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virtual journal 🥞 ednos, bmi 21 ✿ 2025, -2/10kg ೀ

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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
guys….
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
14 days
@xstarvingg me and my 6000 cals of junk food punching the air.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
@rosebloodgirl lmao its a canon event we can’t interfer, i miss being this naive😔.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
@Eliasfallensoul lmaooo girl….sorry to announce that but….
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
@rosebloodgirl i remember so well the day i had this realization lmaooo my whole life fell apart.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
long thread with tips & advices from the brain over binge book 🥥🍒🦢🧚🏼 . how to stop binging/stop having binge urges completely, what worked for me, what didn’t work for me !!! . you can dm me or comment so i can send you the free workbook 🌞. (edtwt ed twt bed)
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
15 days
@alexiscalss is this ironic???😭😭😭.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
unstoppable, thats the word, i’m gonna be unstoppable guys i’m so happy
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
guyssss omg i just ordered a treadmill.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
5 months
imagine how good this outfit would look if i was skinnier 🥲 can’t wait to wear it again 10kgs lighter
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
kinder & pb oatmeal ˚⋆𐙚
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
11 days
breakie ✿ french toast & milka cappuccino, 300c
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
4 months
320cals huge yogurt bowl lunch !
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
white chocolate almond butter & coconut oatmeal ˚⋆𐙚
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
1st advice 🍓 you should view your binge urges as neurological junk, it means quit believing that the urges signal a real need (wheter it is physical or emotional) !!!!!! and stop giving the urges any value or significance, think about something thats meaningless to you.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
15 days
guys look what i received today!!!
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
messages generated by your lower brain (which is NOT you, it’s more like your animal instinct that takes over your upper brain and tries to control you but its not really you) that deserve absolutely NO attention, let the urge pass by itself bc its meaningless.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
13 days
my friends came tonight and this is what i prepared for them
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
14 days
stop beefing in the comments guys, we’re all hungry (and angry lol) but peace and love it’s just noodles 🤠.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
3rd advice 🍓 this one is really important, stop REACTING to these urges, don’t let them affect you emotionnally, let them just come and go, ride the wave !!! put a 20min timer and see how it’s actually going to pass by itself, don’t try to fight or resist just let it pass.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
300c oatmeal :| ೀ
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
𓂃 ˖ accountability thread ‘25 ˖ ೀ
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
𓂃 ˖ november accountability thread ˖ ೀ
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
idk it could be a sport or whatever you find meaningless, imagine you don’t give a shit about rugby so you don’t think abt it at all and you couldn’t care less, same thing for these binge urges, treat it like the most insignifiant thing in your life. view them as automatic brain.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
300c breakfast, yes i spilled my coffee
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
🥥⭐️🧚🏼🦢 twenty minutes of being uncomfortable while wanting to binge is so much better than hating yourself for several days 🦢🧚🏼⭐️🥥.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
12 days
gyozas my beloved ✿ 216c
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
2nd advice 🍓 as i said before, separate your highest humain brain from your urges to binge ! these binge urges are generated in brain regions inferior to your true self whereas ur true self resides in your prefrontal cortex, ur highest humain brain, and it gives you the ability.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
some helpful quotes :. 🍒 just because i want it doesn’t mean i have to have it. 🍒 just because you have an urge or an itch doesn’t mean you have to satisfy it. 🍒 the happiness of being thin lasts a lot longer than the 5 second pleasure from gorging an entire block of chocolate.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
🍒 every time you binge you make the next one harder to resist, whereas every time you’re able to not give into that urge, you actually make the next urge easier to ignore.🍒 whatever problem you have has a separate cure from binging. the only cause of binging is an urge to binge.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
some of you really need to touch some grass, put your phone down & go see the outside world.
@anearexic
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Naive young people will see this and think if they starve to 90 pounds they will look like this. Do you see how 8+ objects in this room are things you cannot afford? This is wealth, actually.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
13 days
life feels peaceful when you stop binging.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
14 days
@bayonett444 here before it goes viral.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
to say NO because thats the part of you thats really in control, thats the part of you that has ultimate control over your voluntary actions and that can shut down these binge urges by completely ignoring them.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
5 months
cute 🥥
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
so first of all i’m sorry for my english bc i’m french ! for contexte, i developped an ed almost three years ago, i was thin during my whole life and i gained weight during the lockdown and after the lockdown, i went from 50 to 57kg real quick but i didn’t see it actually.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
4 months
i’m tweaking 🤠
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
the longer my hair gets, the happier i am
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
1 month
being back in your honeymoon phase feels euphoric.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
12 days
lost a kg overnight after plateauing for a week 🤠.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
4th advice 🍓 this is the advice that helped me the most, STOP ACTING ON YOUR URGES, i often see threads on how to pass the time or do certain activities to not binge and i thought it was the only thing that could not make me binge : be occupied most of the time, but no !!!.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
11 days
@_finahah no white chocolate slander is allowed 😔.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
14 days
life feels so much better when you’re disciplined & in control.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
if you can view urges as meaningless, powerless, and harmless, they will no longer be urges!!!! . the word URGE signals intense wanting and feeling strongly compelled to do something. if you view the urge as just junk, then it ceases to be an urge. 🦢.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
1 month
2025 is the year of healing !!! gonna read a bunch of books & do workbooks while documenting everything to get rid of that bed once and for all
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
1 month
@vaniIIaskyr lmaooooo.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
3 words that best describe neurological junk 🍓 . 1) meaningless (the urges have no significance to your true self) .2) powerless (the urges have no ability to make you binge) .3) harmless (the urges cannot possibly hurt you; they aren’t your enemy).
