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@cjades
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5 years
ok i never post shit like this but i was going thru old pictures and im actually shocked at how small i got last year. i’m so proud of how far i’ve come like bich.... depression ain’t bringin’ me down again.
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@cjades
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4 years
i am sobbing
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@cjades
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4 years
gnar has pretty bad separation anxiety, so i decided to get him a brother, meet rumble!!! they loved each other from the moment they met 🥺
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@cjades
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4 years
reminder that if you’re not an ally to the lgbtqia+ community, you’re not welcome in MY community ✨
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@cjades
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5 years
well there’s an hour of my day
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@cjades
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4 years
OH YEAH I forgot to tell y’all!!!! I get weighed every once in a while at my program and when I got weighed today I had gained 10 pounds!!!! we both literally SCREAMED. I haven’t been at this weight in so long and i’m so proud!!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
I was raised in a conservative household. I was raised with conservative beliefs, but I am my own person. I have educated myself, I have listened and I have learned. I AM MY OWN PERSON!!! you do NOT have to be a product of your family, or a product of your environment.
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@cjades
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4 years
WE GOT APPROVED!!! I CANT WAIT TO SHOW YOU GUYS!!! I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW IM GONNA CRY
@cjades
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4 years
y’all I applied for the most perfect house today PLEASE WISH ME LUCK because if I don’t get approved I will cry 😔
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@cjades
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4 years
y’all I applied for the most perfect house today PLEASE WISH ME LUCK because if I don’t get approved I will cry 😔
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@cjades
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4 years
someone had the AUDACITY to tell me to “stick to scary stories.” is racism in 2020 not scary to you? is police brutality not TERRIFYING TO YOU?
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@cjades
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3 years
john and i have broken up. we are on very good terms and this was a mutual decision. the cats will stay with me and he will take the dogs. please respect our privacy, and i’m very grateful for the relationship we had 🤍
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@cjades
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4 years
gnar and rumble are getting a new brother today!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
jigsaw is done and so is my half sleeve!!!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
ok I can’t get a decent pic without completely distorting my body but here’s freddy!!!!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
I CANT they are big babies now
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@cjades
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4 years
i’ve been feeling so good i love therapy and boxers are so comfy
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@cjades
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6 years
you already know this bitch started crying in the taco bell drive thru.. I have SO MUCH TO SAY but I also don’t know how to put my thoughts into words. WE HIT 100K THIS IS SO UNREAL, I love you guys so much. 💕
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@cjades
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4 years
I feel so good!!!! I feel like myself again!!!! I love anti depressants!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
i would like to call this transformation ~self love~
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@cjades
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5 years
rest in peace little booger, i’ll miss u and ur cuddles forever. my derpy little best friend, my heart is broken.
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@cjades
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4 years
i’m starting an outpatient program for my mental health this week. my intake is tomorrow & i’m very nervous but also really excited. it’s okay to admit that you need more help, it’s okay if you can no longer handle your mental health. ur not alone and u can get the help u need!!!
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@cjades
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3 years
would y’all be interested in a series about serial killers? i found a book of 150 serial killers that talks about their uprising as well as their crimes and its really interesting!!!!
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@cjades
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5 years
me after saying im done dyeing my hair for the millionth time and never meaning it
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@cjades
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4 years
meet my new baby gnar :’)
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@cjades
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4 years
bad depression day so i got myself ready to try and feel better
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@cjades
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4 years
cutest road trip buddies (he’s safe dw)
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@cjades
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4 years
rumble was too little when his mom died so he never learned how to clean himself, so gnar cleans him and it’s so pure 🥺
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@cjades
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4 years
we clean up nice
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@cjades
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4 years
you cannot tell me that this is the same person
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@cjades
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4 years
it’s been over a month of me uploading consistently!!! this is such a huge win for me and my battle with mental health. a month!!!!!! a whole month!!!!! and I feel AMAZING. here’s to another month, and really celebrating the small victories 🤍
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@cjades
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5 years
this is my best work yet
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@cjades
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4 years
LOOK AT HIS BOW TIE IM SCREAMING
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@cjades
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4 years
happy 5 YEARS of sobriety to my bestest friend in the whole world. i am so proud of you, and so grateful to have u in my life. you are truly one of the most inspiring people i have ever met and i love u with my whole ass heart. can’t wait to see u this weekend to celebrate!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
I tried doing alt makeup and I look evil but i kinda like it 😳
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@cjades
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4 years
your president (not mine) can’t even condemn white supremacy... i’m so genuinely confused hOW people support him??? like i’m SCARED, how are you not SCARED???????
