【Attempt number two】
This time I’m gonna get drunk
When I slit my wrists
So I won’t be in my correct mind, and so I can lose all control
【I learnt that people get emotional when drunk】
I’m sorry for making you all worry..
I’ve decided
To lock tf back in
And start counting
cals again(;ω;)
【I kept telling myself
I was gonna die anyway】
BUT I WILL NOT
DIE EATING LIKE A PIG
So um I think I’ll b more active than usual:’3
ok so,
I’m hi and feeling well,
I’m convinced !!
I decided to discontinue The plan (;ω;)
【but it’s still bound to happen】
I’m sorry for worrying all of my lovely moots I’m so so sorry( ; ; )
(^.^)
.. Goodnight My lovely moots,
I hope you all sleep well
or have a nice day.
Ending the Night with
a cluttered mind,
I hope Tomorrow I feel
the slightest bit of better.
Good morning everyone !
.Hope you all have a well sleep or day..
Today is the day,
I have nothing to do except
Getting hi, crying, slitting,
And dying,
I’m really not happy about it,
Depression sucks
..Hello Nd Good morning My lovely moots (^ ^)
I managed 2 skip school today so I could possibly get my homework done…
I feel really awful for not going though but it’s worth staying home…
hi guys it’s me Lucas, it’s Lucas you guys know it’s Lucas right ? ?
.. The pfp change didn’t make you confused right..
you guys know it’s Lucas ? ! ? !
I’m not alive, but I’m also not dead, im in between life and death as an act of spite to myself.
I’d probably be fully dead right now if pain wasn’t real.
I might go to a psychiatric hospital once I talk to a therapist hehe..
i m thinking of a very smart idea which is
..posting pics of my poor meals n 【censored】Sh…(◞‿◟)
because I thought of it
Nd it’s very genius am I righgt? ?! !
It is an amazing idea
【also may b tags 4 reach :3 hehehheshshs】
I’m finally back in my house
( ´ ▽ ` )..
Today is the day I go back to my hometown for the weekend yippee,
The first thing I’m gonna do is take a nap and get high hehe ( ´ ▽ ` )
good morning moots !
ヽ(;▽;)
I have moved the plan
To Monday, which is when
My mother leaves for a trip.
But otherwise from that,
I hope you all had or have a wonderful day/sleep..
….
…ok hello moots ( ◠‿◠ ),
I’m in my new house now Nd I’m breaking my OMAD to have My favourite soup ever, ..it’s my safe food nd I’d consider it the best…Nd it’s chicken noodle soup by Lipton ! (^^) it’s very easy to cook n low cal heheheh….. ๑
is anyone interested in joining my friends/
@magiicaproject
server ?:3
I helped her make it hehe,
It’s solely based on
Shedtwt, Or basically Sh Nd Ed (^^), msg her or me for the link (〃ω〃)
Good morning everyone,
I hope you all had a wonderful sleep !
I have finally reached 100
Followers hehe, ..
thank you guys a lot ..
should I do anything special ?
Hello lovely moots nd everyone(^ ^)
I have therapy tomorrow,
I’m actually quite nervous
【I have a therapy appointment each 2 weeks :’3】
And well uh, depression has been consuming me alive
I should be taking my pills 【antidepressant】
But I forget(;ω;)
( ; ; )
goodnight moots…
I’m ending the day with a terrible mood ..( ; ; )
Sleeping very early today but only B cuz I was forced to take 3 melatonin…
I think it’s beginning to kick in now, ..,I hope you all have a good Night/Day..
good morning my lovely moots (^ ^)
I woke up in an awful mood
I didn’t go to school in the morning and I do regret it,
..My parents don’t allow it..
So I did get yelled at for sleeping in but i guess it was worth it..
I’ve made the choice,
I’m set on it,
there’s no turning back now
or no rethinking it,
On Saturday I will die
To a blood loss.
I cannot do another
week of this.
There’s no changing
My mind now..
I have to go to school in the morning.. I had homework that had to be done
this weekend and week( ; ; )
but I haven’t done anything..
I didn’t even touch it at all..
I’m a disappointment.,
I was meant to be the smart one in the family yet I’m failing almost everything…
Hello moots..
Nd good morning/Evening to you all(^^)
First day of school and I have already got gym…
I’m not very active and fit so… ( ; ; )
I cant wait for school to be over..
Lonely, ever so lonely I am..
Frienfds.. friends sound incredibly lovely right now
Company, attention and friends is all I need to survive until Saturday..
Hi moots hi ٩(^‿^)۶
I’ve only had about 110+ cals today roughly,
but below 200 for sure hehe…
It’s currently 5 pm Nd
I just had my last meal of the day !(^ ^)
I also feel better than before, not good but not terrible.. hehe :3
Omad !【70 cals】
I finally go back to my hometown for the weekend tomorrow ٩(^‿^)۶
I don’t feel as happy as I should, it’s quite depressing over there…
..But on Saturday I will attempt cause I do not want to come back here again..
( ; ; )
sometimes
I never realize how
depressive I actually am
I’ve been in
Bed ever since I
Got back from the
New town( ; ; )
I haven’t changed
My bedsheets either..
..And also I’ve been
Continuously crying
And slitting ever since
Then..
I’m gonna be staying in a different town for a few weeks until June
That won’t stop me from
Posting tho ( ◠‿◠ ) It’s not a vacation rather more like a family issue ! !
the meal of today is gonna be a walking taco (••;) 【or what I call it, a taco bag】
...It has about 400+ calories in it so l'm gonna be shamefully eating it
But I'm gonna be travelling at about 8pm today to the new town...so hopefully that will burn some calories..
【
#Edtwt
】
Nvm it’s all ook guys I am hi nd in my room,
I just got back from my friends house nd my shoes were taken (?) ( ; ; )..
I had to ask for a ride back cause I refused to walk back without my shoes.
But now I’m
Back and hi.. (^_^)
ok I managed to smother a bunch of weet crumbs together and took a hit, I can definitely feel it now hehehe
I’m still gonna take some from my father tho:3
vent②
…now I have just realized that everyday is the same. I lay in bed, sometimes in the morning I cry because I need to SMOKE. Or atleast that feeling of being pulled away from reality instantly…
..yesterday was the exact same. And somehow I still get my hands on weet…
good afternoon every 1
(^ ^) … yours truly is back to roaming the earth again
(´︶`).. hehehehshs
Today is the day I move to the new town…
I won’t be back til forever
if I die or something.. anyways,
I hope you all have an amazing day..
His teeth began to rot, his breath smelt terrible despite washing his teeth, his hair never smelled good due to the hideous oils in his hair, But it was never like this so why now?
His nails began to grow uncontrollably and he felt constantly cold, or uncomfortably hot.