aps ★
@saiikoguramu
Followers
743
Following
500
Media
1,384
Statuses
18,692
꒰ 💜 ꒱ i like kanade, ichika and doomed couples. milgram and pjsk main // pv @loveisundeads
any prns
Joined May 2021
Don't wanna be here?
Send us removal request.
Explore trending content on Musk Viewer
FREEN X PRADA OPENING STORE
• 492871 Tweets
محمد
• 410425 Tweets
APO DELIGHTS AND SURPRISES
• 220929 Tweets
#Mステ
• 182141 Tweets
Kindiki
• 97708 Tweets
KAIRAIN HANGGANG DULO
• 80358 Tweets
NUNEW BRAVE TOGETHER
• 79721 Tweets
DeNA
• 60996 Tweets
LMSY AFFAIR FINAL EP
• 57359 Tweets
日本シリーズ
• 47739 Tweets
Perfume
• 43582 Tweets
Watch SA TrueStory YouTube
• 42980 Tweets
新刀剣男士
• 37121 Tweets
ソフトバンク
• 33123 Tweets
#bebekkatilleri
• 28877 Tweets
ホークス
• 26420 Tweets
オースティン
• 23917 Tweets
ベイスターズ
• 23775 Tweets
ジャイアンツ
• 18780 Tweets
ファイターズ
• 16191 Tweets
国連脱退
• 15297 Tweets
#ساعه_استجابه
• 14908 Tweets
横浜優勝
• 13197 Tweets
$NIXX
• 12091 Tweets
#櫻坂46_本質的なこと
• 11372 Tweets
MINQ IN LOVE
• 10548 Tweets
the way ivan has always had difficulty with expressing stronger emotions but his last smile is genuine. a smile just when he realizes that till is gonna live. they were insane for this im not feeling well
37
3K
14K
i love this art bc while being one of the first official arts it already tells so much about character's place/role in the story and relationship between them
8
440
4K
this genre of alnst arts is so heart shattering. forget the mizisua and ivantill in another universe, think about them four in another universe. when they all can be best friends who love and support each other, a found family that have been never treated properly
8
761
4K
admiration vs attraction, explaining aroace till hc and why i fw it since many people asked 🧵
13
503
3K
the problem with alnst fandom is that everyone says that till can't reciprocate ivan's feelings bc he's in love with mizi. which is partly true but i dont think thats the only case, i think even if he didnt care about mizi at all, he wouldn't fall for ivan either
8
306
2K
something i cant understand is that why is ruler of my heart the most popular alnst mv. like whats so special about it. I wasnt here when it dropped but i guess there wasnt that much hype around it as after round 6 so just. why
I felt the world shift when seeing how close cure is in surpassing my clematis
17
315
4K
106
78
2K
10
184
2K
give this to yuno as t3 cover instead of rabbit hole i beg you
10
174
1K
ivan was learning how to socialize through observing other kids in anakt garden, so it kinda makes sense how he wanted to hug sua when she expressed frustration. although it wasnt an appropriate act, ivan thought it's what he's supposed to do when someone seems upset
3
151
1K
haruka sakurai will live — how his suicide attempt plays a significant role in his story and character . [ 🧵 ]
12
187
1K
mahiru's first voice drama and all the possibly questionable things she said to es as a clue as to how she behaved at the beginning of her relationship — 🧵
(tl credits: Lia VI on yt)
3
104
1K
this is so sad actually, it sounds like an alarm, warning heard through the music. interrupting normal, happy melody with its sound. its like a sign for mahiru to stop what shes doing now because its going to end really bad but she doesnt listen
this mfing sound effect in i love you is so brain scratching its one of the main reasons why its so addicting to my brain
11
81
330
10
213
1K
t1 guilty prisoners
4
242
960
a closer look at mahiru's "break up rituals", how mahiru was most likely the one to initiate them and why — 🧵
3
130
864
been thinking about those mahiru hinako expressions and how they're similar and both are reactions to the final realization of how what they've always believed in was never true — 🧵
6
95
658
i love how the end of tihtbilwy is mahiru waking up. as if 'this is how to be in love with you' scrapbook was just a dream and thats the moment when she finally faced the reality. daisuki again shows how mahiru goes to "sleep" to cope and wake up in her romanticized reality
4
136
633
it's more complex than that, people just. cant like someone back sometimes and the other person cant "make them" fall in love with them bc thats not how it works. till can realize what ivan has always been doing for him, notice every kind gesture, his own sacrifice and
1
20
608
do you think are we even
we’re soulmates soulmates in
in every universe? this one?
