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#N0RTHLANE /// orthorexic by day, bulimic by night

NL / 17, he/him / gw 48kg
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
pinned 3.0 - random stuff 😼😼 - monthly weigh ins probably - some of my threads
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
"high sw" and then it's bmi 21
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
how many months old are u guys on average
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
@wwwholehearted jaundice july anorexia august starving september osteoporosis october no nut(rition) november deficiency december
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
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@popkalss I can hear the british reality tv show accent in this paragraph
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
@alexsugarfree THIS IS TERRIFYING WHAAAT
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
@hrorvtz now I know I have body dysmorphia but why am I skinnier than her at a higher weight even tho I'm 3cm shorter
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
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@rome_lite I'M SOBBING I'VE NEVER SEEN SOMEONE BE DESCRIBED AS A TOOTH
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
@pupsemetary we all have eating disorders we're all cheating. you're just hangry and annoyed because you can't have any fun while doing it. far outttttt
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
@skinnyoverload TWICE THE TASTE IS CRAAAAZY it's true but THAT'S CRAAAAAAAAAZY BRUH
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
@st4rve4ford these "cals do count" threads trigger me more than anything bc I literally get nervous and start panicking about the entire concept of food and just looking at it makes me want to exercise 💀
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
I hate to sound this self absorbed but my left ear is actually fucking perfect with this jewelry setup my god
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
why did I get bulimia and not ana 😭😭😭😭😭
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
no judgement bc I get that that feels huge if ur surrounded by bmi 13 edtwt users but
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
this is ehat my ed is
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
just remembered my gum, mints and tea drawer
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
@eur1a "if you're tired, do it tired" abt working out
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
@axel25791783311 BEAUTIFUL I could get in so much protein and start adding oil and sugar and butter to everything again and start gorging on icecream would the food still affect my health tho? like atherosclerosis, non alcoholic fatty liver, acne etcetcetc or would I be totally impervious to it
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
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their acc says they're proana but purging tips = so much worse than violently fatshaming other mentally ill people ok ok I guess I will screw my eyeballs out like lightbulbs and throw them out of my bedroom window ok
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
@chepko_ 2-3k usually takes me like 10mins of intermittent handsfree 😭😭 I need to level up
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
2 months
@flightless_moth GAJSJSJAJAAJJAJAJAJ this is like the cookies I got a while ago literally called BN ok bulimia nervosa legend
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
@jupssstar 99% of fruit and vegetables, yogurt, whey protein powder, cottage cheese, the list goes on ...
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
KJASAHAHSJAAAJAJA I've watched this so many times and I'm sure it's happened before but THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE CONSCIOUSLY BEEN UNDER HER FIRST GW WHILE WATCHING THIS
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
@yumenoyuuma is this abt the unicorn or someone else ..
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
@cho1rice 1. a lot of extremely low weight anorexics turn bulimic 2. I can eat 6k cals in one sitting and still be skinny after hashtag bulimia 3. why does this even matter breh go to edsf there r subforums there for u 4. bulimia is sm less boring sorry 🫡
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
@De4dGrrrl very glad this post is getting attention because this has been fucking with my head for SO long. it feels like I should be "better" at this after what is essentially years of unending ed behavior but my body has been destroyed by it enough to ixnay that chance
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
my wrist bones seem to think I actually restrict wtf is this I'm bmi 29
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
I admit it 🫤 I have bulimia 😒😒😒😒 I look good tho don't I❓️❓️🤩
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
@aylien333 this pic always felt like BED/ana/mia to me fsr
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
@Usahana_Soap ME TOO it's like I somehow gave myself permission to keep eating so that's why I just omad when I restrict
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
btw I found this in the forest. one (1) perfectly untouched marlboro cigarette in a tube
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
@solventabuuser the unspeakable horror of snorting a melatonin pill and telling your twitter friends it's cocaine
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
@skinnyprinsess finally someone who understands me bruh I banned myself from granola like 3y ago
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
@sunwoolvrlol I GET THIS tbh I am also just fat but .....
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
@cookiecvtter 1. entire bag of nut mix that I DID NOT DRINK ENOUGH WATER FOR 2. anything with dairy/milk/cheese bc it gets sour 3. deli meat in any way shape or form gets so gross esp ham 4. apples get SO . GROSS . 5. too much raw meat or seafood is also ☹️☹️ seafood gets rly pungent
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
come again?
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
11 months
@wellnessgirlyy imo yes I could have two tubs of cottage cheese (<190cal) for 26g protein and only like 8g fat or less and it would prob satisfy me more + is less processed the macros on protein bars other than the protein itself just aren't worth it anymore for me LOL
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
ortho mealspo spring
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
NIC DAY FRUIT PLATTER!!!! + lowfat cottage cheese ofc 428cal 30g protein
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
MY RIGHT HAND IS FALLING OFF HELLO not bad for a first attempt ??????