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@cjades
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4 years
this quarantine has me and my sister convinced we’re judges on america’s next top model
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@cjades
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3 years
i’m so HAPPY
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@cjades
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4 years
how does trisha paytas have a platform? how has youtube not taken down her channel? she continues to mock different communities and spread false information about serious issues. claiming she has dissociative identity disorder is so hurtful to the people who ACTUALLY SUFFER.
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@cjades
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4 years
those of u who havent watched my video- my doctor told me i most likely have covid but i still can’t get tested because i don’t have a fever. i feel better today but there’s a chance it can get worse, i’ll keep u updated but for now i’ll be off of twitter for my mental health <3
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@cjades
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4 years
hi i’m going to delete social media for a couple days. i’m pretty unstable right now, but please don’t worry about me. keep talking and keep supporting this movement. i’m taking a break but I will continue to support the black community in every way I can. I love you guys 💕
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@cjades
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4 years
i’ve never felt such a sense of relief. WE DID IT!!!!! 💙
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@cjades
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5 years
sometimes when i see that john liked my instagram picture i get really excited but then i remember we're dating
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@cjades
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4 years
hairs are red again 😎
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@cjades
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4 years
how are some of you upset that white people are getting called out for their ignorance and privilege but not ANGRY that black people are getting murdered... for being black... do y’all have a brain? or u too brainwashed to see your own ignorance 🥴
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@cjades
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4 years
he’s so cute it hurts
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@cjades
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4 years
tanning without a pool (and yes i dyed my hair green)
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@cjades
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5 years
deleting this app
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@cjades
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4 years
i can’t with the old ass people who stare at my tattoo, like YES it is michael myers!!!! now stop lookin or he’ll come to life n hurt u
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@cjades
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4 years
i’m deadass gonna film a video judging your pets so send me pics and we will find out WHO will be america’s next top model: animal edition
@cjades
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4 years
this quarantine has me and my sister convinced we’re judges on america’s next top model
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@cjades
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4 years
he is a MODEL
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@cjades
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4 years
blanket boy
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@cjades
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4 years
besties
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@cjades
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5 years
got john and i matching onesies and he hasn’t broken up w me yet!!!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
another four hours of pain and only one more session to go
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@cjades
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5 years
we were looking for a place to eat and i saw a place with a bunch of cars parked outside so i was like “oh what’s this it’s packed” it was a car dealership
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@cjades
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4 years
here’s the whole thing :-) we touched up michael today so he’s kinda red but i’m so happy!!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
mikey is here!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
i’m feeling good n i think u can tell i’ve gained weight in my face 🤠
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@cjades
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4 years
“I don’t think he likes this.”
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@cjades
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4 years
not really sure why men don’t understand this yet but please don’t send me pictures of ur penis it’s small and gross :)
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@cjades
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4 years
my glow up 🙈🔪💕✨
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@cjades
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5 years
there’s a new saw movie coming out next year??? ok??? 2020 fuck me up can we skip 2019
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@cjades
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5 years
im sorry i have no videos this week, and im not sure if i'll have any next week. i started taking medication for my depression and for the most part they're amazing but i feel so low right now. i know things get worse before they get better, so im being patient. i love you guys.
