My name is Adriana. I'm stuck with this display name because twitter sucks.
she/her World of Warcraft streamer. Transfem basket case. HRT 03/28/23. T4T.
i am so fucking pathetic. i have less than zero value. i am a black hole that consumes all joy from the world. I'm empty. broken. lost. just a leech hanging on to feed on the detritus of unrequited love.
I have a confession to make
I am anti Vax and I don’t care what you think.
I am absolutely sick and tired of seeing people that are anti Vax getting ridiculed and bullied on twitter because of their choice.
YOU need to understand WE have good reason to feel this way and that
It's done. I'm 100% out!
It wen't as well as could be expected. I'm sure there will be lots of questions and discussions in the coming weeks, but we don't have to avoid it anymore.
I'm now going to spend the afternoon with my son, reinforcing that we can and still will do
You know what? Fuck the haters. I fucking came out this week. I'm living my authentic life for the first time in nearly 49 years.
Sure, I've made mistakes - who hasn't?
I've been a royal asshole to people - many of whom didn't deserve it. I've already lost their friendships -
I'm ok. I've decided to continue on with my transition at least for a little while. I don't plan on being on social media for at least another week. I love you all. 🫶
I earned my license to use the word "y'all" through 10 years hard time living south of the Mason-Dixon line and another year in fucking Kansas. How did y'all earn yours?
The hate that Rachel is receiving because of this is disgusting. All the TERFs and transphobes who are losing there shit about this are just proving her right.
The truth is that this is how a lot of trans people feel. We don't seek these people out to harass them, yet they are
Anyone with a brain knows this but I’m going to say this, trans people aren’t harassing terfs we are defending ourselves. We aren’t in your faces, you are in ours, what was we going to do? let you abuse us and call us groomers and rapists, and just sit there and take it. Fuck you
I just unfriended 500+ people on facebook who were either mere acquaintances or known transphobes in preparation for my announcement.
Still 347 people are going to meet Adriana for the first time tomorrow. 🫶
i might as well tell y'all about how I just spent an entire therapy session dressed like a 6 foot tall trans flag. White heels, tights and nails. Blue skort. Pink shirt. Trans earrings and rings.
It was over the top. My soon-to-be-ex wife lost her shit when she saw me but I
I think it's time to say goodnight.
I'm going to try and stay away from social media for the weekend. The plain truth is that I'm not ok. I'm the empty shell of the woman I was a week ago. I've accepted that this is just my life now, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I
I’ve been fearing today for a very long time. Today is one of those anniversaries that nobody likes to think about.
One year ago my marriage truly ended. It had been effectively over for weeks, I just hadn’t accepted it. It had been over since our couples therapist fired us
Dropped my daughter off at camp. Had a few dirty looks, mostly from the dads. I guess they are jealous that I managed to escape and they are still stuck being miserable.
I miss her very much, but she absolutely made my day. I gave her a hug and afterwards she said "Gimme a high
I had another positive experience this evening. I was picking up my daughter from her babysitting training course. She was taking the course with one of her besties from school and this girl's mom was picking her up at the same time. This was the first time I encountered someone
@DavinaQueeen
A kitchen appliance is a strange thing to get triggered over 🙄 I think these people think about trans stuff more than actual trans people
Got complimented on the shoes once and nails three times. By c!s women. In rural Ohio.
It's almost like people outside of twitter are totally cool with trans people.
Meeting at the school this morning, then talking to the wife about telling the kids about the divorce and me being trans. Hoping to confirm the timeline - should be 8ish days away. 🙈
It's so fucking close now.
As of a few minutes ago, I am once again single. This was my call and was done to protect what little remains of my mental health. I am not looking, so don't ask. I'm not going to be saying any more about this. Thanks for understanding. 🫶
I forgot to mention one of the best moments about coming out to my kids yesterday. The first question my Son had was "So, you're just like
@kristyson_
from
@MrBeast
? That's so cool!"
Yes. Yes, indeed. 🏳️⚧️🫶💞
I'm feeling quite vindicated for never establishing screen time limits
HOLY FUCKING SHIT MY FAVORITE YOUTUBER EVER COMMENTED ON ONE OF MY TWEETS AND FUCK ME I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON THEM SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME AND NOW I'M FANGIRLING BUT I'M TOTALLY TAKING THIS NEWS IN THE MOST NORMAL WAY POSSIBLE SHISDOWIJHOF SOIHFSOHISFHOIEJOHFSH SODIHF
HOLY CRAP Y'ALL
I just got the most amazing news!!! The bank is gonna work with us on a mortgage modification! Foreclosure appears to have been averted!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good Morning, Everyone
The countdown has reached 0
Today is the day!!!
