*Stuck listening to a story from someone I don't care to talk to*
My Brain:
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Me for the 80th time:
"That's crazy"
I got to go out with
@NOTVIKING
last night who introduced me to a few of his friends. Well he told them they could roast me all night and I wouldn't care and one of them told me my costume looked like a John Deere ad..... I didn't dress up
A couple 12 year olds from Ireland found my stream and asked to play with me. As soon as they joined my party and heard my voice they screamed "Oh my god it's really him" and made their day. Well this made my day. Positivity.
Girls wanna call themselves snacks now so I’m no longer using pretty or hot but scrumptious instead as in “Yes babe that dress makes you look very scrumptious” or “wow dude that girl was fucking scrumptious, my god”
less than two months ago i changed my entire life. resigned from my job which i held for 5 years, moved to az, started classes at asu and began a new job. today i got promoted. stop letting fear dictate and control you.
combining all my kills throughout every call of duty i’m probably close to a million. combining all my kills in real life i’m at zero cause ViDeO GaMeS don’t make me want to kill people
thank you for all the love today.. my sobriety is something i’m open about however not something i want to brag about. i share my story in hopes to inspire others. my dms are always open. goodnight ❤️
going to a drifting event with one of courtney’s friends and they asked us to pick up vegetable oil on the way... at the store courtney didn’t know which oil to get because she thought we were using it for the car... it was for burgers
Last night someone in my stream was talking about wanting to take his own life.. seconds later my entire chat blew up and talked him through it and brought him back. This is exactly the community I am trying to create. Positivity.
ironic that next week i’ll have 5 years sober and i just found out i might have the corona virus... hmm. getting tested tomorrow i’ll keep y’all updated.
Forgot to mention. One month juul free today. After 12 years straight of smoking, cigarettes, weed, vapes, etc, I am officially no longer inhaling anything but air. ❤️
After 9 years, multiple schools, a flunk out, rehab and drug addiction, etc etc, I now have a bachelor’s degree in psychology from ASU. Truly never thought I would see this day.
All day I was really feeling the love but it really just hit me. The amount of calls and texts I recieved, messages that were sent to me or said to me from a community which I hold so dear to my heart, videos and posters that were made. Idk man. Life is good. I love you guys
also, those of you who judge me based on the twitch picture shows more of who you are than who i am. clearly, since i posted this, i have zero shame whatsoever. i’m currently dating and living with my bestfriend and couldn’t be happier :)
Last night I hit 515 subs... that’s literally almost half of my total followers on twitch. That ratio is insane and it’s all thanks to some amazing people in my community. I still don’t have words.
HOLY FRICKS
Im giving away one of these amazing shirts tonight at 9pm PST.
All you have to do is come to my stream at and type !Frick in the chat then be present at 9pm to see if you win!
@captainkalvis
not to mislead, turned my nightmares into big dreams. these lines hit home for me in ways words can’t adequately describe. i started engaging in self harm when i was 16 with hopes of just being happy one day. fast forward 9 years and i’m almost 5 years sober and happy today