Dear.Near 🩷🤍🧡
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🕸️ pro-recovery 🕸️ not fatphobic 🕸️ I’m 20 🕸️ EDNOS/OSFED SEMI-recovery 🕸️ Junkorexic 🕸️ constipated 24/7 🕸️ backup: @Near_backup 🕸️
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💋Near’s Bio💋
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-she/her
-edtwt/venttwt account
-16+ PLEASE
-not all post will pertain to ed
-not proana
-pro recovery
-not fatphobic
-extremely lonely and depressed
-just here to rant about stuff not encourage it!! 🖤
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Loose skin appreciation thread because you deserve to see yourself as beautiful 💕💕💕
❤️+🔄 appreciated
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@crystalcaloriez
Wait until the people who rot in bed all day realize that some people work physical jobs and sometimes burn 800+ cals during a shift so it could be dangerous to eat under that. Like obviously it’s circumstantial but net calories are a thing and people need to realize it
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“Weirdest” thing about my ed is that I find chubby/fat/plus size women attractive. Obviously there is a limit of how big because of health reasons but tbh I think a lot of fat girls are cute as hell. It’s just not cute on me
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Y’all are so rude for what? They have lost 36lbs already. I know the whole “if you’re not underweight don’t post body checks” thing but come on everyone starts somewhere. Paix if you see this just know that me and many others are proud of your progress.
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@fatspo4you
Y’all need to do your research before posting these. They almost died from a random medical emergency and was prescribed steroids and have been on them for over a year. The steroids caused weight gain and moon face but also SAVED THEIR LIFE!!!
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@dazzling_val666
Bye 💕💕💕 wish you well. I’ll miss you but I hope to never see you again because that would be a bad sign 😂
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⚠️reminder⚠️ rts are appreciated
I have lost almost 40lbs in less than 2 months. There are many factors that play into my weight loss. I will give people the rundown of how I did it but please remember all bodies are different. Most people can do everything I do (1/3)
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@h1sMariposa
100-700
Most days were 300-500
And I did 24-30 hour fasts at least once a week. I fasted for ketosis so no gum, no c/s, no 0 cal drinks (besides water and black coffee), no 0 cal foods, etc.
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@snowqueenn111
My psych professor had us calculate our bmis and said “no one here should be above a bmi 35, if you are yoh are calculating it wrong”
I was bmi 40 🙃 (I was at my hw)
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@strving2bpretty
@m3lonns
So rewards happen once. Also spaghetti if omaded can be like 500-1000cals so that would still be a huge deficit. Maybe learn how to count calories before you get mad at someone rewarding themselves with food because you can do that and stil be in a deficit.
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Bitches with a high ass SW when they don’t lose that 1lb a day
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Why do some people make fun of overweight and obese people on edtwt. Y’all literally talk about how you want us to do something about our weight but don’t see us as valid if we don’t drop 100lbs overnight.
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One thing as someone with a high sw is I fear gaining. Like everyone does but for me I feel as though I get more upset because I feel as though I have wasted my life being fat and now I want to be skinny asap. Not only that but I need to prove to myself I can do it.
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@Star_calsss
People on edtwt when they see someone who’s skinny but not skin and bones: 🤬 “fat”
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First things first, my parents never taught me about nutrition. My earliest memories around food were having Icecream almost every night as a “bedtime snack” while watching tv. I was 4 and didn’t understand how that was a bad thing. +
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~☆~ conclusion ~☆~
1. It’s important to teach your kids about nutrition
2. It’s important to get your kids involved in sports
3. Snacks are a once in a while treat, not an everyday thing
4. Don’t listen to tiktok when it comes to how “fat” you are. Listen to your doctor!!!!
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Parents cooked and that was food high in fats and carbs.
We also always had snacks in the house. Get home from school? you get a snack. do your chores? you get a snack. need you to shut up? You get a snack. Snacking was a constant thing in my life growing up. +
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My dad also hates vegetables and refuses to eat anything green (I’m being so serious) so when we had meals the majority of the meal would consist of carbs. Not to mention my dad LOVES butter, I swear he adds a stick to every meal. Of course as a young kid I just ate what my +
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Disclaimer, this is not me making excuses for my weight or how bad it got. This is just to inform people because I think many people don’t understand how people get to be obese.
