oh god one of my closest friends is y13 and she's leaving this year i can't stop sobbing seriouslt i love her so much i can't go sixthform w/onher there i love her

jan was gen the happiest i've been in 4 years, and it's cos i had such an amazing bf and fg i was so so distracted w/o even meaning to u know. like i wanna be like that all the time. i wanna be that happy i feel so much better bro

like i only used my alt tiktok to vent when shit got so bad but it's like i feel okay now, better, i have ppl, i feel like i need to let go of the hurt and just forget and it's okay

and i don't ever want to go back to how it used to be. genuinely all i have to thank is my new skl and new friends im so fucking glad i moved bro im so happy :)

i haven't binged in a month lolol and i don't have even a single temptation to i love the feeling of res

RT @jentinyy:

RT @user0000O0:

@fthbbjjssjungle why would i do that

@phatbmi was litr jus a question icl

@fthbbjjssjungle i don't think i've ever done anything right in my life what ru on ab

@fthbbjjssjungle i know it hurts so bad thinking ab it every single time i cry she's all i think ab idek

"i hope we can still be friends" you were the first and only guy to hold my face and chin and kiss me in a darkly lit street and tell me how much you loved me and our dates. how am i meant to stay FRIENDS with you i just want you back

"we had a good connection" bro why'd you have to leave me rhen come on man

worst part is his apology was so mature i can't even hate him. he meant everything to me.

all i look at is the pictures of us holding hands, his hands on my thighs, the pics of us with my head on his chest, his arm around my shoulder, holding me, hugging me, the pictures of us walking home in pitch black holding hands just man

RT @jentinyy:

@disorderedellie i promise u it's just water weight this literally defies science otherwise it's just water weight x