@sanbnuy
i preplan all my meals and have everything tracked at the start of the day yeah? but I've literally cried when someone eats what I was planning to eat 😭
i think i’ll delete my account.
i don't have friends,
i don't talk to anyone.
this is the best for everyone i know no one’s going to miss me so why are you still reading this? do you like me? do you want me to push u against the wall and kiss you?
i need my family to stop reminding me about my lowest weight... I don't think they get how triggering it is to ask me how I lost and regained the weight as if they didn't force me to gain weight??
whenever a non disordered person tells me sth like "eating X makes you lose weight" and it's sth like nuts or olive oil I feel like I'm gonna go insane
my mum suddenly asked me why I haven't asked her to buy pads in a long time and idk how to respond umm (I lost my period again but she's gonna assume it means sth else)
i hate eating stuff that I can't find on calorie tracker apps 😭
so I count all the possible ingredients in proportion to the amount that could be in it?? and I just feel so fat afterwards
love how there are oomfs with specific identities in my head like yupp you're riki obsessed oomf, oomf who cries over math, physics AND jake, oomf in love with feet, oomf who drinks like a sophisticated lady, oomf who is my daily i miss jake reminder, oomf cat lover, oomf sunwoo
spent the whole day running around school and reached 6k steps... I still have shopping to do so maybe I can get to 10k before even going on my walk 👍🏽