It’s my birthday today. Do I need a birthday spanking on my bare bum, guys? Every ❤️ is worth ten spanks. Every rt is another guy watching and cheering my humiliation. Every comment should be an insult from the guys watching. Make me 😭
When you’re a f
@g
, crying is an inevitable fact of life. Sometimes it’s from getting my ass spanked long & hard. Sometimes it’s from verbal abuse/ hard truths told by an alpha. And sometimes, like today, it’s the lack of a man to do either
I’m wired wrong. I’m attracted to alpha men way out of my league but only if they are dominant, abusive dangerous and straight. And then I want those guys to care about me. No wonder I’m alone.
#ownworstenemy
#alone4ever
#loser
It's been more than a year and a half since I was spanked and far longer since I got what I truly deserve. I've eaten poorly, exercised little, wasted money & developed bad habits. My reckoning needs to be severe, uncompromising and devastating
#barebottomspanking
#realtears
@KaydenGodly
If I was interested in the video containing this sequence, which video would I buy on Gumroad? Or is this all you have of this particular experience?
I need a Daddy who will spank me to tears and uncontrollable crying, then hold me afterwards, stroke my hair and offer words of comfort. “ It’s all right, boy. You’ll get another spanking tomorrow. ”
I want a Daddy/boyfriend who really cares about me, shows me lots of attention and really gets me. I also want him to punish me severely for the tiniest mistake & make me live in fear 24/7. Is there anyone out there who can make this happen for me?
New Years Resolution
#1
- Receive at least a dozen bare-bottom spankings to tears and crying, with at least three of them being witnessed by multiple alpha men.
@DomSubForum
I didn’t think of it in those terms until I was 28. I always knew I wanted to get spanked by men and that I liked go worship ass but I guess I just thought it was my kink. It was only over time that I realized I was only attracted to dominant alpha men
@AlphaAlexAlt21
I would rather you run your own private conversion therapy where you could practice without supervision or compromise. Teach homos to submit themselves to fagbasher justice
Rewatching Euphoria religious experience. It would be like taking holy communion to worship Jacob Elordi’s sweaty ass. 🥵And then to be pulled over those incredible thighs so he could spank me to tears! 😭Nate Jacobs may be a villain but so dominant, so dangerous, so hot!🥵
I want to take this moment to thank all of the true alpha men out there who demonstrate time and again that they are men of their word. Real men make good on their promises and/or threats and that deserves recognition and respect.
@masterjockbuck
I appreciate the honesty. I really enjoy your OF page. Do I fantasize about seeing some things you haven't yet chosen to do? Of course. But I appreciate the authenticity of your page. Whatever boundaries you push in future, just remember
#realissexy
@jjjjjjaxkkkkks
It’s fine so long as the sub is already following you. I find it off-putting when I haven’t demonstrated an interest in them. If you are the one reaching out, you should not open it up with “ pay me”. . But , if the sub engages, you can decide how long before expecting tribute.
Usually, I feel good about being a dumbass faggot. This morning, I wish I had a boyfriend. A dominant abusive boyfriend who spanks me regularly, of course . But someone who cares about me and sees my value.
The biggest downside to virtual punishment is that there are no lasting bruises, welts or scars and there isn’t the visceral memory of breaking into tears in front of one or more authority figures.
#findom
The only thing that would cure my loneliness today is to be spanked till I’m sobbing and there are marks on my bum that will last for days. And I don’t think it’s happening 😕
@AlphaGodAlex
I carried a paddle outside and walked down the street and into a fast food restaurant where I sat with it until someone approached and commented on it. I claimed it was the fulfillment of a dare by a friend which was true in a way but still...
When I interact with a Daddy or an alpha, either online or in person, I often wonder how they describe me to other alphas or Daddies. In my imagination, when they speak of me, they do so in the cruelest, most demeaning ways possible. To them, I’m just pathetic.
My ass should be red, hot and sore, covered in welts and blisters. Tears should be streaming down my face. I should be sobbing like a schoolboy. And you and your bros should be warning me you’re just getting started. If not now, then when?
#barebottomspanking
This is not an invitation for people to abuse me nor is it a plea for reimbursement from alphas with whom I have interacted in recent months. Whether our interactions were one time or more extended, they were part of my desire to fill that void. Right now findiom isn’t working
Seeking roommate. Only homophobic bullies, sadistic brutes and dominant bros need apply. Household chores include spanking me to tears, f
@gshaming
me and getting your ass worshipped.
I can’t decide if the best time to smell and lick alpha jock ass is right after a sweaty gym session, a day he’s worked outside or maybe just after he’s smacked me around. Thoughts?
