TW ‼️ DV abuse etc. //
About 3 months ago I made probably the biggest mistake of my life and started talking to Quincy Benji Grant of Dallas- quickly escalated into a full on relationship... 1 month in it was probably the best month of my entire life tbh- I felt so in love...
@friskmegooddd
and you keep doing the damn thing bc it's dope as fuck-- appreciate the influence... wish more mfs would learn how to actually appreciate art and artists
Texas police SUCK ass they never showed anytime and I had to go into the station and they just recommended a restraining/protective order but imo if y'all aren't responding to my calls what's the fucking point
Mfs be like "I'm not homophobic, but I don't like gay people or people that act gay or gay people that look gay, smell gay, or give gay auras, and if you're bi- you're gay, and if you're not gay but hang around gay ppl I think you're gay- so I can't respect you or your life"
I hate to admit it, but as this was all red flags in the most extreme sense - I have a past of familial abuse, childhood bullying, and a general feeling of loneliness and grief since I lost my dad, and two grandmas recently- I put up with far too much
And then I found out he was talking to other ppl but we were official or exclusive so I brushed passed it... About 2 months in I got a text from a friend I've known for 2+ years on twitter that said "bae" and asked for help with my car note (I don't have the ss bc he deleted it)
@sadsleepygirl23
this is what made me stop talking to white boys-- this one had hair on his legs that was so rough and skin so dry... I felt like I was sanding myself chile-- Neva again
It was my first time experience abuse from a partner in a way that was so visceral and violent, but I healed- after that happened it turned mentally & emotionally violent... starting with "you can't do anything right" to degrading me in Kroger for grabbing a wrong item
Then we sorta been having bad days everyday for a month recently- and today while I was driving on the highway he hit me so fucking hard in my eye that I swerved and almost hit a truck- my biggest fear is dying in a car accident and he knows this
After he saw the messages he beat me up pretty bad in the chevron parking lot, and he took my car for an hour leaving me in the 110 degree Texas heat without a phone, wallet, and I was hungry I called the police but didn't file a report (don't call me dumb ik already I should've)
The violence never stops- I pulled over and put him out of my car- he tried to take it again but I took the keys out, and he kicked in my passenger side mirror and I pulled off... if you're wondering everytime, yes, everytune I've called 911 even if I didn't report
Stop being afraid to get tested for HIV and STIs we're grown, and if you're having unprotected sex... your chances of being exposed, and/or, contracting, are high.
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