyszy niedozywieniu, moim zdaniem ona jest głęboko w chorobie i potrzebuje pomocy
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@darkblondewaif
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@polinadoII when ppl eat less and slower around me, when skinny ppl give away food to others or not finish it, already skinny ppl losing weight and bodychecking around me
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@skinnyprinsess they just don't eat anything else and small portions
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@ninicls she's currently at the first stages of recovery and english isn't her first language she's russian
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@darkblondewaif
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@sitbackrelapsee she's deffo one of us
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@_ziggystardust4 idk some ppl actually trust their parents
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@darkblondewaif
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@MenherazStrx oh no the poor whale was beached :(
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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@hferbrei it's about going on walks to enjoy being outside and not walking to burn off what you ate, also when you're hospitalized or at an extremely low BMI you literally can't walk
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emilia 🦌 edtwt
5 months
@facelikeadoll @calorierefuser other person on edtwt, i have the thread saved
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
8 months
@crystalcaloriez a salad can have even 1000kcal and a burger can have 300kcal, healthy food won't make you lose weight if you're eating more calories than you need
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@darkblondewaif
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@Amalia09103934 i would rather have bigger thighs and hips tbh. at least i can look attractive to men and be able to wear tank tops bc of the thin arms
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@darkblondewaif
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@wrldvioburner @sorehandz i'm not talking about systemic racism i'm taking about hating on someone based on their race
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@darkblondewaif
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@ughgleeful oh so i'm moderately thin thank you what if i shoot myself 😄
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@Ocaloriex @AD0R3ED if she's so confident in her fat body as she claims, then why is she so insecure? she gets so mad when others around her are insecure about their bodies or show ED behavior, and she makes it about herself
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@darkblondewaif
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@jijisblog omg i want to smoke a Che Guevara cigarette so bad
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@darkblondewaif
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@thinlynnn every celebrity rn is losing so much weight it's like an ozempic cult
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@cherryovaries bro they would be on the news if they were this emaciated
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@darkblondewaif
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@glitterrexic idc that i weigh less than a gym bro's thigh, i WILL take the last vanilla skyr or the last protein pudding
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@darkblondewaif
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@calconutt not everyone has extreme hunger and binges in recovery. recovery is not about just food it's about healing mentally
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@darkblondewaif
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@virgodiet subliminals helped me grow at least 5cm while i was still underweight
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@caloriechaos_ she's so annoying she makes her whole personality about being fat and hating on ppl with ED's and even non disordered skinny ppl
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@caxlumii i hate when they have big arms and a tiny waist like howww does all your body fat go everywhere but your waist 😭😭😭 imagine this body type but skinnier
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@lightasfairies to me there's no such thing as too skinny, people considered "skinny" irl look perfectly healthy and normal to me there's nothing skinny about them, it's so weird how my ED warped my perception of not only my own body but others
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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próbował ktoś puddingu proteinowego o smaku kawy? chce z niego jutro zrobić low cal placuszki i nwm czy warto #edtwt #abwtbs
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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@crystalsnpurge anorexic people are not fatphobic, it's literally an extremely deadly MENTAL ILLNESS, the fear of weight gain that comes with it is not a choice
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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@syachisou mnie tam to śmieszy, niektórzy się serio tak zachowywali w 2020
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@delete_tiktok1 why don't skinny people have this i'm so jealous
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@darkblondewaif
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@em_interrupted it's called ana face pookie bear
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@darkblondewaif
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@Nae_Nae161 she's probably mocking ana recovery accounts, it's kinda sad tbh, they're trying their best
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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@shakabrah83 why is his ribcage obese and bigger than his stomach 💀 bruh is keeping all the oxygen on earth in his lungs
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
8 months
GUYS OMG I'M STARTING RECOVERY FOR REAL!!! NOT SEMI RECOVERY I'M GONNA GAIN WEIGHT AND SHOW MY ED THAT I DESERVE TO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE
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@tinyjail @INSANEPICKLE666 fast metabolism is very rare. naturally skinny people just eat less and move more without realizing
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@hell0sage yes it is obviously, some people are naturally bigger, being chubby isn't a choice but being fat is
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@n1k0z_ED i would rather die than not have cute babies with the man of my dreams
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@darkblondewaif
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@etherealjade2 i threw up in the bath once, i purged in a restaurant and my dad caught me 💀
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@darkblondewaif
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@idreamaboutf00d she's one of the only good recovery accounts i know