19
113
555
"i love toxic doomed straight people" and they cant even handle the
2
114
543
close enough, two of these songs are about a horny boy sexualizing girls for no reason and deco ones are about complicated relationships and using sex as a self destructive coping mechanism
3
105
515
t3 please come faster milgram fandom is running out of stuff to talk about
5
139
492
appreciate everything, see ivan as a very dear person to him but he wpuld never love him the same way ivan did. from ivans point of view till doesnt even care about him at all which is obviously not true, its just the way ivan compares his feelings to an all consuming devotion
1
13
502
my milgram tierlist of how annoying fans of each characters are
10
56
484
till's aroace coding is also something worth considering but we're not ready for that conversation yet
12
47
489
What makes mahiru's case even worse is that she's dated her boyfriend for around half a year, which is really short period of time. if it took years, it would be still wrong but at least more understandable that after a long time it has become unbearable for him ↓
2
61
479
that he (and mizisua for each other) feel which tills feelings are far from. even till's canon love for mizi is pretty much different, he loves the image he created in his head, something like fake salvation, a thought that can seemingly make him feel better, he loves that she is
2
14
477
the best proof is that in black sorrow and cure are portrayed actual moments between ivan and till, acts and interactions. however in unknown there is only mizi in till's eyes, how he admires her but not a single interaction between them
1
22
459
out of reach and he will never be hers. ivan also isnt trying to make till fall in love with him, he does everything to protect him, to save him and he would never kiss him or confess his love bc he knows thats something till doesnt want to hear.
1
11
438
so their love is so different, ivan loves till as a person he is, he wants to whats best for him→ till loves mizi as some pain relief, someone who can save him by just existing. however likes ivan, appreciates what he did but regardless of his feelings for anyone else he would
1
16
426
yall dont deserve mahirubf hes not a fuckass abuser who took away mahirus rights to love, hes a silly little guy who likes hot dogs and needs serious mental help
7
88
376
a little analysis of codependency and fear of abandonment in mahiru's relationship based on a story shown in psychogram mv — 🧵
3
63
371
if mahiru knew about shidous crime she would immediately become his
#1
fan. just imagine her finding out about the ultimate form of love, something she has probably never even imagined. destructive but its something mahiru loves, what she would romanticize and cherish more than
4
83
386
—— a spoiled kid and neglected kid together, what would they do !! — a closer look at 01 & 04 dynamic, how their codependency works and what the term 'friendship' means to both of them :: (🧵 )
tw: mentions of bullying, abuse, suicide and unhealthy relationships in general
5
113
337
its insane how these are what she assumed from observation only
2
49
352
never love him the same way ivan does nor the way he loves mizi. he knows ivan too well so even if he didn't have a 'crush' on mizi, he wouldnt like ivan the same way.
1
4
341
like mizi in the centre as a mc but not happy at all, being the closest to alien stage, the most attached, then sua looking at her. being the second one closest to alien stage because she never thought of escaping since she was with mizi
1
3
315
— how the way es treats each prisoner reflects the way people close to them/people who had major influance on what led to their victims' death had treat them in the past.
a thread for all characters (🧵).
4
60
268
and what if i say
shipping win! they have different but equally terrible coping mechanisms
239
9K
71K
2
51
267
ivan and till on the opposite side, where ivan is the one at the other end, as the one most close to escaping but looking at till since he is the reason he gave up on freedom and went back to alien stage. till isnt looking at anyone, just ahead, closer to the further
1
5
252
ive seen people trying to interpret the flowers in many ways and every idea is good obv im not saying anyones wrong. but i see it more as a reflection of their general attitude not specifically correlating to their crimes, so here's a short mahiru's bouquet analysis 🧵
1
28
250
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I love you
too :)
YAYYY!!!!!!!!!
2
51
235
end like the one who wants to stay at alnst but not follow its rules. then theres hyuna on the opposite side to mizi, turned back as the one who is no longer associated with alien stage, the only one who successfully escaped
1
2
228
wait these are their names or???
