˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
@R4INC4NDYU
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feel like dying except when i'm with my favorite / aren't you at fault for sniffing me? ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ ⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎ ♡.°₊ˎˊ˗
i ♡ my favorite
Joined December 2023
i wonder what it’s like to not immediately shift to suicide ideation after one bad thing happens.
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pls get that ugly fucking tryhard fetal alcohol syndrome product of inbreeding bitch off my tl i cant take it anymore.
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people my age are doing so much and im just rotting in bed.
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sense of identity is so bad i need people to describe what they think of me in immense detail so i know who i am.
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do i want to kill myself or do i just want out of this situation.
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assuming ill be abandoned after making one small mistake is so stressful and scary.
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the urge to kill myself always lingers in my mind no matter how good i feel in a moment.
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self sabotaging because i fear abandonment and assume everyone will inevitably leave so i would rather do it first.
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i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.i want to die.
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i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.i feel too much.i feel nothing.
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dating me is easy you just have to be okay with me being absolutely insane over you and needing constant reassurance because i can’t regulate my emotions.
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sorry for self sabotaging and pushing you away because i feel undeserving of anything good do you still think i’m pretty.
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i hate accidentally triggering myself just by thinking.
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i wish i was a normal person instead of a pathetic mentally ill girl.
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I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.I WANT TO DIE.
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people my age are doing so much.i hate how mental illness prevented me from doing so many things.
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always shocks me to learn feeling constantly suicidal isn’t normal.
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mentally ruined forever just because people couldn’t treat me well as a child.
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fuck people who pretend to be mentally ill i would do anything not to be like this.
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when bpd is trending again so every account is suddenly posting about being needy and obsessive not realising bpd isnt a quirky disorder and actually ruins your life and relationships.
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please dont leave me alone with my thoughts.please dont leave me alone with my thoughts.please dont leave me alone with my thoughts.please dont leave me alone with my thoughts.please dont leave me alone with my thoughts .please dont leave me alone with my thoughts.
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being constantly anxious about abandonment is so tiring.
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i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.i hate myself.
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waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and
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born to need constant attention forced to feel annoying and overly demanding when asking for it.
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when i get told something i really didn’t want to know
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“you’re being dramatic” i will kill myself in front of you.
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knew i was an attention seeker when i used to wish to be hospitalised as a kid so people would care about me.
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i wish i didn’t feel everything so intensely .my feelings are too big for my body.
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dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me.
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i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i.
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i want to fucking kill myself im so tired of being neglected and ignored.
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i hate that the smallest things can ruin my mood and make me want to die.
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sorry i demanded constant attention i was neglected and ignored my whole life.
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i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.i hate being this way.
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are u going to leave me ? you’re not going to leave me are you ? are you thinking about leaving me ? please don’t leave me please don’t leaveme please don’t leave me pleasedont leave me please dont leave me.
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if they cared they wouldn’t do this.if they cared they wouldn’t do this.if they cared they wouldn’t do this.if they cared they wouldn’t do this.if they cared they wouldn’t do this.if they cared they wouldn’t do this.if they cared they wouldn’t do this.
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being mentally ill and extremely self aware makes me feel so trapped in my mind.
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i wish i was a normal person instead of a useless pathetic mentally ill fuck.
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what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.what did i do to deserve this.
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please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please.
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i’m gonna kill myself in front of the next person who makes me sad.
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i really don’t want to be like this anymore i feel so unlovable and ruined.
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i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel so disgusting i feel.
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i hate feeling depressed and suicidal when nothing bad is happening.
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i crave stability yet i’m the most unstable thing in my life.
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i wish i could kill myself so i could stop getting hurt.
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