THIS. And also you can’t self-love or be loved out of a CHEMICAL IMBALANCE. Depression is as much physical as it is emotional. I hope ppl grasp this bc mental illness is not a failure to show up for self. It’s physical and a causation of a broken society.
depression does not care who is around. you can cry into the arms of those who love you so deeply while they tell you how much you matter. but the validation, fulfillment, & the strength to continue is built within. no matter who is around, everything within won’t believe it.
I’m not sure what it’s giving, but if you feel it in your spirit- don’t hold back. Tell me how fine you think I am, make me blush- I’m with all that flirtatious shit 😂
I had to learn the hard way that having spiritual gifts or being gifted in any sort of way is not a character trait. Ive seen alotta people get caught up in a ego trip and it’s been so validating having elders that come from all kindsa life paths and be real af
People have always been able to tell I’m different no matter how hard I mask- which was so hard to doing growing up. I got my ass beat for stimming. I’ve been outcasted most my life. It’s easier for Black people to believe I’m on drugs than autistic to this day.
I triggered my own self with this tweet- people were so fucking evil to me as an autistic. If not for older Black women and school I wouldn’t have made it. Grown ass niggas were fucking bullies to me.
If you’ve never experienced psychosis or helped anyone through it Imma need you to shut the fuck up about that lady’s experience and your cautionary bullshit. You have no clue what it’s like on that side.
So I’m putting the call out one last time- Please help get some groceries, pay my phone bill and replace my ID! With your help I’ll finally be able to get through the employment verification process this month:
cashapp $saiswhere
venmo
@saisso
I’m learning why psychic folk be so quiet cause the shit that fly outta my mouth when I’m shootin the shit…I be makin people catch strays on accident 🙃🫨
Y’all I need help…I’m cant afford my phone bill this month, and I need to replace my birth certificate and id to get approved for this data entry job. Asking for $120 if you help at all, I’d be most grateful 💕
cashapp: $saiswhere
Venmo:
@saisso
I don’t know which hoodoo need to hear this- but don’t stop at the floors and walls- gon and get them light fixtures and door handles too. Favorite pens, scissors- allat.
Really learning a lot about relationships from watching plants. Every space is an ecosystem fr. It’s not about good or bad but favorable or unfavorable conditions.
@TheOccultBae
Okay forreal!! Listen..."Love you" is directive. I love you is a declaration. Wish you would tell me to love myself and I'm tryn love you 🤬don't play me
Loved ones! I still need help getting my ID document's. I’ve had to pass up 3 job offers because I can’t pass verification. I’m also running out of food, with $12 to my name. Please help!
Venmo:
@saisso
Cashapp: $saiswhere
I spent the day loving and being loved by the loves of my life. This was quite a memorable Afropunk. I’m so grateful to have the both of them in my life 💚.
The way I stay at my altar asking for lovers that are my friends. I don’t need a nigga to think I’m special because they find me attractive/wanna fuck/caught feelins- I want a nigga to know I’m special because we’re friends, they know me, they see me.
I only pray that when my people need me I will be there with the tools to support them, that my judgement is rooted and reserved in love, that no one connected to me will have to suffer alone.
Your needs are sacred and sanctioned. There’s an answer to your cry thats been waiting to be heard and received by you. Your are supposed to need things.
I love that my folks are very clear that your path doesn’t make you better than anyone and you don’t have to be a prude…it’s all about making the most of your time on earth, learning what’s best for your soul and healing yourself and so healing your bloodline
@ThatEricAlper
A stranger helped me pay for prom. I really wanted to go and a lady overheard me and my mom stressing about the ticket prices and things. She bought my dress and everything. I didn't get to do a lot of things it meant a lot to us
It’s not just me working hard, there are a bunch of beings working with me, they carry me I carry them. It’s like a coexisting across realms and times…takes a lot of pressure off of this one lifetime, this one vessel.
I’m not better than nobody. There’s no hierarchy of destinies. But there’s some otherworldly shit goin on in my life. My life is some otherworldly shit.
I lowkey be conjurin my ass off. I know the power of my word, I can feel the fabric of spirit under my hands and I relish in it, wear it sometime, let it wear me
I have to learn to see rejection as ppl doing what’s best for them and stop taking it so personally…bby who showed me the city hasn’t texted me back and I don’t know what I did or why but it feels kinda sore.
Everybody got a diagnosis and prescription all of a sudden but will isolate and slander people you know need help and wait till something terrible happens to pray. Y’all turn my stomach.
I live for the niggas who smile when they sexin’- whose joy it is to conjure pleasure for the people they touch. For the lovers who make it a craft of compassion
chemistry between friends is so underrated- I love being in/around those dynamics and the bond is so strong it just radiates and you can tell like yeah they came together, that’s gang. And they all just walk a lil taller cause they’re together…love love love to see it