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@favari3s
No Fr. People make fun of my disordered thoughts all the time. It’s so crazy like how do you have an Ed with no delusions?
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I can’t wait till I’m thin and can wear outfits like this and look cute.
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That of course included emotional eating. It felt like a hug when no one else would hug me. Now I didn’t eat huge portions but my comfort foods were high calorie snacks that could constitute as meals with how calorically dense they were.
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Genuine question. How can fatphobes hate on loose skin? You tell people to lose the weight and when they do it’s not good enough? Shouldn’t you be happy that they lost the weight and aren’t fat anymore?
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How many times will I have to tweet out that unfortunate builds are usually caused by medical conditions and disabilities. I’m so tired of the “thank god I don’t have this build 💀” and then shows a person who clearly has something going on with their organs causing them (1/2)
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I was also never encouraged to do sports at a young age. I always wanted to but my parents worked opposite shifts so they just never enrolled me. When I was in middle school I wanted to join sports but my mom pointed out how I’d be so far behind the other kids because +
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Seeing all these people with low start weights get to their goal weight and not have loose skin makes me so jealous because I know I’m going to have loose skin 😭😭😭
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I can’t wait till I’m not overweight anymore. I can’t wait till I can at least say “I’m a healthy weight” because I have never been able to say that in my life.
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As some with a hsw this type of shit is the reason I feel like I’ll never be able to fully recover. I’m terrified of gaining even the slightest bit of weight because I know my struggles will be seen as invalid.
oh my god SHUT UUUUPPPPPPPPP can people learn that ed's are mental and not physical?
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Luckily I am now over 100lbs down but I still struggle with food obviously. Food has been my go to place for comfort since I was young and I was never corrected on it (unless it was in a degrading manner and not educational at all) I wish my parents cared more about my health +
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“How did you get to bmi 40!?!?”
… this shit was normal in my household.
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They all started sports at a young age so it made me feel like I was never good enough to join a sport so I never did.
In middle school I began to get bullied because I had acne and that took a toll on my mental health. I would do anything to make myself feel better +
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@wonykgz
Sadly I wouldn’t be surprised. She has been doxed to the point where she had to post her passport and then had to take it down for fear of people finding out more about her.
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@sweetbabieplum
No fr. I almost lost everyone. I’m trying to incorporate more healthy fats in my diet to improve my mental and I really hope it’s working. Also found out Celsius gives my extreme social paranoia and suicidal ideation so that’s cool I guess.
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@Onision
@YearbookQuotes_
Nice gif, when are you going to admit that you groomed all those teens and need to be locked up?
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Just a reminder that the “unfortunate fat distribution” on someone might be because of a medical condition. It looks abnormal because it is and is caused by a medical abnormality a lot of times. Abnormal fat distribution is a sign of many medical conditions.
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Since I was never taught about nutrition and was encouraged to snack as a young kid this never rang as unhealthy to me. Not to mention even doctors told me I carried my weight well so that lead to a very false confidence in my weight.
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Than I was. Some fat activist on tiktok even considered me average so I never thought anything about it. I mean if I couldn’t speak on fat issues I wasn’t that fat right?
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Personal reasons why I can’t recover.
1. At my high weight I almost couldn’t fit in roller coaster rides
2. I’m still fat irl even if tiktokers would call me average
3. I bought new clothes that I don’t want to get rid of
4. People view you different socially if your thin
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I can’t believe I have to say this but if you are fatphobic please unfollow me.
(And no I’m not talking about people who have intrusive thoughts, I’m talking about those who actively go out of their way to be a piece of shit)
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Drinks I was having that was enough to get me over my tdee.
Now onto the more recent things:
At my HW tiktok considered me “small fat” and told me I had no place to talk about fat issues because they weren’t as bad for me. This gave me a false sense that I was smaller +
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(This post is not shaming people who are currently 200lbs+)
When I was 230lbs I didn’t realize that I did in fact have trouble moving because of my fat. I couldn’t even sit with my knees to my chest because of my stomach fat getting in the way.
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In 8th grade year the bullying got so bad I took a year to do online school where I would do nothing but sit in front of a computer all day long. Since I was so lonely my depression got worse and I began eating whenever I needed to feel something. +
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@basickaate
Why do people always assume you don’t feed your kids just because you have an ed? That’s honestly weird and fucking gross to make assumptions about someone’s parenting based on a mental illness.