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@darkblondewaif
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nobody wishes to be fat except if they have a fetish or trauma. i don't and will never respect being fat and ruining your health by choice
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@cryingbloody when ppl say shit like "i always forget to eat" "omg i'm so skinny i wish i could gain weight", when someone i'm comparing myself to eats less than me, and irl thinspo
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@angelicfemme444 omg i wish i was this tiny naturally 🥹
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@darkblondewaif
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11 months
when i grow up i want to be Vlada Roslyakova 👼🤍
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@darkblondewaif
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chips/crisps are such a fat people food, it disgusts me when i see non skinny ppl eating them 💀
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@darkblondewaif
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@shortcakekcal quasi recovery, you're fighting only some disordered behaviours, not all of them like in real recovery
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
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it scares me how obsessed with wonyoung some of you edtt girlies are, like what the FUCK is "wonyoungism" "wonyoung mindset"??? she's a real person not some kind of anorexia goddess
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@calsctrl her feet are probably on her tip toes i know this trick
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
3 months
omg my first ever hit tweet??? helloooo edtwt how are you guys sorry for the dumbass gif (all of them are kpop)
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
10 months
@lqw_ren the quotes from old pro ana sites make me laugh so hard ☠️
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@3dencl my arms are like 2 bmi points more than the rest of my body 😕
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@darkblondewaif
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@cynwhii does the sand get in her skin folds or smth
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@darkblondewaif
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@kawaryz "ja jem 500 kcal dziennie" tymczasem je 3000 kcal z czego większość pochodzi z picia i przekąsek których nie liczy
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10 months
@skinniebunnies i probably do and idc, i'm gonna eat it, maybe i will die faster
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@lqw_ren "the eyes of ana are watching you" shiver me timbers 🥶🥶🥶
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@darkblondewaif
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10 months
@ninicls at the height of her career Vlada was BMI 14.8 or 15.5
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@darkblondewaif
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4 months
@l0usdiary2 "recovery" accounts are so triggering they obviously miss their ED and their lw because they're convinced that it's the only special thing about them, it's so sad
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@darkblondewaif
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9 months
@AUArelia if i gained 10kg that would be 12kg less than you lmao
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
9 months
@kawaryz jebać kurwa fit świry, ciągle tylko o kaloriach gadają
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@meowyier Vlada Roslyakova
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@delilahbelle77 i heard someone call this "school lunch lady arms" 💀💀
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
5 months
guys is bmi 15.6-16 considered "oh just a normal girl who is a little bit thin" or "very skinny" irl??
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
9 months
@Mishkahatesyou @daydreamdiet someone in the comments said she was faking her ED too, can you drop some screenshots or other proof bc that's really interesting
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@darkblondewaif
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5 months
@prankishtom also the girl who took a body check with her pad
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@darkblondewaif
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11 months
@disordersbitch ja chce zobaczyć edtwt misi rychlik
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@darkblondewaif
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6 months
@thincowardlycat @1m_sk1nn1er she would definitely be thin bc she cares about her looks and clothes looking good on her
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
5 months
@starving777 it's very good for your skin, hair, nails, hormones etc bc of the healthy fats. you can get sockeye salmon if you want, it has less cals and more protein, or a white fish like halibut or smth
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
4 months
@cynwhii holy shit i eat more than some of them and don't gain weight (my bmi is in the low 16s), i'm losing weight on 2000 cals 💀
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
8 months
3. be realistic, we literally live on a floating rock that is microscopic compared to the whole universe. these calories that you're so scared to eat mean absolutely NOTHING.
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@darkblondewaif
emilia 🦌 edtwt
8 months
when you've personified your ED write down your ED thoughts when you get them, and roast your ED voice, this sounds ridiculous but trust me it really helps!! imagine anorexia as an insecure lil bitch who is jealous of how beautiful you are
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@darkblondewaif
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that's bc BED is the most common ED. not all EDs are about restriction and weight loss
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@darkblondewaif
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6 months
i turned 16 two hours ago
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@darkblondewaif
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how it feels to attempt ED recovery while being eastern european (your family constantly compares you to others and comments on every bit of weight gain/loss)
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@darkblondewaif
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@flawfullyy grape ice
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@darkblondewaif
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9 months
i need more ed recovery or semi recovery moots i feel so alone in this 🥲
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@darkblondewaif
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9 months
@bialkojaja JPRDL ALE BYM TO OPIERDOLIŁA WSZYSTKO, KOCHAM GROSZEK SKYR I PIEROGI ALE TYLKO GOTOWANE, SMACZNEGO
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