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So no one forgets what Israel has done. Killed an entire generation of children .Used white phosphorus (illegal chemical that causes fourth degree burns).Killed over 3000 civilians .Is currently attempting to eliminate all of Gaza under the cover of ‘war’. #CeasefireNOW.
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tomorrow thousands more will be dead. people with hopes and dreams will be gone forever. the very least you could do is spread awareness. Israel is not the victim here and they’ve spent the last 74 years trying to eliminate Palestinians . if you see this, reply with #CeasefireNOW.
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LOOK AT THE CHOICES CLOSELY
21) Chuuya Nakahara (BSD) vs Satoru Gojo (JJK).
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“I will “If you do you will.betray you.” betray yourself at. the same time.”. “Yes… Yes I know.”
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I hate skk shippers not a single one of u is as intense as you need to be. HOW CAN U BE SO NONCHALANT AND THIS IS LITERALLY UR MAIN SHIP??????
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“He wouldn’t like Nikolai’s eccentric personality” I doubt the guy who does shit like this would ever be against nikolai being silly.
That's the same guy who shipped a whole ass cello to japan, just to play it while interrogating someone and then smash it afterwards. He's a passion for making a drama out of everything!
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how the us states I care about would react to your self harm scars (🧵).
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None of you GET IT. THE GUARD MENTIONED THE CRUSADES. THE FUCKING CRUSADES HAPPENED IN 1095
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gore tw//. bodies do not stay in tact when they fall from a height like beast dazai did. if there even was a funeral it was definitely closed casket and chuuya has to live knowing that he never got to see dazai one final time.
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A thread
21) Chuuya Nakahara (BSD) vs Satoru Gojo (JJK).
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I don’t see Fyodor as a divine entity bc that in itself feels like robbing him of key characteristics of his humanity. His nails are bitten, he has under eye bags, his body suffers from the condition of being human and equating him to something divine takes from that.
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what if Fyodor’s want for gay sex is represented through the way he opens his mouth and Nikolai’s willingness is depicted through the fingers inside Fyodor’s mouth
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Even if Fyodor has the ability to be reborn I still believe he is human. He bleeds, he struggles to learn a language that is far from his own and speaks it with an accent, he bites his nails, and he’s arguably able to feel the full range of emotions that every human can.
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None of this even accounts for the several hundreds of people in Israel that are making fun of the situation and mocking Palestinians and still pretending that Israel is the victim here.
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I like how even in Nikolai’s flashback Fyodor’s nails are still fucked
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bsd heavily centers around the humanity of every character and how it’s been exploited and how bc of their human traits they have acted in certain ways so it kills me when a character is stripped of those things bc they’re key elements to what makes them themselves.
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He wanted nikolai inside of him so bad it’s embarrassing.
nikolai: "i'm here to kill you!!".fyodor, knowing it would (technically) result in him and nikolai becoming one:
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it’s becoming painfully obvious how many fyolai fans only tolerate nikolai but otherwise do not care for him or his own character.
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hey bro when we first met i felt like i had been waiting for you my whole life.
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୨⎯ "looking for moots" ⎯୧. 𓆩 🍮﹐✧﹏✶ ･ bex. ★☆ ⌇ 🕯️he / him. ◌ 🍓 ˴ 𓂃 . ˚◞ ★̶̲ ꒱ . AR 60; TBL 67. ꒰ 🍒𓂅 ♡˖⑅ ꒱. ifb; like/retwt to be moots!!.#genshintwt #hsrtwt #pjsktwt #cherrycrushtwt @genshinmoot @hsrmoots @pjskmoots
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Fyodor has a specific kind of empathy not everyone understands I’m screaming.
We don't talk about this panel of Fyodor nearly as much as we should. It says so much about his character, yet it often gets overlooked.
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you literally had to be there to witness the effect this had on human society.
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When fyodor is reduced to an evil mastermind with a god complex that manipulated Nikolai
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everyone severely underestimates how important it is that nikolai is one of the few outliers in fyodor’s life that does not fit into his pre-established notion of people.
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“Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?”. Perfect ‘final words’ because Jesus was aware that his resurrection was nigh. He was fully aware, he had full faith that he would be resurrected. Nonetheless he was still human, he felt the pain of death and the emotional grief of being berated +.
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Tw suicide//. I can’t physically put into words how fucking disgusted I am with all the people that sent Lai death threats and harassed them to the point they considered suicide. Everyone that did should feel ashamed of themselves. Lai is only 13.
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‗ ❍ bex!!. ╰┈➤ he / him ; ar 60, tbl 68✉️. ╰──╮looking for interactive moots. ifb, like/retwt to be moots📌. #genshintwt #pjsktwt #hsrtwt #bsdtwt #anitwt @pjskmoots @hsrmoots @genshinmoot @bungousdtwt #moots
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I don’t get involved in bsdtwt drama but if you found this funny block me I don’t want to interact with you
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Jesus was dropping bangers but most ppl don’t know that bc some christians are mad annoying.
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Im gonna kill myself because if fyodor is a being that’s lived for so long it makes sense why he’s good at the things he does and why very few things can surprise him. with that being said u mean to tell me that one of those few moments was when nikolai touched him
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chuuya’s hatred for fyodor is one of the best things asagiri has ever done.
