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@R4INC4NDYU

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feel like dying except when i'm with my favorite / aren't you at fault for sniffing me? ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ ⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎ ♡.°₊ˎˊ˗

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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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wasted my teenage years being mentally ill
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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i wonder what it’s like to not immediately shift to suicide ideation after one bad thing happens
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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people my age are doing so much and im just rotting in bed
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@R4INC4NDYU
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napping because self harm is bad
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@R4INC4NDYU
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sense of identity is so bad i need people to describe what they think of me in immense detail so i know who i am
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need :P
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@R4INC4NDYU
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assuming ill be abandoned after making one small mistake is so stressful and scary
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
the urge to kill myself always lingers in my mind no matter how good i feel in a moment
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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self sabotaging because i fear abandonment and assume everyone will inevitably leave so i would rather do it first
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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i need to die i cant handle abandonment i feel sick
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
3 months
i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
4 months
self sabotage because i don’t deserve anything good
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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dating me is easy you just have to be okay with me being absolutely insane over you and needing constant reassurance because i can’t regulate my emotions
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
5 months
sorry for self sabotaging and pushing you away because i feel undeserving of anything good do you still think i’m pretty
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@R4INC4NDYU
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1 month
i wish i was a normal person instead of a pathetic mentally ill girl
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@R4INC4NDYU
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2 months
people my age are doing so much i hate how mental illness prevented me from doing so many things
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@R4INC4NDYU
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2 months
always shocks me to learn feeling constantly suicidal isn’t normal
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@R4INC4NDYU
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
fuck people who pretend to be mentally ill i would do anything not to be like this
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
feeling super super super suicidal :D
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@R4INC4NDYU
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1 month
i should’ve died that night
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
please dont leave me alone with my thoughts please dont leave me alone with my thoughts please dont leave me alone with my thoughts please dont leave me alone with my thoughts please dont leave me alone with my thoughts please dont leave me alone with my thoughts
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@R4INC4NDYU
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1 month
being constantly anxious about abandonment is so tiring
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
3 months
i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
born to need constant attention forced to feel annoying and overly demanding when asking for it
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@R4INC4NDYU
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2 months
i’m scared that i’ll be like this forever
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2 months
i feel disgusting being myself is so sickening
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4 months
“im so proud of y-“
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1 month
knew i was an attention seeker when i used to wish to be hospitalised as a kid so people would care about me
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@R4INC4NDYU
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5 months
i wish i didn’t feel everything so intensely my feelings are too big for my body
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me dont leave me
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
3 months
i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i hate being like this i
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
i want to fucking kill myself im so tired of being neglected and ignored
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
1 month
i hate that the smallest things can ruin my mood and make me want to die
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@R4INC4NDYU
˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
sorry i demanded constant attention i was neglected and ignored my whole life
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way i hate being this way
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1 month
i feel like everyone is destined to get tired of me
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
are u going to leave me ? you’re not going to leave me are you ? are you thinking about leaving me ? please don’t leave me please don’t leaveme please don’t leave me pleasedont leave me please dont leave me
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@R4INC4NDYU
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5 months
me online vs irl
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3 months
if they cared they wouldn’t do this if they cared they wouldn’t do this if they cared they wouldn’t do this if they cared they wouldn’t do this if they cared they wouldn’t do this if they cared they wouldn’t do this if they cared they wouldn’t do this
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1 month
being mentally ill and extremely self aware makes me feel so trapped in my mind
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
4 months
what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this what did i do to deserve this
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please
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5 months
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
4 months
i crave stability yet i’m the most unstable thing in my life
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
i feel like my trauma made me so much weaker and pathetic instead of stronger
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
1 month
assuming everyone is going to leave me because i feel deeply insecure and inferior compared to everyone else
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1 month
i hope i die
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4 months
when i find out the thing i expected is true
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
4 months
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
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5 months
i feel so pathetic for not doing the things other people my age have i always miss out and it’s my fault for being mentally unwell im really such a loser
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
1 month
when i feel ok and then i remember
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
i feel like i’m too much effort to be loved and that scares me
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
1 month
i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
i want to die so badly i’m not getting better it hurts
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3 months
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2 months
i want to die so fucking much
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
saying i’ll suffer in silence then spamming my twt about how much i wanna die
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
2 months
do u fw girls who livetweet their mental breakdowns or no
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4 months
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5 months
stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me stress is going to kill me
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4 months
all i do is ruin things just because i’m me
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3 months
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
4 months
how to explain to people that i genuinely have no hobbies and do nothing all day
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˚‧⁺༝꒰ა ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺‧˚
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