#barebottomspanking
needs to hurt &end in
#realtears
. It also needs to be deeply humiliating. For those of us who know we deserve it, that means pushing us past our breaking point, and removing any illusion we still have a choice. And an audience of
#alphamen
we admire helps too
@PapaSub_
I don’t like the judgement implied by the word prostitution. It’s sex work. And by the way, so is the act of using their sex appeal to extract sends out of subs even if they never meet or never show a picture of their dick. It’s all sex work and there should be no stigma
I would pay a group of jock alpha bros to spank me to tears, force me to worship their armpits and asses, and then make me go out to the backyard naked to cut a dozen switches for them to use on my naked ass. Bonus points if my ass has permanent scars!
Sometimes a F
@g
needs to be spanked bare bottom to tears and crying in front of a big audience of masculine men. Dozens, maybe even hundreds of them. Till my ass is black and blue and I'm dying of embarrassment. Today is one of those days for me.
I need a break from findom even as a spectator. It’s not just the money I spend here and there. It’s the fact that I feel more lonely than ever. I think I need to detox.
There's a lot of good alphas and no disrespect to Chad. But
@Nathjs_98
is definitely the choice to be the
#1
alpha on the scene. He earns it every day through his actions and his commitment to put subs in our proper place.
I’m feeling deeply vulnerable today. A long hard humiliating
#barebottomspanking
to
#realtears
&crying would be so cathartic. And it would show me that there is someone out there who sees me & is willing to do what needs to be done
In recent months, I’ve struggled with depression & loneliness. To be clear, that’s not why I crave domination, discipline & humiliation from alphas. That desire predates my depression. My loneliness is more because I have no one in RL with whom I can be my authentic self.
@masterjockbuck
I don't get fans who feel the need to try to make creators feel bad. If I subscribe to someone & it's not what I was hoping for, I just turn off renew & let it run out. It's not hard. I can hope to see more, but creators don't owe it to me for the cost of a time-limited promo.
How pathetic is it that I think I can find an alpha who is way out of my league to beat my homo ass senseless one minute and then hold me afterwards until I feel loved again? 😥
@realtatehoskins
I’ve never understood people who feel the need to be hateful. I have low self-esteem and do tend to be attracted to conventionally attractive guys who make me feel bad about it. Meanness is not your vibe but I still find you sexy asf.
@PapaSub_
Yeah, teen suicide is the very opposite of hot. I have a kink for "homophobic" straight guys and my chats have taken some twisted turns. But this is not ALPHA. And if it's MAGA, then all the redpilled idiots need to get a grip.
@gattouz0
I’ve seen Gattouzo in person at the club where he works. He is one of the hottest, most authentically dominant men I’ve ever met. That ass….🥵
I need a spanker who can bring me to tears using just his hand, but will always use multiple spanking implements beyond his hand. I need a spanker whose rules will start off strict and grow increasingly strict over time. If I'm naughty enough, permanent marks are an option
It has become increasingly clear to me that I need to make myself incredibly vulnerable to an authentically dominant alpha. That I need to be obedient and I need to be loyal in order to make peace with my need to submit. Master Roy has shown me that he is worthy of my loyalty.
@MASTER_UPDATES
I think it depends on that dom’s past record of delivering on his promises. If the dom has delivered in the past, then this can be looked at as an anomaly. If not, then the sub has the right to ask for a payment method that allows him to demand a refund if dom doesn’t deliver
The thing that dom bullies need to understand about subs is that we ARE looking for love and attention from our homophobic masters. It just doesn’t look the same for us as it does for most people.
Over the last few weeks, I’ve been trying to eat a little healthier. My results so far? A sharp increase in my sex drive and an even sharper increase in my desire to be punished and humiliated. 🥵
@Nathjs_98
is an amazing human being who is in a league of his own in the alpha scene. So dominant. So ruthless. So real. It would be a dream come true to meet him one day for real because he’s likely one of the few who could live up to the fantasies he inspires.
I haven't been a good sub to
@Nathjs_98
in recent months but I can speak from experience. This is a true alpha. He keeps his word. He takes the time to get to know who his subs are &what we need. He's not the only good alpha out there but he is the best one in this competition.
@Nathjs_98
is everything you could want in an alpha. Sexy, authentically dominant, and truly abusive. He knows how to make a sub truly seen and thoroughly put in his place.
My
#1
goal for 2022: a minimum of 26 bare bottom spankings to tears from at least 8 different daddies. At least 3 of those spankings should take place over my birthday/Easter weekend. Who’s ready to take this bad boy out to the woodshed & help me make up for lost time?
Looking for an old-school strict authoritarian Dad who will take me out to the woodshed twice a day for the next month for a good dose of the strap and the switch! I need to be made to cry long and hard for my misdeeds.
Some people think that, over time, a spanking Daddy can become less strict. For adult bad boys like me, though, it’s the opposite. Daddy should lay on more and more rules, going from 2 pgs to 5 to 10. & punishments should get more severe too