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🎀shedtwt & mcrtwt |* 4teen *| BLK「｡they/them | *｡.164cm | vent diary
☆*:bmi 18 kill me
Joined December 2020
ok ate another 500 calories what’s the point anymore since im killing myself soon
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I need to die words can’t explain how disgusted I am with myself nobody can see my body I’m hiding it until I lose 20lbs😊
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RT @lilli_j31: I hate being the only anti vape teenager ever 😭 I hate vapes just smoke cigarettes or pot bro
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when I move apartments in 2 weeks I’ll have my own bathroom & my rooms far away from my moms unlike now. so I might start purging idk, I’ve done it a few times and ik it’s bad but I’m so desperate to lose this binging weight I’ve gained.. ☹️
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I can’t stop crying I can’t even look at myself in the mirror
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I’m cutting when I get home I’m disgusting I deserve to die I deserve to rot
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binged and I can’t even fucking get my 20k steps before midnight bcz my fucking mom wants to stay at my aunts until 11 I’m crying my eyes out I just wanna go home I hate everything
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I wish I could purge my binges so badly I’ve only done it once and it’s so difficult idk why
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RT @xsweet2berryx: I have insane respect for bulimics cuz lowkey Im scared as fuck to throw up
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once again eating like a fat fuck WTF let me restrict plz
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@h3arthanuel that’s so messed up. I’m sorry she said that to you..her mindset seems extremely outdated and it’s definitely NOT selfish to not want a baby!?? I don’t either if that makes u feel any better..I hope u feel better soon!! :( 🩷🩷
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RT @R4INC4NDYU: im not kidding when i say being left alone with my thoughts makes me want to fucking kill myself
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