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
i’m obsessed with oatmeals since a few days omg where the hell i’ve been all this time.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
6th advice 🍓 this is something i used to do so much but don't reassure yourself after a binge, tell yourself that it's NOT okay to destroy your progress and your health and it shouldn't be happening or you'll find a way to justify doing so again.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
12 days
guys if you’re in a binge restrict cycle i beg you to up your intake it works so well (coming from someone who binged for a year and a half straight), i know its scary but whats scarier is staying in the cycle.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
nothing feels better than skinny feels fr.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
5th advice 🍓 i talked about riding the wave, it’s actually a great technique. try to acknowledge that you are feeling an intense urge to binge, and accept it, like riding a roller coaster, instead of actually eating to relieve the urge. what goes up must come down!!!!.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
it was people and especially family around me who pointed that i gained weight until i became so self conscious so i saw how huge i became, i started dieting but it quickly became more than dieting bc i purged sometimes, i restricted/fasted a lot and i quickly lost 8kg i was 49kg.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
the most triggering thing ever is when a family member says i look healthy, it drives me insane.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
so if you sort of suffer at the beginning because you can’t seem to shut your lower brain, know that it's temporary, treating it like an amusement park ride that you don't particularly enjoy, but have to ride through to the end. 20min timer as i said !!.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
15 days
@beigebunnibby france! wbu.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
1 month
this comeback is personal. its gonna be an apology to myself !
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
10 days
for once i can say that i kinda locked in in january 🤝🏻.
@2llyths
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real ana starts in february✊ january was just me testing the waters.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
i refuse to miss opportunities or don’t go out with my friends in 2025 just because i don’t like how i look.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
4 months
@vaniIIaskyr does the lemon cheesecake grenade taste good?.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
17 days
hitting my steps in front of the tv at midnight, guys invest in a walking pad
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
15 days
hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
17 days
two wallpapers i made ˚⋆𐙚。 𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
9 days
just made & ate crepes at 6am just bc i wanted to, i was craving it, and bc it fits my cals limit. thats how i stopped binging.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
until i developped a bed one year and a half ago but at first i could control my urge binges somehow and it was mayve twice a week but since a year ago i binged almost everyday and most of the time more than 4000 cals, it completely ruined my life and i gained way more thab my sw.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
you really really really don’t have to substitute any other behavior or emotionally satisfying activity for binge eating, you ONLY have to refrain from binge eating because these urges have no control over you and keeping yourself busy is just giving them control over your life.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
15 days
i ended up on my own tl on my main account…….
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 days
whenever i finish my shower with really cold water my skin feels more firm i love it.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
𓂃 ˖ accountability thread until ‘25 ˖ ೀ
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
4 months
so good 🌸
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
the period bloat is my 13th reason.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
9 days
gonna eat around 2000/2500 cals today hopefully it will shock & reboot my metabolism lol.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
guys if you want the mind over binge workbook tell me i’ll send it to you, it was so popular 10 years ago, it helps to understand your urges to binge and shows how you shouldnt ‘keep yourself busy’ or whatever other shitty advice you might get when you have a bed/binge often.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
i had a deal and ordered 15 protein bar boxes (and also its my fav brand the nutramino bars, there’s a 3 flavors i never tried) i can’t wait but also this ed is making me make the weirdest (and most expensive) decisions ever.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
i don’t weigh myself bc its so triggering for me and i self sabotage my progress sometimes so as long as i’m at my parents house i decided to not step on the scale but i look visibly skinnier and it makes me so freaking happy.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
5 days
@lustforlanadel its called the fasting high/euphoria, its the best feeling ever until it comes down lmao.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
the amount of people finding out abt the real cals of packed noodles is sending me, sorry you guys 🤠.
@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
guys….
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
15 days
update : it didn’t work, it’s 5am and i’m still tryna sleep, bye.
@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
16 days
bought some melatonin, just took my first pill hopefully its gonna help with the hunger induced insomnia bc i can’t deal with it anymore.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
wasnt good at all 😵‍💫
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
8 days
lost 0.3g 🫡.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
7 days
just binged 🤠🤠🤠🤠.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
5 months
living my dream life 🍇
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
i need to make discipline my main priority in 2025.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
300c oatmeal 🍫🍪
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
9 days
@Marsargostars you’re sweet thank you <3.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
last time i weighed myself i was 59/60kg which is huge for me (my height is 163cm), by looking on mpa i found this book called brain over binge and oh my god it changed everything for me i fully gained back control which i thought was impossible literally, so i’m sharing with u.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
4 months
350c lunch ๋࣭⭑
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 days
🪡 no rules, i’m going to attempt to lose at least 8kgs this month. i refuse to stay in this body much longer.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
2 months
my 2025 self is gonna be a whole new person mark my words.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
6 months
been binge free for two weeks; i’m so proud of myself, i binged 3/4 times a week for a year and a half and the fact that i’m fully in control now and that i know i’ll never binge again makes me so happy.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
11 days
the most frightening thing happened to me while sleeping.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
3 months
thats all i’ve been eating for 3 days now + its so filling and i can add all type of toppings, OBSESSED.
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@mauvemusa
may ୨୧
1 year
she has my dream body i would kill to look like her
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