Let's look back at how far we've come. I started this at 42.
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LFG!!!!!
Hold your loved ones extra tight while you can. I just found out that a childhood friend of mine had a massive heart attack last night. He didn't make it.
RIP MS 🫶
I just did a little shopping and I can't believe how nice it was to just leave the house without having to triple check and make sure my boymode was perfect. Just being able to venture out and not care one fucking bit about running into someone I know and getting questions or
i'm just a walking trans flag with my pink top, blue skort and white tights & mary janes. Too bad I can't show you or you'll just end up ghosting me like the rest.
Just to clarify since I seem to have confused some people, I'm not like leaving twitter. This is going down in about 12 hours - I'll be back soon after that. 🫶
And to further clarify - I'm coming out to my kids - the last "important" people in my life that need to know. After
I had a good dinner with my kids tonight and now that everyone is in bed, I've had a chance to center myself again. I've deleted some less than helpful tweets from the past couple days. I appreciate all of your replies, but I kinda just want to put it all behind me.
Things felt
This is wild to me. Alcohol has been such a central character in my life for a very long time. Now, I barely think about it. I’m sure I will continue to struggle from time to time, but I feel like I’ve made a permanent change for the better.
Thank you for supporting me and
lol that's a new one.
Should I get the death pentalty for using medical marijuana as prescribed by a doctor? 🤣
gimme a fucking break.
@LuxTheSmolFolf
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I had a good dinner with my kids tonight and now that everyone is in bed, I've had a chance to center myself again. I've deleted some less than helpful tweets from the past couple days. I appreciate all of your replies, but I kinda just want to put it all behind me.
Things felt
my neighbor invited me over for dinner tomorrow night and I'm going to take them up on the offer. It's not ideal but at least I won't be alone for a couple hours.
Happy
#NationalComingOutDay
to everyone taking the next step on their journey today. You aren’t alone. You are loved. You are important.
Taking this opportunity to make some small but important adjustments to my flags. 🫶
Anybody looking to adopt a daughter? I just found out that my mom is upset because the timing of my coming out didn't work for her. She has to see family this weekend for a graduation party and is embarrassed.
I'm trying not to be a debbie downer on myself...
Today went really well...
BUT
I've been here before. A year ago, I came out to my parents. At first they were super supportive. The next morning though, the wheels completely fell off.
We haven't spoken since.
well chat, what do we think? they go nicely with my new ring 💍🧛🏻♀️😈
i feel like they need to be wrapped around something... something containing a great deal of blood, perhaps?
I have some Elon stans that follow me. I ask you a simple question: Now do you believe us?
He deadnamed his own daughter to millions of people.
He wants to send people who provide gender affirming care to prison.
I don’t see how you can reconcile supporting this man and being
JUST IN: Elon Musk says his son is "dead" thanks to the woke mind virus after he was put on puberty blockers, says he vowed to "destroy the woke mind virus after that."
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"I was essentially tricked into signing documents for one of my older boys... This was before I had
If I suddenly unfollow you or stop responding, it's nothing personal. Someone from my past that I'd rather not think about seems to be suddenly showing up in replies to a lot of my moots. Blocking this person doesn't keep it off my timeline, so I have to do something to protect
This girl, with extreme social anxiety about making phone calls, just scheduled her 1-year HRT follow up (a month late) and dentist appointment.
I'm gonna need a crapload of "good girls" and head pats. 🫶
Once again we say goodbye to Pride Month. I didn't reach all of my goals. I'm not quite out on my own yet, but I am fully out of the closet, able to be myself, and I still have great relationships with 2 of my 3 kids.
There will be more growth and progress over the coming year,
Today was a good day. I'm glad I got to celebrate it with all of you.
Time to turn the page and see what adventures await in the next chapter.
Good night! I love you all, very much. Tomorrow is a new day, and the weather looks lovely. 🫶
This has been a tough week.
* devastating financial news
* still sharing a house/bed with a spouse who is increasingly abusive with no end in sight
* boss is still out to get me fired from one of the few jobs I can hold in my partially transitioned state
* adjusting to dosage
Deleted my last tweet.
I didn't realize that having social media as my only concrete link to the trans community would be so uncommon or controversial.
I'm sorry that juggling two jobs, three kids and a divorce doesn't give me a lot of time to make IRL friends.
I'm sorry