i personally find the phrase "your gw is someones sw" so stupid. like okay??? good for them?? maybe i just want to lose some weight and not fucking die???
im eating a few spoons of ice cream
father: "eat something proper first"
do you want me to slit my throat right in front of you
I WANT SOME ICE CREAM NOT A WHOLE MEAL LEAVE ME ALONE
i was forced to eat sth. i ate a peach. i will kms.
guysss what apps do u use for fasting?
i dont like mine bc it shows me how much time is left until i can eat again, but i wanna see how long ive been fasting more, its more motivating
post and see how many ppl wanna
:P - block you.
:) - be your friend.
:> - hear your voice.
:3 - meet you irl.
! - hold your hand.
<3 - date you.
</3 - ignore you
stolen from mootie 🙏
im so fucking irritated
i have to clean the complete upper floor + my room including my closet
i had to eat even tho i didnt want to
its so fucking hot outside
i will kill myself on the spot
am i a bad person for knowing that i wont have a healthy relationship with my gf? i will never really get to know her, i will always only know her superficially, but that doesnt mean i dont love her.
i just know i would fit better w someone else (STILL I LOVE MY GF SM)
august 4th
for breakfast i had yoghurt with fruits
lunch was a sandwich with chese and ham
and dinner was roasted chickpeas :D
i was walking around in the evening for a while!! my friend gave me some cranberry candie :3
Mari lore!
- i had an 𝒖𝒏𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒉𝒚 attachment to one of my older cousins and almost cried when he ignored me the day after
- another unhealthy attachment to a sui hotline volunteer bc he made me feel something and i still miss him tbh
- im shitting while i write this
i am so genuinely disappointed, i restricted normally and went from 50.1kg to 51kg over night. i binged yesterday and now im at 51.5kg. ughhh i hate this
i love girls theyre so pretty especially two im staring at you mhm ik youre reading this also my wife thats in some fucking mountains i miss her i also miss my bsf shes in fucking germany i wsnt to hug and cuddle both of themm life is unfair kms
lying to my friends about getting better while im basically getting worse again and only being honest with one person because them being worried abt me is fucking annoying
genuine question how do people work out.
i feel so goofy and humiliated bro i just cant
but if you have some good workouts you can recommend pls share 🙏
forced to say "thats great im so happy for you!!" born to say
did i even mean anything to you if you lost feelings so quickly for a person youve just met, even though i was the one who broke up im so hurt by this, i dont want to see you or your stupid ass mark you should bothkys
turns out my best friend knew of this account for (probably) several months now and she didnt judge me 🙏 i love her sm mwah
i will be unstoppable in winter when i can walk as much as i want to, bc then the sun wont burn me alive 🔥 (i dont want to be in this state until winter)
if lil bro complains abt having a fast metab and not being able to gain weight one more time i WILL say something
BRO IM WASTING MY ENERGY, TIME AND DESTROYING MY BODY AND MENTAL HEALTH TO GET WHAT YOUVE BEEN BLESSED WITH SHUT THE FUCK UP
wanting to lose weight but that one friend irl cares a bit too much.
"what have you eaten today? 🤓" LEAVE ME ALOOOOONE its genuinely so annoying. my gw is healthy, i eat daily, bro im alright.
anyways 50.3kg->50.4kg for some reason even though i only ate 1200cals :((
im gonna cry so hard there were five gilette blades on sale for only 1€ but i couldnt buy them bc my friend was with me 💔💔
it was in another city i cant get there that easily, id have to take a train