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⠀⠀⠀⠀˗*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆ irl magical girl ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀trapped in your computer! ☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀mentally ill, addict in recovery, cat mom

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1 year
What is Bipolar Disorder? An educational thread🧵🪡
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1 year
i'm 23 today and as someone who's been suicidal for most of the last 10 years i NEVER thought i would live to see that. i'm so fucking happy and grateful to be alive.
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having a favorite person
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1 year
if you drink every day you have no right to villainize drug addicts. your drug of choice is legal, that is the only difference.
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we’re cancelling each other over alcohol takes today, post your cancellable alcohol take
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2 years
having bpd is crazy because why am i going thru the 5 stages of grief at every inconvenience
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3 years
six months drug and alcohol free for the very first time.
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2 years
killing myself could fix me
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2 years
im very jealous of people without severe mental illness
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3 years
i'm 9 months sober today
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2 years
feeling really depressed lately and feeling like no one wants me around i feel boring and annoying and like i literally have no personality like i genuinely feel sorry for the people that have to be around me
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1 year
IM THREE YEARS CLEAN TODAY MOTHERFUCKERS #RecoveryPosse #WeDoRecover #Recovery
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11 months
THREE YEARS SUICIDE ATTEMPT FREE BITCHES
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11 months
The bpd is bpding today
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1 year
i feel like people who aren't mentally ill have more hours in a day. i struggle so much just to watch an episode of a tv show sometimes.
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2 years
sorry if i'm distant, i'm not a fan of being alive rn
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3 years
yknow i might seem annoying or childish to some ppl but i'd rather my coping mechanisms be video games, anime, kpop, n pink things than cocaine an alcohol any day.
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3 years
i really wonder what it's like not having to fight your own brain not to self destruct all the time
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2 years
I HATE BPD ALL MY HOMIES HATE BPD
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2 years
trying so hard to stand up for myself without apologizing or feeling shitty i'm trying so hard please someone be proud of me
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1 year
gonna brag real quick im 2 1/2 yrs clean from drugs, 2 1/2 months smoke free, and almost 4 months sh free!!! AND i got thru a depressive episode without relapsing into any of it 😸
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3 years
the feminine urge to die
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9 months
HE SAID YES HES MY FIANCÉ NOWWWWW
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11 months
Hey guys hey guys hey guys I’ve been bipolar episode free since JULY!!!!!!!!!
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@manicmagicalgrl
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6 months
Having bpd is going back and forth from “they’re the problem” to “I’m the problem”
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1 year
you can have bpd and experience mania, but the mania isn't coming from your bpd. that means you also have bipolar disorder and you should go to the psychiatrist
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1 year
i can't be around ppl that use drugs or drink alcohol regularly no hate no judgement it just is not good for my own healing journey at all
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@manicmagicalgrl
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2 years
@OrwellNGoode well i'm unhappy that everyone is in my fucking way when i have places to be
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1 year
at the wedding, drinking diet coke and water, sober and holding myself accountable. #RecoveryPosse
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1 year
bpd thoughts get tf out of my head i don't listen to u anymore
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2 years
I DESERVE RECOVERY I DESERVE POSITIVITY I DESERVE A GOOD AND HAPPY LIFE
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17 days
Birthday girl
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@manicmagicalgrl
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2 years
does anyone procrastinate things that they actually really wanna do that even most people would probably consider lazy but to you it takes a lot of energy, like playing a video game or starting a new show
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1 year
i'm on multiple prescriptions, weekly group DBT, solo therapy and psych nurse appointments. this might seem like a lot but i feel better than i ever have in my life. it's amazing what proper care can do.
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1 year
girl dinner
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2 years
trying to get help for my mental health has been just as draining, stressful and fucking infuriating as i remember it being tbh
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3 years
gorgeous gorgeous girls have chronic headaches
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2 years
i just said "how am i so tired after 1 melatonin i used to be able to take the bottle and feel nothing" and my bf without hesitation goes "you used to do meth"
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1 year
"favorite person" more like im gonna fucking kill myself
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1 year
idk who needs to hear this but bipolar and bpd are very different disorders
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5 months
Everyone that’s been ANTIPSYCHOTIC DRUNK
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6 months
Do y’all like my shirt
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2 years
being awake is just ...... not it today
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3 years
i'm self undiagnosing
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It’s gonna take a while to get used to no pink
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3 years
tbh i fucking love valentine's day season everything in the stores are pink and heart shaped. i think it should always be like this
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1 year
i wouldn't be out having such a lovely day today if i had drank or used last night. but here i am enjoying some all you can eat sushi! #RecoveryPosse
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Seeing memes about being too honest with your therapist and ending up in the psych ward are hilarious bc in reality they’re just gonna tell you “well you’ve kept yourself safe this long so you can keep doing that”
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2 years
im not leaving twitter it's my only healthy coping mechanism
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4 years
anyone else dislike the term EUPD?
