is it just me or when my eating disorder is at its absolute worst, im being the most productive? like, my bed is made, i worked out, I brushed my teeth, my clothes are folded, but im never usually like this?
anyone else?
@imlosingitcompl
My starting bmi was 36.6 and my current bmi is 28.2. I’m depressed asf so I don’t really exercise consistently lol. But I think it might be lighting cause im not really that toned
I think I just have body dysmorphia not Ana cause I want to be uw but at the same time if I woke up tmmr looking like ic3 spic3 I would be jumping for fucking joy 😭