12
23
215
明日、9月10日15:00より
イベント『鍛えてFLY！Muscle Training！』を開催💪
運動に苦手意識のあるファンのために、何か出来ることはないかと考える遥。そんな時、偶然出会った司から『SHINOBI-BATTLE』なるアスレチックイベントへ参加しないかと誘われるが……。
#プロセカ
155
10K
43K
0
75
216
why they stupid
0
31
219
— haruka is actually a burnt out gifted kid in his own specific way and how it caused the sudden "disappearing" of love and affection he was getting in his childhood, a short theory (🧵 )
5
50
204
me when i'm in making the worst decisions competition and my opponent is pusu from tuyu
2
64
197
luka standing in the middle also makes so much sense bc he neither want to be at alnst or not, hes like the one liked but not loved and the one who feels more free on a stage than anywhere else. his relationship with alien stage and his
1
3
202
also mostly inspired by his feelings. Mizi is someone he admires from a far, he was never jealous of Sua, he wouldn't want to get closer to Mizi even if she wasn't in love with Sua. I like how he has Mizi 'merch' in some official arts which shows her more as a celebrity he loves.
1
6
199
i dont know if someone has said that already but if you call yourself a fan of milgram character like mahiru/kazui/shidou and dont like nor care about their victims (partners) at all i dont trust you
6
44
180
Most of the proofs would be from his relationship with Mizi, focusing how his love is different than romantic attraction, nothing even close to romantic atrraction or ANY attraction at all. And I think that, outside many other possible reasons, he is just not able to feel a
1
0
183
starving for milgram content so much i started shaking and crying bc of these fuckass plushies
6
45
181
romantic attraction towards anyone. What's the most known already is that Till likes more tha image of Mizi than Mizi herself. He's not trying to get closer to her, just a thought of her is enough. Till is independent but Mizi is the only aspect in his life that is stable, he can
1
2
179
What their relationship is similar to is an idol and their fan. Of course when your idol notices you, you're gonna feel embarrassed, blush from excitement and be absolutely speechless although it has nothing to do with attraction. We see him draw Mizi a lot, maybe his songs are
1
2
172
alien parents are different from the rest. he's the one most praised and known but not caring about the contest itself. while mizisua are closesest to alien stage and the ones that actually wanted to take a part in it, especially mizi
1
2
169
However, mostly on official arts Mizi and Till also interact in person which could be confusing because Till seems to act like he was head over hills for her, the crush getting him flustered under the slightest touch or just the chance to look at her.
1
0
158
depend and rely on. She's mostly a coping mechanism, some cheering him up thought. That's only what he thinks, like the mental side of Mizi, the way she's useful and the way Till tries to help himself by his own imagination and admiration and how it is mostly portrayed in mvs.
1
1
154
@urmomlikespizza
u mnie w klasie conajmniej 5 osób jest lgbt, wszyscy o tym wiedzą i mają wyjebane
2
0
146
idk im reaching too much probably but i love how they were put in this specific order because it makes so much sense as a promotional art that is meant to tell something about the series okay
0
2
147
So as a conclusion, I think Till isn't attracted to Mizi romantically. He doesn't want to get closer to her, I assume he didn't even consider getting into relationship with her, not slightly, not theoretically. Mizi is like and idol, admiration, inspiration, not even a platonic
1
7
145
It may seem pretty normal, even more casual than Ivan's feelings for Till or Mizisua for each other. But I don't see it as typical love interest, more someone he admires, his inspiration, his muse.
1
0
144
The most interesting part of it is that if we look at it from this angle, Till's feelings for Mizi (admiration) don't collide with Ivan's feelings (attraction), it would be even possible to like them both at the same time. Yet, he wouldn't reciprocate it, he won't feel the same
1
1
140
At the end I like to bring out this art because regardless of how silly it seems, it actually says a lot about the difference between Till's and Ivan's feelings towards people they're interested in.
1
2
135
way Ivan does, regardless of how close they could get, how well they knew each other or what Till would notice. His confusion about Ivan's teasing towards him and all his actions aren't the only case Till couldn't notice him, he just can't feel this way about ayone. Ever
1
1
132
+ mizisua and ivan being able to feel attraction despite the circumstances as being raised in anakt garden and not being much aware of what it's supposed to feel like
qpr ivantill or poly mizisuaivantill would solve all my life problems 🫶
0
5
131
Till wants to give Mizi the leash, as someone who whould lead him, be a right path for him, while being embarrassed and trying to suggest her what she has to do, while she's not even looking. Ivan wants to hold it instead but just like Till, he reaches his hand when the other
1
1
120
nothing would matter anymore because Mizi, the one he admires, the one who is his only hope and salvation isn't around anymore. This change is vividly shown if you compare unknown Till to cure Till, after Mizi had escaped.
1
1
121
thread on why this doesnt apply to mahiru bc ive seen a lot of posts in my tl telling that its her but i know her better than you all — 🧵
my contribution (I will never stop talking about how much this pisses me off)
28
308
2K
4
19
118