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@manicmagicalgrl
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3 years
i feel good about myself today :-)
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11 months
There is nothing more infuriating than grown adults who cannot be direct and communicate with each other
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10 months
My besties bday was a pink theme tn🩷🩷🩷🩷
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2 years
in a constant battle between getting better and getting worse
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6 months
I go back n forth on this short hair thing
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1 year
no matter what else happens at least im a pink cat girl 😸
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1 year
whenever i'm experiencing extreme anxiety and panic attacks, i need to run away to be alone. i get very easily overstimulated and irritated. anyone else?
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3 years
tryna look good to combat my depression 🤙🏻
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8 months
I feel unable to talk to anyone about the situation I’m in right now because my brain cannot bear to hear anyone compete for who has it worse or downplay what I’m going through.
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4 years
5 months sober from all drugs and alcohol. i did that.
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1 year
anyone in recovery from bpd have any advice on getting out of fp related spirals?????
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9 months
Love of my life
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2 years
k i was feeling really tired and depressy today but then i had some water and went into the sun. i feel better, and im questioning if maybe i'm a plant?🌱
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1 year
😸😸😸😸😸😸😸😸
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1 year
this is from earlier in the week
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1 year
i am such an alien
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1 year
i am a real barbie doll
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3 months
Bleaching my whole head Brandi is not gonna have pink hair anymore
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2 years
i opened up to my manager at work about my bipolar today. she was so nice and understanding and i feel so happy and relieved right now😭
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Everyone would be better of without me honestly
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2 years
they should invent cigarettes that are good for you
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i wish i liked people a normal amount and not obsessive
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Women who hate all men are very miserable people
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3 years
you all deserve so much love and happiness, even if you think you don't
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i'm trying not to be angry but it's hard because i'm angry every time i think about it
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why tf is a pack of tampons 10$ like
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@madbpd i get so paranoid that i think everyone around me is talking about me or has intentions of harming me
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1 year
i'm not even real
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1 year
tw self harm i feel very invalid bc i never cut very deep and i know that's stupid and i don't want to start JUST because of that invalid feeling
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being a person is exhausting
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1 year
don't mind me i'm just going to extreme measures to avoid imagined abandonment again
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ive been fighting rly intense self harm urges lately and i haven't given in. i actually feel ok tonight and i feel proud of myself.
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1 year
being mentally and chronically ill and having to work for a living is not fucking funny
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1 year
i baked my bestie a cheesecake for her bday and she loved it! :3
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I got my ass out and went to the hot topic it was cool
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1 year
there is no bond more special than a mentally ill girl and her cat
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1 year
i hate when im passionate about something n i wanna share it with everyone but it feels like no one cares
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pictures of me on my bday 2020-2021-2022-2023 i can literally see myself healing and becoming healthier and happier the longer i'm clean from drugs. i started getting clean the month after the first picture. now i am 2yrs11months clean
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@manicmagicalgrl
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2 years
today my bf said "you're like a baby, you're always trying to kill yourself"
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1 year
i may be chronically going thru hell but at least i am so so beauitful
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3 years
NEW HAIR GUYS!!!!!
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1 year
things have been really hard but i did something im really proud of, i deleted and got rid of all of my suicide notes.
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11 months
I’ve been struggling a lot the last few days and I hope I have a better day tomorrow.
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6 months
Tired and going to work
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@manicmagicalgrl
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5 months
Sorry I haven’t been talking to anyone, I love you all, I’m just a mess lately. I keep thinking that I’ll be okay, but I’m just filing the void. I’m not okay right now, and it’s time I accept that.
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1 year
not sure which pink i like more hmmmmmmm
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