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@cjades
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4 years
aesthetically spooky
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@cjades
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4 years
look how CUTE
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@cjades
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4 years
I bought a mattress on amazon (bad idea) and it was horrible (not surprising). so I decided to return it and I could not for the life of me re-package the mattress so I left the ups man this nice note. picked a quote just for him ✨🧚💕
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@cjades
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4 years
hello
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@cjades
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5 years
ok so im at a bar and i set my drink down and some guy came over and acted to weird??? next to my drink?? so I threw that shit AWAY stupid im not gon let u get the CHANCE
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@cjades
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4 years
kitten thumbnails are always hard
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@cjades
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4 years
i’m starting a new medication today and I feel obligated to say that i’ll probably be inactive for a couple days, this week has been hard but i’m being patient. john is here tomorrow and I also have my first therapy appointment since high school!! i’m hopeful!!!!
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@cjades
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5 years
dude someone’s tiktok came up on my fyp and it had gone kinda viral and IN THE BACKGROUND THEYRE WATCHING MY VIDEOS LIKE WHAT ITS SO WEIRD SEEING MYSELF SO RANDOMLY OUT OF CONTEXT how do y’all know me??? why u watching me??? who am I?????????
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@cjades
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4 years
it’s been over a month of me counting my calories + eating right and i’ve gained 5 pounds!!! it doesn’t sound like a lot, but it’s a lot for me!!! 🥺
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@cjades
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5 years
I used to never leave home without wearing makeup but now i fully embrace the fact that I look like the neighborhood crack whore
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@cjades
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4 years
got ready again in the hopes of feeling better so here is my depression makeup
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@cjades
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4 years
just missing my big michael poster and i might redo the shelves but here’s my office!!!!!
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@cjades
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5 years
dude i think trump is right.. ever since i started playing toontown i have the sudden urge to throw pies at random people on the street 😔 we gotta stop this y’all 😔
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@cjades
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4 years
he loves this blanket
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@cjades
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7 years
WE HIT 70K WTF GUYS
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@cjades
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4 years
I don’t have covid!!!! but now i’m so confused- like what’s wrong with me ???
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@cjades
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4 years
thank u for all the support on my channel y’all, I can’t believe i’m at 270k subscribers. you’re the best ily all so much 🥺
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@cjades
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6 years
and they say white people can’t dance
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@cjades
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5 years
hehe xd
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@cjades
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4 years
boo
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@cjades
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4 years
i’m going to donate the profit from my merch to the black lives matter movement. i urge all of you who planned on buying merch to donate the money instead. i want to support the black community as much as possible, we can make a difference!!! speak up!!!!
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@cjades
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4 years
I am disgusted by the world that we live in. when will we stop killing people because of the color of their skin? it’s heartbreaking in every way possible. #BlackLivesMatter
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@cjades
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4 years
YAAAALLLLLLLLLLL I cannot wait to make this into merch this is the coolest shit I have EVER SEEN
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@cjades
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4 years
hello everyone i got high at the vet and i am feeling much better
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@cjades
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4 years
bestfriends or boyfriends
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@cjades
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5 years
why do y’all like me
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@cjades
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4 years
so night one in the new house was interesting. gnar was absolutely terrified which led to me bawling my eyes out while trying to express my love for him- trying to make him understand i’m not leaving him. then i took him on a tour of the house, and now he is slowly warmin up 😎
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@cjades
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3 years
our baby is the cutest (i blurred his weenie shhhh)
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@cjades
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3 years
look how cute my babies are
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@cjades
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4 years
🥺
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@cjades
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4 years
not the bayang
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@cjades
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3 years
shortie
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@cjades
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4 years
I was supposed to graduate from the recovery center I was going to today, but instead I passed out in the hallway and now i’m at the hospital 🤠
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@cjades
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4 years
do i look spooky
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@cjades
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4 years
look how perfect this clock is, i found this bitch at GOODWILL
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