͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚mattia, inpatient era
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8teen, italy ; living while starving! car seat headrest obsessed , forced recovery @d3lusionalmatt
they/them | bmi 13s
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OH MY GOD ???? I CAN FINALLY WRAP MY HQND AROUND MY ARM
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i brought my food scale to the restaurant lmao
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bye offing myself 💀
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new minecraft boxers for 11/12yo :3
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guess my bmi but if it’s over 16 keep it to yourself 😊🙏
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lol not people calling me pathetic or embarrassing? don’t you think i already know that? i have an eating disorder, it IS embarrassing and pathetic and makes me do embarrassing and pathetic stuff.
i brought my food scale to the restaurant lmao
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build an outfit in my style based on your ed! ✧ﾟ･
qrt with your answer!
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the pants i bought vs what i usually wear
i don’t want people to make a big deal out of it idk maybe i’m just overthinking
i bought a new pair of jeans that fit me perfectly and i like them a lot but i’m afraid i’ll look ridiculous if i wear them in public since i always wear baggy clothes
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me the day years of b/p, anorexia, nicotine and coffee addiction catches me
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maybe it’s cringe but think i might like this drawing
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lot of people started following me (ily) so if u want to be moots interact w this post pls!!
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arm check i feel like i look good idk
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if you think this is pathetic let me tell you about when i c/s into a bag and forgot it in my drawer for months! or yesterday when i cried over a fucking banana. if you think these things are pathetic or whatever, you’re right! EATING DISORDERS MAKES YOU FUCKING PATHETIC.
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guess the bmi pls i can’t weigh myself rn but i know for sure i’m under 14.3
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— this or that food poll
food i’ve binged on but it gets progressively worse
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( 🍂☕️ ) new edtwt intro , pinned !
— not new ! been here since 2021
— he/they , 8teen , italian
— bmi low 14s , ana b/p ?
• DNI: under 15, fatphobic, homo/transphobic
♡ / ↻ to be moots
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GUYS THIS PROTEIN BAR LITERALLY TASTES LIKE CARAMEL WITH NO AFTERTASTE IT’S SO GOOD
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i hate my hands but i think they look cool in these pics
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bodycheck i took the other day might delete later don’t bully me bye
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i love black coffe and cigarettes but not in an autumn aesthetic way but in a depressed emo anorexic way
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and this should be a safe place for people with eds, if you’re just gonna shame other people for their disordered behaviours just fuck off and leave this side of twt
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new socks i bought look how cute they are
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black coffe and nicotine save me … save me black coffe and nicotine …
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btw i still have the silly little bird
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calories ? it’s a pastry with walnuts and honey, i was thinking about 400ish (hand for reference)
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please guess my bmi i need to know how people perceive me 😺
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what do you guys do in your free time that its not ed related ??? i need ideas
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btw i’m packing my bags to go inpatient :( gonna leave tomorrow morning
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coming out as a eggs hater. all my protein come from greek yogurt, protein bars and lentils
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ootd
first pic is kinda weird because i was lighting a cig lol
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tried this protein bar!! so good and 165cal x 26g of protein :3
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7 billion calories but it was worth it
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if i hear again someone saying that i binge because i restrict i’m fucking going to k1ll myself right in front of them
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big grocery haul (i bought 1.5kg of berries i need help)
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the account + the user
don’t make fun of me or i will cry
if you know me irl no you dont
The account + the user 🤍😭
(Please don't make fun of my big forehead LMAO)
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moots, vi voglio tantissimo bene, grazie di essermi stati accanto per tutto questo tempo, non so davvero come avrei fatto senza di voi, ma penso che per me sia il momento di andare avanti e cercare di stare meglio il più possibile. vi auguro tutto il meglio <3
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guys i kissed a guy in ip am i living the teenage dream
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why are most of my moots so inactive?:(
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my granny is now home from the hospital. turns out she has fucking cancer
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i guess it’s time to stop maintaining and start losing again!
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idc if it sounds rude if you misgender me when i fucking have pronouns in my bio i’m gonna unmoot/block
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living with an eating disorder is so exhausting. i’m tired
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i wish i could die without actually having to kms yk
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legs at lw:( i was so tiny and i couldn’t even see it,i miss it so much
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molto anoressico da parte mia (ieri ho mangiato 2000calorie)
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interact with this if you want to be in my circle :3
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why everytime im angry w someone my brain goes like “i need to lose more weight”😭
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let’s ignore how fat my thigh looks lol
going to the tattoo artist :3 wish me luck
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tell me your safe foods please i literally eat the same 3 things everyday 😭
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my donald duck peluche is the only thing keeping me sane rn
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guys nevermind
wow guys i had a crisis and what therapy group taught me was actually helpful and i didn’t hurt myself. who would have guessed
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breakfast ! oatmeal with blueberries and almond butter, yummy
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now that circles are gone i think i’m gonna make a priv account for my close moots, would anyone follow it?
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it’s been one of the worst day of my life but look what i made
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literally every ed therapist after telling you “a car cant run without carburant”
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yummy lunch 180cals (why does my hand looks so weird help )
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i miss eating 200cal a day, i feel like i don’t even have an ed anymore, i’ve been maintaining and eating 1000+ cals a day for months :(
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chat does this mean that i’m OFFICIALLY diagnosed with ana ? my therapist told me multiple times that i have it but idk i kind of never believed it ???
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conversation i just had with the guy i like “ are you underweight?” “..yes” “but like severely?” “…yeah”. this just confirmed that i do not look underweight. at bmi 13.6.
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new breakfast!! .. i’m trying to vary since i always eat the same 3 things 😓 anyway, 215 cals
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this is so real. eds often don’t give signs that you’re body is falling apart, until it completely does with no coming back :/
Saw on reddit & reposting here for anyone who needs a wake up call
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CAR SEST HEADREST TATTOO TOMORROW CAR SEAT HEADRest TATTOO TOMORROW I’M HAPPY
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be honest please do you think my thigh looks fat? the tattoo artist posted this and i can’t stop thinking about it
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post blood test breakfast :,) cals estimate ?? it’s a brioche with apricot jam
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what i ate today, 1063 calories
overnight oats w apple, cinnamon and hazelnuts
supplement with some berries
another supplement and fruit bowl
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so .. i lost weight and this was not supposed to happen 😭 i don’t even get how because i’ve been eating at maintenance, what the fuck do i do now 😭
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killing myself . binging at breakfast is the WORST
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FUCK YES!! lost almost a kg in a week 😎
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grocery haul and protein bar collection 💞
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protein bar before tattoo appointment because i don’t want to faint 😊
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now i’m at home, i feel a lil better.. having breakfast with protein oats, soy yogurt and blueberries even tho i don’t really feel like it
going to the hospital because i’m having one of the worst crisis of my life because i feel like i ate too much and i feel guilty
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my mom also bought this funny chocolate :)
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com’è che lo scopro solo ora dopo anni di ed ??? buonissimo
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non avete idea di quanto la ami, l’unica che riesce a far capire cosa si prova davvero con le abbuffate e riesce a farmi sentire meno solo
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