Chuuya’s gonna be the funniest person ever if (when) Fyodor’s revealed to still be alive,,,I just KNOWWW his reaction is gonna be hilarious.
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“how do you know fyolai is canon???” bc who could’ve written these other than fyodor himself????
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“Nikolai has BPD” I say into the mic. The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame. “No, he is right” says a voice from the back of the room. The lights turn on. Its Nikolai Gogol himself.
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I hate all of the ppl on TikTok comparing the 2. “Bella is so much more vocal” all of you ignored Gigi when she was posting daily about Palestine and seem to forget that her life was openly threatened for her support of Palestine.
Bella and Gigi Hadid have donated $1 million together to support relief efforts in Palestine. (via THR)
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y do bsd fans treat dead apple like an incomprehensible lost text.
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this pisses me off bc swords are not light at all. this skinny anemic bitch twirling swords for no reason other than to flex and be dramatic
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There are thousands of definitions of freedom, however if you were to condense them all into a sentence you would get,. “Freedom is defined as the power to speak or act according to one’s own free will without any outside factor manipulating that action.”.
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some of u don’t know what a slutty waist it . gojo def has a nice waist, however look at chuuya’s waist. that’s a slut. that’s a slutty whore waist
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looking for interactive moots!!.┌── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──┐. ｡･:*˚:✧｡bex!!. ｡･:*˚:✧｡ im currently fixated on hsr and genshin but i also like csm, aot, and bsd⭐️. #anitwt #genshintwt #hsrtwt #pjsktwt #multitwt @genshinmoot @pjskmoots @hsrmoots
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I am not a dazai defender by any means however it continuously amazes me how a character we have so much information on is constantly degrading to his most superficial aspects and justifications just bc he’s some ppls fave.
a lot of bsd characters trauma are ignored or the sake of sterotyping & ships and its so saddening to see :( these charaters have depth, it sad to see them waterdowned and see their trauma erased bc certain characters deal with trauma differently than how one would expect them to.
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Fyodor and Nikolai have had a conversation that we will likely never see.
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I think the only person who did not fall to Fyodor’s manipulation was Nikolai.
/bsd 115 leaks.me: FYODOR I'M GONNA DESTROY YOU.also me 5 seconds later: AYA MOVE I SHOULD BE THE ONE HE WILL ALWAYS PROTECT
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fandom has a really weird obsession with wanting to make abuse physical. abuse can be just as devastating even if the person was never physically harmed. idk mental abuse always has to be ‘worsened’ by making it physical.
Mori and Abuse: Thread. I’m making this because the BSD fandom has 2 modes for interpreting Mori and it’s either evil evil child abuser or spineless bastard and I HATE both of them.
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I’m bored so it’s time to ask questions (fyolai edition). who fell first?.
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You guys don’t understand this at all especially with the bathtub art too. Nikolai’s being with Fyodor is so purposeful and has so much significance I will rip ever vein out of my hands right now.
gotta admit, Fyodor (most likely) being an immortal being while Nikolai is simply a mortal 26 year old man makes this image go so much harder
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my favorite bsd scene ever is when ranpo provoked chuuya with. “Aren’t you the one that lost to Dazai?”.
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“not everything is about fyolai” you’re not trying hard enough!!!!!.
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He wants someone who understands him. This is the most direct way of saying he wants Fyodor without explicitly saying his name.
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Unfortunately, freedom is much more complex than simply soaring through clouds and that is something Nikolai is painfully aware of. He knows just how difficult it is for him to obtain freedom. Because he is not a bird, he is a human with the curse of knowledge and intelligence.
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Chapter 58 is the first time Nikolai’s search for freedom is introduced to us. (This also establishes that he views his freedom similarly to the freedom of a bird in flight.)
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alex cooked bc some of you have never experienced real bad writing. yeah asagiri has some plot holes here and there but he hasn’t committed any fatal writing flaws that completely go against characterizations or logic. unfortunately it all adds up.
asagiri doesn’t deserve all the shit that the fandom gives him, the main reason that the plot seems all over the place rn is because its a monthly manga so it feels super slow when in reality the whole mersault arc was supposed to be a quick paced battle of brains.
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Imagine showing this to a bsd fan in November.
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Nikolai’s character is not the first time such a subject has been explored, but it’s one of the first ones I’ve seen take a turn like Nikolai’s pursuit for freedom has. Before I discuss any of that I want to cover the very basics of Nikolai’s freedom and what that means for him.
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Freedom is an incredibly nuanced subject to discuss because of the several factors that have to be addressed in order to have a productive discussion. What does it mean to truly be free?. What does true freedom entail?. Is absolute freedom achievable?.
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The worst thing you could do right now is attempt to use your religion as a way to not speak about Palestine. Christianity is literally based around being kind and benevolent. Do not use your religion as an excuse to not support Palestine.
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A few examples of questions you have to consider if you ever find yourself looking to define freedom. Freedom is arbitrary and abstract and that’s what makes it so hard to achieve. You have to consider so many outside influences that you have no control over.
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Describing Nikolai’s ultimate freedom as more of a sensation/experience rather than a literal meaning is a very good way to present his character as Nikolai tends to be very expressive through body language and facial expressions rather than literal words.
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