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Psa if you are going to be fatphobic towards me AFTER I have lost 100lbs you better have your stats in your bio. Like yeah sure I used to be fat but guess what. It takes a lot to lose more than 100lbs in a year and if you haven’t done that then idc what you think.
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It’s important to note that I was not eating more than 5 times a day. However everytime I did eat it was 300-800 calories which does add up so fast when you are not just eating 3 normal meals.
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Does anyone else only feel valid when starving? Like even omading a low cal meal makes me feel bad.
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I want to fight every girl with nice curves and a flat stomach.
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Another thinspo thread
⚠️disclaimer please tell me if I need to take any down images as I just got these from Pinterest. Also some images in this thread are slightly NSFW/18+⚠️
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End of thread 💕💕💕
Remember to love yourself and that you have come a long way. If you from a few months or years ago would be proud than present you should also be happy.
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@RigbyXO
@strving2bpretty
@m3lonns
You’re making baseless assumptions about someone else’s ed because they made a joke about liking spaghetti. Just because someone wants to reward themselves by allowing themselves to have something they don’t usually eat doesn’t mean they will binge.
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Btw I could literally make a part 2 to this because theres so much shit that lead me to my unhealthy habits throughout middle school and highschool that lead to me developing BED.
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Your biggest fear about losing weight is noticeable bloating… hate to break it to you it just gets more noticeable the more you lose.
Also imagine thinking bloat is fat, you’re in edtwt we all bloat like crazy please learn what it is 😭😭
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“You have food noise because you don’t eat enough”
Actually I had BED so no I just always have had food noise for no damn reason. (Yes I know restriction is definitely playing a part but it’s not the only reason)
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I have to put the junkorexics on. This whole pack is 90cals.
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When I was younger instead of just trying to make me happy. Because now even when I try to have a normal healthy meal my parents will look at me like I’m crazy. I don’t even think they know anything about nutrition and it’s scary.
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“Imagine being being able to sit down and not have rolls”
“Imagine being able to wear low rise jeans to show off your hip bones”
“Imagine being able to wear a tank top without having flabby arms”
…babe I have loose skin
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@crystalcaloriez
Not Ana b/p but I have literally had to explain that Ana b/p is a real thing so much so that I have these pictures saved on my phone
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I never though of liquid calories as I thing. I knew they were real but since I was never taught about nutrition it of course didn’t matter to me. I would have 2-3 sodas a day and thought nothing of it. Sometimes I would even eat only 2 times a day but with how much sugary +
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The lower and lower my weight gets the less thinspo works on me. Not because “they are the same weight as me” but because I know I will never look like that with my loose skin.
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My question is 170 x 6 = 1020. Where the fuck did those 10 calories go?
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@neocollector
The fact that people can’t be bothered to do 2 seconds of research and find out that they are essentially bullying someone for accepting life saving treatment is insane. Like this is so fucking disgusting.
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Photo not me obviously)
Daily reminder: loose skin is not something to be ashamed of and if anyone judges you for it than they are an idiot who doesn’t see the amount of work you have put in and the amount of progress you have made.
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Can we please make SpongeBob traumacore a real thing? But like use it ironically not like how people use the hello kitty traumacore.
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@crystalcaloriez
Tbh I hope tlc helps pay for her skin removal surgery (if she wants it) because of the show.
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Do i really have to dig my Dsm-5 out again to show y’all the diagnostic criteria for eds so y’all can stop calling people wannarexic for managing to lose weight while eating over 1k cals
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How do people with restrictive Ed’s not gain from eating at their tdee? I have such a shit metabolism that I gain from 800-1000 calories. And it’s not like I just gain .2lbs, no I gain a full 1-2lbs each time.
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And maybe lose only 10lbs-20lbs in 2 months and that is still valid. Ya know why? Because everyone’s bodies react differently to exercise and different types of food. For example some people can omad fast food and be fine. My body doesn’t like fast food so I can’t do that. (2/3)
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@waatevr
@lowcal4kpop
As someone with a sw of 227 and a bmi of 40 I was even considered small fat so it’s really distorted and shit. Really made me feel smaller than I was hence why I didn’t see how bad it got because I was always called “small fat” and now I’m bmi 24 being called thin which is wild.
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