once u stay consistent for 1 month u kinda realise it’s rlly not that hard. there’s no point giving up over one mistake or a few days of “failure”. just pick back up and keep consistent. times moves no matter what and once u get to the end it feels like it went so fast
my bf of 4yrs who i live with, locked me out of his phone bc “he’s struggling mentally & doesn’t want me to see the vents in his notes” we haven’t had any physical/sexual intimacy in well over a month compared to what was almost daily but he says he just hasn’t thought about it ?
idk if somethings wrong w me but i’m so sick of feeling awkward & weird. even @ work i’m so in my head like “where do i put my hands? should i be talking rn? why am i just standing here? what do i do to seem relaxed? is that a weird thing to say?” it’s so exhausting i can’t do it
i don’t want to invalidate his struggle but i can’t help but be scared he’s cheating. it’s such a sudden drastic change idk it’s making me feel so insecure and worried that he’s keeping things from me :(
@wxtheringwillow
i personally think it’s very strange for long term adult couples to not have access to each others phones. we share everything. we don’t go through stuff but use each others phones for things if we don’t have ours in reach. it’s very healthy (of course until this situation)
i love being skinny. i need to be skinny. i have got to get skinnier. i crave feeling skinny. i beg to be skinny. i have to be the skinniest. i will always be skinny. i live to be skinny. nothing beats feeling skinny. i choose to stay skinny. i am nothing if not skinny.
@cskcals
omg i saw these and someone was saying ur meant to size up so they’re baggy instead of the weird shape but everyone’s just wearing them like this and it looks so bad 😭
going to try 600-900cal intake most days, with intermittent fasting. focus on protein, reduce sugar and increase water intake. daily 10k steps and 20mins cardio as often as i can. committing to long term results bc this cycle needs to end
day 9 of no smoking.. felt like getting a little high to relax and enjoy the rainy night, rolled, sat and stared for a min, decided to just put it away bc i wanted to but like also didn’t want it bad enough? this feels so weird but slay ig
i usually smoke weed daily & struggle to go even one day without. but i haven’t the last 6 days bc i just suddenly don’t want to? no reason? all cravings gone? i have the option to & even planned to but when it comes to it i don’t want it. has anyone else experienced this?
@wxtheringwillow
thank u for the wishes 💗 i’ll talk to him 2night about it all & express myself in a caring and less insecure way. there’s no use approaching him with accusations. i’m hoping it’s not something disloyal that’s going on and he’ll be open to talking.. but idk ig we’ll see
disorders focused on being skinny aren’t inherently fatphobic! i was always small but felt hotter when i gained weight & often think i would look better/more attractive if i wasn’t as skinny. i love soft round arms & bigger thighs, i think tummy’s are hot, i love rounder cheeks..