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
new right ear setup ay
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
@AlexandraR62506 ok so I hate giving out actual purging tips but here I go. sigh. so ur gonna wanna get into position, extend one arm with ur palm up, then the other. then turn ur hands over one by one, then put ur hands on ur opposite upper arms, and then on ur head. and then go "hey macarena"
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
2 months
@lil_olli98 everyone else can say u look this way or that way and try to make u feel better about ur looks but ignore the mental side - this happened to u because of a disorder, something most people can't get out of without years of treatment and therapy. it's not ur fault💗🙏
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
it might be getting out of hand
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
GUYS LOOK IT'S FUCKED UP JUST LIOE ME
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
@LittleUhhh it probably breaks ketosis because most artificial sweeteners still cause a very small insulin response (I think) but in terms of ed fasting - no tbh. ur still going the whole day not eating and the 3cal from a can of diet coke are p much negative cals so
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
@ivvybonies my current weight is many ppls starting weight if not higher😼👍 average ass bmi with an unfathomably high bf% I am doomed forever
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
@_kabukigirl new banner
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
coining eating disorder alt rock as a genre
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
is it lanugo? arm hair? am I cold? is it all three? nobody will ever know
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
my jawline at my lw >:(
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
wrist patterns
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
ALL THIS ? 36CAL ?
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
"you can't run a car with no fuel" this would explode your toyota corolla
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
highly unaesthetic binge haul
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
why the fuck do I draw like this at age 16 I draw like a haggard 40 year old man
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
do u lose weight in ur ears???? like how some ppl lose weight in their nose . is it possible
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
MAAAAATE FUCK OFF I JUST WANTED TO SHOWER
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
@secretlyyiga about 21-22 for me first two are older pics at maybe bmi 20 at the lowest, third pic is rn
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
I hate my upper arm fat but what bmi does my arm look
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
edtwt and shtwt at the same time call that a bleeding disorder
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
my fav genre of food photo is bulimic b/p haul with a fuckton of high calorie food but their hands are super skinny so it's just this little claw holding 8k calories of food
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
concept: anorexia reality tv show called my 60 pound life
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
don't even ask what this ... interesting selection of food .... is because idk either😭😭😭😭😭
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
@rosaryrobber ah yes salivary gland january fast > binge > purge february mia grindset march alarming looking vomit april my throat hurts may jaundiced june god help me july acid reflux august spewing up september overcompensation october no electrolytes november don't choke december
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
getting a tan are we
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
REFRESHING 😇😇😇😇 chillest touchup sesh ever
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
pretty sure my mom typecast me as the family healthy orthomaxxer bc why did she get my sibling cheese strings as a snack but I got a bigass piece of watermelon I ACTUALLY LOVE IT HERE
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
it's drying EXACTLY like coagulating blood too oh my fucking god is this gonna be the thing to help me quit sh
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
vicariously, I
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
IT'S LIKE MARZIPAN PROTEIN HUMMUS
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
ok
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
my weight loss progression but it's just selfies I sent people on discord: a minithread (10kg ish difference) with mild commentary directed at myself
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
18 days
@acidkittycity formal petition to ban scleras from this kind of people tbh gatekeep them for my pookie and wes b0rland
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
oops how did that get here haha
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
aesthetically inclined hair length checks
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
random pic I am sitting on the floor shirtless but u guys will still not get nipple reveal
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
this is my sweet boy worldeater he wouldn't hurt a fly
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
9 months
old world god
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
does nic ever say "this is a horrendously annoying spot to do henna on sweet lord jesus christ I am going to lick the wall"? no! he gets up and makes it happen and so can you
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
SAY IT WITH ME REAL SUGAR IS REAL POISON CHEMICALS OVER CALORIES IF IT'S ARTIFICIAL IT'S BENEFICIAL
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This is so triggering 😭
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
@valsbmi yas. shoutout to all the other shiny pokemon on this app
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
"reject modernity, embrace tradition," the masses will say. when have we really grown from such a violent shift from one state to another? fibres tear, chains break, skin develops fissures. I rhetort that we must embrace both old and new — a balance must be found in all things.
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
I guess I'm 17 now
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
3 months
before vs after straightening
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
the demons won (so aesthetic 💀
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
1 year
I LOVE THIS BONE BTW
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
8 months
I eat raw champignons like they're apples btw
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
OH MY FUCKING GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD GUYS LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK HOLY SHIT SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT I LOVE THIS FUCKING CAT BRO WHAT THE FUCK
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
4 months
ummm ok am I tripping? june 6 vs june 18 is it just me or did I rly fucking do something here ??
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
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impulsive 7 am nic reveal pls don't call me ugly in the qrts I already know I'm repulsice 😰😰😰😰 also ignore the random zit I purge once and immediately break out
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
5 months
at it again with the "failed anorexic" trope brah get a new insult 😀😃 this one feels a little...regurgitated..........
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
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peculiar😭😭😭 291cal 21p my mom saw me making this and said I should be a sous chef
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
7 months
hlep why did I make him thinspo
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nic ⁉️ triathlonmaxxing
6 months
fatally obsessed with these pants bru
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