an update on this.
if you dont know of the situation of KelvarVest_ a thread is pinned to my page.
it’s come to my attention after posts were sent to me that KevlarVest_ is back online. on twitch, discord and steam with a different user. please block him and let others know.
i’ll speak on how I feel later, I don’t want to take any spot light from the victim in the situation. just know right now i’m okay, i’m home and in bed 🖤
as for me, genuinely I feel so…???
no word could describe the feeling I have rn. it’s more than being hurt, confused or lost. I know I didn’t know of the situation till last night, but I feel so vile. I feel gross. I know im not at fault, but it doesn’t make anything better. TW-
if you know of the situation im currently in, i’d appreciate it if you’d wait till say anything till I have consent on my behalf to speak on it, thank you.
what’s constantly running through my head right now is, I fought for kev for 6 months. 6 months. I fought to get loved right, to have him treat me right. 6 months through cheating, emotional and mental abuse. constant fear of him hurting himself. I fought so hard just to be loved
amazing stream back after a month💕 tears were shed and ofc my ugly ass laugh happening. I appreciate all the love and support. through raids and follows or just chatting, genuinely ty🖤 ready to get back into streaming again hopefully <3 love y’all.
I hate how bad I feel for deletin certain people and I know I shouldnt feel bad abt it but its like
1. you were only around me for kevin.
2. we never talk or anythin
3. you hurt me never apologized or acknowledged what happened
4. youre friends with the ppl who hurt me :/ srry
i’m so unbelievably mad and upset with myself. at myself, at the situation. i’m trying to be an adult and handle it by myself but i’m so angry. hurt. i’m not the victim here, I feel so much for the victim.
ty to anyone who came to stream, sorry if my mood wasn’t as high as it usually is, still appreciate it <3 still not feeling the best but i’m still here so lol
sorry i’ve been so negative and inactive lately. just dealing with a lot of emotions and the stress has whacked tf out of me.
genuinely fightin with myself every hour lol.
also, if you know any information PLEASE reach out to me FIRST instead of making a post about it, genuinely the wave of panic, pain, and hurt and the panic attack I got when I was sent the posts an hour + after, and seeing people posts was not fun. ive informed the minor of this.
to be treated like a decent human being. 8 months of talking ever single day. so much lies and lies and lies he has told not only me, but everyone. it’s so hard to try and understand why and how much he lied about. facts being, he’s a monster. i feel dumb and stupid for trying
this time last year I was suffering in silence to protect a mfs image instead of outting him as a cheater and abuser.
now i’m very much loved and gushed on and i’m so appreciative of that🖤
hopefully now, these months/year are more peaceful. been through way too much shit for one person in the last 4-5 months 🫠 I deserve peace. I deserve happiness. if you interfere then you’re cut out. me is tired. me wanna be happy (:
genuinely tho. I don’t understand how he could do such a thing. there’s more to it but i’m just not ready to fully talk about what happened during the relationship and I hope you guys can respect that for now. I appreciate all the love and support 🖤
i also want to add, it was not just ONE victim being cut out of this information but TWO. the minor and me. the minor is still wishing to remain anon, so im still the only one with their info, i shouldve/still be told of that info.
hi, I just want to talk about how this situation was handled. i’m in no way wanting to start or continue drama, I just want to say my piece and thoughts of it and get it off my chest since it’s bothering me. so please keep that in mind.
also if you did make an announcement on this situation WITHOUT the consent from me or the victim, you’re sick. that’s not okay to do. thanks for coming to my ted talk.
I want to remove ppl but I have such bad anxiety about doing it now
I really shouldnt tho, if you hurt me or put no effort into our friendship then I should be allowed to remove you :/ but I get so much hate for it lol an I mentally cant handle it loll I dont want to be hurting
bro I swear to god if dbd is adding chucky as a killer… these mfs ARE STEALING MY FUCKING LIFE.
stole my face/hair for mikaela, my ginger cat personality for Jonesy(jokes), now I show my halloween fit AND NOW HES A POSSIBILITY ??? HELLOO? run me my checks bhvr rn 🧍♀️