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i dont want peace i want perfection 👼 ୨ৎ
eighteen 𝜗𝜚 i ♥︎ my bff gigi
Joined September 2020
so everybody Just gained weight and are desperately trying to get back to their lws Or what😭.
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losing weight is so fun. i love shrinking and seeing myself get smaller. so addicting🐻❄️🎀.
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i wish people werent so ashamed to talk about their binging experiences on here bc its almost inevitable with an ed (esp restrictive) and binge cycles are so isolating and disturbing.
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eating is genuinely so uncomfortable? i feel so icky after eating literally anything. i hate the softness i feel after eating. i dont want to feel it. i wanf to rip my skin off i hatw food and i hate bloatinf. i hate the discomfort food brings me. eating is not worth it at all.
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@skinpetal its so sad nd i hate how its normalized to jusf make “jokes” about his weight wjen he streams. abd he laughs but lets get real. thats so sad.
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how it feels to no longer be a teenage girl (its my birthday today. 😞)
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@mchinegirl Ur stronger than me Bc i could never get rid of any of my stuffed animals I fear.
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sometimes i Forget like U all have eds. we R just on here yappinf about our eds all day.
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@brokestrawbnya stop i love her so much. she made a video recently about the toxic wl content on tt and it made me cry. shes such a sweetheart ☹️🤍.
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@ivylovespink no offense But i dont think those people in the cmnts actually suffer from an ed idk.
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@tniwannaget @jordynceIeste as somebody with an ed, if ari is genuinely disordered this can be very triggering to say. please delete it 🤍 ik you prob mean the best But. as fans of her we should be cautious with out words. 😞.
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@yazisnotreal ik yall hate to hear it but allowing yourself to purge is just allowing yourself to binge. as soon as i learned how to purge efficiently, i got stuck in a b/p cycle fr almost 6 months and gained 13 pounds. purging is not an easy way out. its nit a one time thingor “just in case.”.
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@glowandtoned sometimes ill find old edtwt tweets from arnd 2012-2016 and i click the pages to see these people just have normal local accs now. its nice to see. it makes me hope and think they recovered :-].
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@ciggarexicc ya basically Like okay! and then U gain from your lw nd feel like its the end of the world nd ur panicking bc you arent as small as You used to be anymore so then youre like “am i even rlly disordered? am i still anorexic?” and wl seems impossible again And ur not losinf fast and
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bffs would U be so kind to Share your best beauty tips with me😇💝
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and ik not everyone binges But almost everyone does. entering a b/p/r cycle bc of eh was one of the scariest things to ever happen to me nd now i am facing the consequences of it. i dont even want to leave my room bc i feel like everyome arnd me just stares at me. its terrifying.
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@ursuicidedoll this is so sad 😞 ur nana was/is clearly disordered: i hope shes happy nd recovered now♥︎♥︎.
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why roes it seem like this is Whats going on. extreme hunger and b/p/r cycles Got the best of all of us huh 😓.
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@miffyluvsu girl U have got to deac ur cc. its very clear tjese people R just trying to trigger you.
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@supremekgs no bc this is actually Something that makes me feel so invalid 😭 like clearly im not working hard enough!.
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@Lia_calzz ya bc then i feel mre pressure to apply to ed stereotypes nd hving to deal with people wjo make Ur ed their own issue(?) like “eat for me. ” or “i havent ate all day!” people. i jst want to exist in Peace😓.
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is Anybofy else like ashamed to eat in front of others? even children😭😭.
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nonedtwt pls do not interact with me! i do not want to trigger anyb😞.
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and i can see all tje differences in my body and its actually disturbing idk how else to explain it. nobody says anything and maybe i rlly do look the same but to me i can see every layer of fat and swelling. it rlly makes me wanf to rip my skin off. i Really hate having a body.
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@madorexic im actuallf worried about her. she has always been thin, but she lost sm so fast and is extremely thin. .
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dis isnt da wjole somf buh I ALWAYS GET SO HYPED WJEN DIS PART COMES ON
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@girlsvoid the ingredients here R trash and theres rlly not a lot of walkable places. it sucks.
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@coconutccals she is very open about her ana and is in recovery but clearly relapsed. i rlly think we ahould keep her away from this side and protect her. she has a twt acc and i wouldnt be surprised if she lurked arnd her. 😞.
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@GreenTeaLeafz been There. U hit a plateau. worst thing rver to happen. id suggest upping your intake and doinf a diff workout. try not weight yourself either its v discouraginf.
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@matcharexia im so tired of disordered content on tt lately. the influx of it us absolutely insane.
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@Star_calsss the fact she covered the @s and everything says a lot. i wish people would just leave others alone. they dont want to be consumed by our disordered thoughts. its so disrespectful.
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@jenlisafy many l*cals R in there but also it is extremely popular rn. live ive seen people outside of edtwt post ss tweets from there.
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@tvgirlenjoyer_ skinny people have always existed. not everyone who is skinny is disordered. my sister literally eats full blown bags of takis in one sitting or cheetos amd tajin and chamoy and Shes still thin. some people rlly R just blessed guys😭.
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@yuyeongz im sorry but when an individual loses an alarming amount of weight in an amount of time, its almost likely they have an ed. esp when said individual looks extremely uw. i wouldnt be surprised if almost half of the ggs struggle with an ed or at least disordered eating.
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@vaguebones i rlly hope its not a troll using a random young girls face 4real. like thats so evil.
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@superkinico omg im so sorry. please talk to your parents and try 2 get him help before its too late. things like this happen way too often and they go ignored and I mean look ar the media 😓.
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@ezrasescape omf… this makes me hate processed food even more nd meat i wanf to vomit. idc whats causing it. it looke so gross.
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@osamuistheworst this is the worst feeling ever. to recognize that somebody you care about is starting to have disordered habits. it genuinely makes me panic bc i never want them to feel this way.
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@bluestberries i hate how popular edtwt has become bc only the like 5% of genuinelu horrible people get pushed out to maintwt. it makes me feel even more of a horrible person to have this disorder and even more guilty. like this id a disgusting thibg to say. they treat us like monsters.
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@glossdiet dw. i gained 13 lbs from my lw and am slowly losing it again. i feel so hopeless but i realize staying in this hopeless mindset isnt going to get me anywhere. weight is temporary and ive lost it once i can lose it once more! trust yourself and be kinder to yourself. take care 💖.
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eating at maintenance and accepting that youll maintain the next day is better than binging 5k in one sitting just sayingggg
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@Maya_rainbow27 like no offense But i hope they genuinely experience a binge one dsy just to see how horrible it really feels. 🧘🏽♀️.
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@cuntywhitegirl yall are being very weird towards ari in these comments. this is scary and worrying for both of these girls. stop projecting onto her. we dont know what they R going through rn.
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@skinnyspicex i hope youre doing alright. im glad he revealed himself before you married him he sucks.
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everyone is losing weight I need everyone to Stop like right Now seirously im SOOOOstressed STOP
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